Post by Alex Jones on Jun 24, 2010 17:29:28 GMT -6
“Why does everyone still maintain that I’m the bad guy?.”
I shake my head trying to understand. Why can’t everyone see the truth?. Are they blinded?.
“I suppose I should start off by replying to a man who seems to have a rather slanted view of this situation. Angel. You really think this is a game to me?. I’m looking after a woman and child who were scared of you. You believe you were a great father?. You really think you can look after her?, Give her a better life than me and Shelly?. And now here you are puffing out your chest and talking about killing me. Talking about no matter how “evil” I am I’m not you. You’re right Angel I’m not you...I’m a better father than you, I’m a better husband than you, bottom line..I’m just plain better than you...”
“I realised long ago that I shouldn’t bother with trying to beat you, do what you do, because you’re inferior and flawed. You don’t seem to get it. This time I’m not looking to beat you, to just get the glory of winning a match. I want you to disappear. I want you out of my life, and MY daughter’s life. But while you seem to be content with just coming after me instead of trying to actually BEAT Rob Diamond and Falcon I want to win. I want to win because of that big ol winners cheque at the end. It’s money I can use to provide for my family, it’s a responsible thing to do. And that is the difference between us. I’m willing to forget I hate your guts for twenty minutes or so and team with you to get the win...you’re not....that’s why I’m a good father and why you’re just a prick...”
“And it’s actually quite funny, one of our opponents this week said he and you are the same, mirror images in fact, it was of course your heterosexual life partner Falcon. It’s funny, you’ve always accused me of wanting to be like you and now I wonder did you do the same to falcon?. Did you slowly break him down and make him realise he’s a carbon copy of yourself?. Did you?. It’s taken me a long time to realise that your accusations aren’t based in reality. It’s taken me even longer to realise that even after all your success you’re just a scared child afraid that everyone will stop paying attention to him. Truth is angel I’m nowhere near your “copy”. We’re nothing alike. I don’t want to be like you...at all...ever....full ****ing stop...”
I smirk and laugh to myself. I don’t know what has come over me these days. I feel a deep well of remorse for what I’ve said. Not because I shouldn’t have said it or because I think it’s harsh, but because all this should have been said LONG ago....
“However it seems Falcon does want to be like you, what an idiot....and speaking of you falcon I have to ask, have you been watching?. I’ve been trying to protect Hayleigh from Angel. He’s made her cry countless times. Made her watch as he verbally degraded her own mother. You were there for it and you dare to lecture me about what will happen if I hurt her?. If I abandon her?. Do you know how often Angel abandoned her?. Walked away from her?. Now I come into her life, make her smile, protect her from all the bad things in life, buy her anything she’d ever need or want, make her mother smile instead of cry and yet I’m treated like the bad guy?. I’m being slandered and hated and abused for simply making a child happy?.”
“And as for your talk of loyalty where was Angel’s loyalty?. It went out the window when he found Tara, his loyalty to his wife and child GONE. He used a woman who loved him as a tool, by his own admission he sent Shelly to me to make me fall for her then to break me down. Does that sound like the actions of a righteous man and a responsible loving father?. Shelly came to me a broken woman, asked for my forgiveness and my heart wouldn’t let me turn away, here was a woman with her daughter who had nowhere else to go and slowly the love returned, she fell for me again and I fell for her and now we’re in love and happy. Actually happy. Yet you threaten me?....”
“Falcon if you actually cared for the child you’d go and beat the living hell out of her sperm donor...he’s the one who hurt her, he’s the one who abandoned her, he’s the scumbag...not me....I’m just a good man who has adopted a child as a daughter and has done nothing but give her love and life...yet you want to twist it around and say that it was Shelly who hurt Angel?. My friend by Angel’s own admission he used Shelly, by his own admission he doesn’t love her. By his own admission it was all a lie. So tell me...who’s the blind one Falcon?. Maybe you[‘re blinded by your friendship with him, or maybe you’re just an ignorant little moron who’s too afraid to step out of Angel’s shadow long enough to see his own reflection and swing the judgemental pendulum back upon himself...”
"What would you see Falcon?. Would you see a good man who cares for his friends and family or would you see a man who has didicated his life to supporting a friend who is nothing but a selfish two faced backstabbing bastard who is out of himself and himself alone?...."
I scoff and shake my head, how dare he accuse me of wrong doings....
“But there is one man in this who I’d like to make mention of as well. Mr Rob Diamond. Now first off Rob, you and I don’t like each other. It’s a well stated fact. But I’d like to congratulate you on your position of power in NCW. But this Sunday you’ll be in the ring and I know you have two things, a short fuse and a competitive nature.....so honestly it’s up to you if you wish to simply destroy Falcon or actually compete in this match. My intentions are to compete....cause that’s what I am, a competitor.....a provider...for my family....”
