Post by Dexter Davis on Sept 22, 2012 14:20:30 GMT -6
My hotel room right now. Well shared hotel room with Freya. Neither of the husbands really felt like traveling with us this weekend. At least I don't need to worry about Freya and Dexter going at it in the middle of the night this time. So wrong and annoying. I do think she feels bad about though seeing as how she's given me a four pack of Red Bull. I'm though half of my first can. I think I'd be up all night if I drank two of them. Not that I won't be up all night anyways thinking. Freya breaks up the silence with her voice.
Freya: So Nina, I got a really weird question...
I perk my head up from the laptop. Freya looks at me from her iPad and smiles as I wait for her question.
Nina: Well, what is it?
Freya clears her throat probably trying to figure out how to ask me whatever she wants. I keep typing until she gathers to courage to speak again.
Freya: Hav... have you ever been double penerated?
PFFFFFFFFFFT! There goes my drink of Red Bull all over my laptop screen, the bed sheets and the floor. Is she actually being serious right now? I'm not entirely certain if she is or not.
Nina: Are you serious with that or what? Why on earth would you ask me a question like that when you know damn well I'm not that kind of lady.
That makes Freya a little uneasy right now. I can tell she didn't really want to ask it but it was on her mind. I wonder if she's thinking of the same person I am right now. There is only one person that comes to mind when a question like that gets asked.
Nina: I don't mean to upset you, Freya, but you just can't ask questions like that. Do you see me asking you personal questions like that? No. It is none of my concern what you do in the privacy of your bedroom. So to answer your question, no I haven't. I'm a one man kind of girl. I love your brother very much.
Freya: Alright. Sorry if I ask too personal of stuff. Just that Megan was really open about that sort of thing. She told me once that doin' that was the best feeling in the world. I asked her if Brad knew about it and she didn't say a word back. One of my biggest regrets was not telling him about that...
I can see some tears welling her in eyes. Completely understandable about why she feels some regret. I mean I should thank her for not saying anything. If not for Freya not telling Brad about that maybe I wouldn't be so damned happy right now!
Nina: You know what Freya?
I allow her a moment to wipe the tears from her eyes as she looks back up to me. I give her a smile to let her know that its okay. No one will blame you ever for it.
Freya: Yeah?
Nina: I don't blame you for not saying anything. I mean it would be tough to make that decision and with a woman who tried to be your mentor to sell her down the river. Look at it this way. If you told him then maybe I wouldn't be sitting her with you trying to fix the wrongs that Megan made.
Freya: You're right! I guess you should thank me for keeping my mouth shut for once.
I giggle while nodding my head at my very goofy sister in law.
Nina: Oh I do thank you. I think Brad would too. I know he tries to act like a jerk around you but he thanks you for not saying anything. Its just starting to get to me with what Megan's saying. Would he really do that to me?
Freya: Really Nina? You're asking me this now? You know she's just trying to get into your head. Everything Megan is doing is designed to make you doubt the man you love. Come on now, you should know better. Just ignore her when she says things like that. She made her choice first. Brad tried to keep it going. Trust me. I was around them for those last couple of years a lot. He tried so hard Nina.
I sigh not really wanting to hear this.
Freya: I know you don't want to hear how he tried, Nina, but it is something you need. You need to know that Brad will always fight for you even when the person he once loved cared more about her own little world then the one he and their kids were in. You know how great of a dad he is.
Nina: I know but still, what if she's right?
Freya: She isn't. Just trust me okay? I know Megan better then anyone else in NCW outside of Brad. I've lived with them and next to them. Megan Sanderson is the worst. And I don't mean in a man in Virginia type of worst either. Just ignore her, beat her for everyone, and put all of this behind you. You can't let this eat at you Nina.
I nod my head. Usually its myself who gives Freya this type of advice but this time I needed to hear words like this. I stand up from the bed and I go to give her a hug. Freya pats my back before giggling.
Freya: Now stop being all sad. That's not the Nina I want to get to know better. I want the bubbly, cheery Nina that my brother fell so quickly in love with!
Now a smile is back on my face.
Nina: Oh, if you want that Nina I suppose I can give you that.
Freya: Good! Now lets go get something to eat. I'm thinkin' foot long hot dogs.
Urge to make a Freya joke rising but I resist. I just nod my head without saying another word as we get our shoes on and head out of the door. She's completely right. I just need to put my head down, beat Megan, and then move on with my life. Final chapter is finished tomorrow night and I can't wait for it.
~~~~~
Freya: So Nina, I got a really weird question...
I perk my head up from the laptop. Freya looks at me from her iPad and smiles as I wait for her question.
Nina: Well, what is it?
Freya clears her throat probably trying to figure out how to ask me whatever she wants. I keep typing until she gathers to courage to speak again.
Freya: Hav... have you ever been double penerated?
PFFFFFFFFFFT! There goes my drink of Red Bull all over my laptop screen, the bed sheets and the floor. Is she actually being serious right now? I'm not entirely certain if she is or not.
Nina: Are you serious with that or what? Why on earth would you ask me a question like that when you know damn well I'm not that kind of lady.
That makes Freya a little uneasy right now. I can tell she didn't really want to ask it but it was on her mind. I wonder if she's thinking of the same person I am right now. There is only one person that comes to mind when a question like that gets asked.
Nina: I don't mean to upset you, Freya, but you just can't ask questions like that. Do you see me asking you personal questions like that? No. It is none of my concern what you do in the privacy of your bedroom. So to answer your question, no I haven't. I'm a one man kind of girl. I love your brother very much.
Freya: Alright. Sorry if I ask too personal of stuff. Just that Megan was really open about that sort of thing. She told me once that doin' that was the best feeling in the world. I asked her if Brad knew about it and she didn't say a word back. One of my biggest regrets was not telling him about that...
I can see some tears welling her in eyes. Completely understandable about why she feels some regret. I mean I should thank her for not saying anything. If not for Freya not telling Brad about that maybe I wouldn't be so damned happy right now!
Nina: You know what Freya?
I allow her a moment to wipe the tears from her eyes as she looks back up to me. I give her a smile to let her know that its okay. No one will blame you ever for it.
Freya: Yeah?
Nina: I don't blame you for not saying anything. I mean it would be tough to make that decision and with a woman who tried to be your mentor to sell her down the river. Look at it this way. If you told him then maybe I wouldn't be sitting her with you trying to fix the wrongs that Megan made.
Freya: You're right! I guess you should thank me for keeping my mouth shut for once.
I giggle while nodding my head at my very goofy sister in law.
Nina: Oh I do thank you. I think Brad would too. I know he tries to act like a jerk around you but he thanks you for not saying anything. Its just starting to get to me with what Megan's saying. Would he really do that to me?
Freya: Really Nina? You're asking me this now? You know she's just trying to get into your head. Everything Megan is doing is designed to make you doubt the man you love. Come on now, you should know better. Just ignore her when she says things like that. She made her choice first. Brad tried to keep it going. Trust me. I was around them for those last couple of years a lot. He tried so hard Nina.
I sigh not really wanting to hear this.
Freya: I know you don't want to hear how he tried, Nina, but it is something you need. You need to know that Brad will always fight for you even when the person he once loved cared more about her own little world then the one he and their kids were in. You know how great of a dad he is.
Nina: I know but still, what if she's right?
Freya: She isn't. Just trust me okay? I know Megan better then anyone else in NCW outside of Brad. I've lived with them and next to them. Megan Sanderson is the worst. And I don't mean in a man in Virginia type of worst either. Just ignore her, beat her for everyone, and put all of this behind you. You can't let this eat at you Nina.
I nod my head. Usually its myself who gives Freya this type of advice but this time I needed to hear words like this. I stand up from the bed and I go to give her a hug. Freya pats my back before giggling.
Freya: Now stop being all sad. That's not the Nina I want to get to know better. I want the bubbly, cheery Nina that my brother fell so quickly in love with!
Now a smile is back on my face.
Nina: Oh, if you want that Nina I suppose I can give you that.
Freya: Good! Now lets go get something to eat. I'm thinkin' foot long hot dogs.
Urge to make a Freya joke rising but I resist. I just nod my head without saying another word as we get our shoes on and head out of the door. She's completely right. I just need to put my head down, beat Megan, and then move on with my life. Final chapter is finished tomorrow night and I can't wait for it.
~~~~~
"I thought I had been over this before, Megan. I told you that this is about all the times I was attacked by you and Lex. This is about the pain you caused for the man I love. This is about that look in your eyes that I saw back at Picture Perfect that looked like you still wanted to fight. Here I am looking to keep that fight going. You wanted Lex to cause more harm on Brad. Brad's gone. He's done with wrestling in the ring. Now? You got me. I bet you an entire world's sum of money if Brad was able to take my place he would.
He would love to do what I'm going to do tomorrow night to you. He would love to hit you like I am. He would love to kick you like I am. I know what you'll say. Oh you're just doing Brad's dirty work which is so typical of him. No. This is not his doing. He didn't tell me to do this. I did this of my own free will Megan. I wanted to do this. Do you need more reasons why as to why I've kept on this for the past couple of months?
Maybe its the fact that you nearly drove a man to the brink of insanity with how you conducted yourself. You made the decision to not ever go on birth control. You made the decision to have those kids. You made the decision to ignore those kids while Brad tried to show them the attention that children need from their parents. You blame everyone but yourself for this situation and I am completely sick of it.