I smile one last time as the scene fades out....
I shake my head trying to understand. Why can’t everyone see the truth?. Are they blinded?.
“I suppose I should start off by replying to a man who seems to have a rather slanted view of this situation. Angel. You really think this is a game to me?. I’m looking after a woman and child who were scared of you. You believe you were a great father?. You really think you can look after her?, Give her a better life than me and Shelly?. And now here you are puffing out your chest and talking about killing me. Talking about no matter how “evil” I am I’m not you. You’re right Angel I’m not you...I’m a better father than you, I’m a better husband than you, bottom line..I’m just plain better than you...”
“I realised long ago that I shouldn’t bother with trying to beat you, do what you do, because you’re inferior and flawed. You don’t seem to get it. This time I’m not looking to beat you, to just get the glory of winning a match. I want you to disappear. I want you out of my life, and MY daughter’s life. But while you seem to be content with just coming after me instead of trying to actually BEAT Rob Diamond and Falcon I want to win. I want to win because of that big ol winners cheque at the end. It’s money I can use to provide for my family, it’s a responsible thing to do. And that is the difference between us. I’m willing to forget I hate your guts for twenty minutes or so and team with you to get the win...you’re not....that’s why I’m a good father and why you’re just a prick...”
“And it’s actually quite funny, one of our opponents this week said he and you are the same, mirror images in fact, it was of course your heterosexual life partner Falcon. It’s funny, you’ve always accused me of wanting to be like you and now I wonder did you do the same to falcon?. Did you slowly break him down and make him realise he’s a carbon copy of yourself?. Did you?. It’s taken me a long time to realise that your accusations aren’t based in reality. It’s taken me even longer to realise that even after all your success you’re just a scared child afraid that everyone will stop paying attention to him. Truth is angel I’m nowhere near your “copy”. We’re nothing alike. I don’t want to be like you...at all...ever....full ****ing stop...”
I smirk and laugh to myself. I don’t know what has come over me these days. I feel a deep well of remorse for what I’ve said. Not because I shouldn’t have said it or because I think it’s harsh, but because all this should have been said LONG ago....
“However it seems Falcon does want to be like you, what an idiot....and speaking of you falcon I have to ask, have you been watching?. I’ve been trying to protect Hayleigh from Angel. He’s made her cry countless times. Made her watch as he verbally degraded her own mother. You were there for it and you dare to lecture me about what will happen if I hurt her?. If I abandon her?. Do you know how often Angel abandoned her?. Walked away from her?. Now I come into her life, make her smile, protect her from all the bad things in life, buy her anything she’d ever need or want, make her mother smile instead of cry and yet I’m treated like the bad guy?. I’m being slandered and hated and abused for simply making a child happy?.”
“And as for your talk of loyalty where was Angel’s loyalty?. It went out the window when he found Tara, his loyalty to his wife and child GONE. He used a woman who loved him as a tool, by his own admission he sent Shelly to me to make me fall for her then to break me down. Does that sound like the actions of a righteous man and a responsible loving father?. Shelly came to me a broken woman, asked for my forgiveness and my heart wouldn’t let me turn away, here was a woman with her daughter who had nowhere else to go and slowly the love returned, she fell for me again and I fell for her and now we’re in love and happy. Actually happy. Yet you threaten me?....”
“Falcon if you actually cared for the child you’d go and beat the living hell out of her sperm donor...he’s the one who hurt her, he’s the one who abandoned her, he’s the scumbag...not me....I’m just a good man who has adopted a child as a daughter and has done nothing but give her love and life...yet you want to twist it around and say that it was Shelly who hurt Angel?. My friend by Angel’s own admission he used Shelly, by his own admission he doesn’t love her. By his own admission it was all a lie. So tell me...who’s the blind one Falcon?. Maybe you[‘re blinded by your friendship with him, or maybe you’re just an ignorant little moron who’s too afraid to step out of Angel’s shadow long enough to see his own reflection and swing the judgemental pendulum back upon himself...”
"What would you see Falcon?. Would you see a good man who cares for his friends and family or would you see a man who has didicated his life to supporting a friend who is nothing but a selfish two faced backstabbing bastard who is out of himself and himself alone?...."
I scoff and shake my head, how dare he accuse me of wrong doings....
“But there is one man in this who I’d like to make mention of as well. Mr Rob Diamond. Now first off Rob, you and I don’t like each other. It’s a well stated fact. But I’d like to congratulate you on your position of power in NCW. But this Sunday you’ll be in the ring and I know you have two things, a short fuse and a competitive nature.....so honestly it’s up to you if you wish to simply destroy Falcon or actually compete in this match. My intentions are to compete....cause that’s what I am, a competitor.....a provider...for my family....”
I smile one last time as the scene fades out....