I would love nothing more then to find my ex-husband and be able to show him the pain that he caused me. I can't. He caused me pain and he blamed me for it all the time. He is exactly like you Megan. He slept around on me. Claimed that I didn't love him anymore. Part of me will always love that man because he was my first love. Much like how Brad was your first love. He took mine.
Megan Sanderson you are exactly like Marty Stallings. Same initials and same mindset. Maybe this is your final reason as to why I want to destroy you. I've been through the pain that you caused other people. I've been through this before. People like you don't understand what you're doing and you never will. You claim to be a new person all the time. I don't see it. Like that phrase says, can't turn a ho into a housewife.
Bless his soul Brad tried without knowing he got into a woman who was fated to be one. You call me a ho? I'm an angel compared to the line up you've taken hon. I got less then five on my belt, FIVE! How many are you up to now? Triple digits? Maybe quad? I don't know and I really don't want to think about it either. Just because you think that someone stopped loving you when everyone around the situation has told me otherwise INCLUDING YOUR FAMILY! Your family, Megan, knows how much of a liar and snake you are.
Its funny that you said one thing. That you wish you had what I did. This is what makes this entire thing so funny. You had it Megan. You had that life and just one day decided that you wanted to wreck it. I don't know why. Did you just get oversexed and want it more and more? Did you just want to blow up the great things you had in life? I mean with the money you got out of the divorce you could be living large and instead you're trying to make people feel sorry for you.
You bled a man dry of most of his forturne. Megan, I say this to be completely honest but you are the walking scum of the earth. You make people want to pity you. You make them want to see that you're a victim of all of this. You broke the news. You released the DVD. You nearly killed a man on pay per view. Everything that has lead to this moment has been from you and no one else.
You want to deconstruct me? Go ahead because unlike you I can still go home happy. I'll go home to MY family, MY husband, and MY life because you ruined yours. Just pull your head out of your ass and see things clearly. Until you do, you're going to be this pity party woman who wants to let out her inner most desires but can't. Tomorrow night, win or lose, I go home the winner.
Peace."
He would love to do what I'm going to do tomorrow night to you. He would love to hit you like I am. He would love to kick you like I am. I know what you'll say. Oh you're just doing Brad's dirty work which is so typical of him. No. This is not his doing. He didn't tell me to do this. I did this of my own free will Megan. I wanted to do this. Do you need more reasons why as to why I've kept on this for the past couple of months?
Maybe its the fact that you nearly drove a man to the brink of insanity with how you conducted yourself. You made the decision to not ever go on birth control. You made the decision to have those kids. You made the decision to ignore those kids while Brad tried to show them the attention that children need from their parents. You blame everyone but yourself for this situation and I am completely sick of it.
I would love nothing more then to find my ex-husband and be able to show him the pain that he caused me. I can't. He caused me pain and he blamed me for it all the time. He is exactly like you Megan. He slept around on me. Claimed that I didn't love him anymore. Part of me will always love that man because he was my first love. Much like how Brad was your first love. He took mine.
Megan Sanderson you are exactly like Marty Stallings. Same initials and same mindset. Maybe this is your final reason as to why I want to destroy you. I've been through the pain that you caused other people. I've been through this before. People like you don't understand what you're doing and you never will. You claim to be a new person all the time. I don't see it. Like that phrase says, can't turn a ho into a housewife.
Bless his soul Brad tried without knowing he got into a woman who was fated to be one. You call me a ho? I'm an angel compared to the line up you've taken hon. I got less then five on my belt, FIVE! How many are you up to now? Triple digits? Maybe quad? I don't know and I really don't want to think about it either. Just because you think that someone stopped loving you when everyone around the situation has told me otherwise INCLUDING YOUR FAMILY! Your family, Megan, knows how much of a liar and snake you are.
Its funny that you said one thing. That you wish you had what I did. This is what makes this entire thing so funny. You had it Megan. You had that life and just one day decided that you wanted to wreck it. I don't know why. Did you just get oversexed and want it more and more? Did you just want to blow up the great things you had in life? I mean with the money you got out of the divorce you could be living large and instead you're trying to make people feel sorry for you.
You bled a man dry of most of his forturne. Megan, I say this to be completely honest but you are the walking scum of the earth. You make people want to pity you. You make them want to see that you're a victim of all of this. You broke the news. You released the DVD. You nearly killed a man on pay per view. Everything that has lead to this moment has been from you and no one else.
You want to deconstruct me? Go ahead because unlike you I can still go home happy. I'll go home to MY family, MY husband, and MY life because you ruined yours. Just pull your head out of your ass and see things clearly. Until you do, you're going to be this pity party woman who wants to let out her inner most desires but can't. Tomorrow night, win or lose, I go home the winner.
Peace."
