Post by Nathan Webb on Dec 22, 2012 21:35:28 GMT -6
I just turned 30. Some people would be feeling mixed emotions after reaching said mile stone.
Some would be happiness for reaching a level of success in life.
There would be some apprehension as to the fact that time was moving so quickly.
There would be some realization of my age and the knowledge that I needed to do more before I died.
Feeling and emotions that came through reflection. 30 was a milestone but while I did think…I just treated it like any other day. Another day to handle business and another day to continue in my quest.
Even though Rose was battling her own mind like I had numerous times…I knew it was best to do her. She needed to pursue her own objectives and find her groove. This “war” with the flawed system was only in its infancy and if there was any good time for us to split paths for a period of time this was it…seeing that I knew our paths would come back together before long. The possibilities were there and we needed to be peaking when the **** really hit the fan.
While Rose reflected and did what she needed to do…I needed to do some reflection of my own. It has been an almost complete 180 since I left well early into the year. Where I had been unsure and uneasy earlier in the year…I was now confident and prepared and steady in my path and goals to what my real mission was. I was not fighting for fame or titles like I had once had…No I was fighting for a purpose…A higher purpose…a greater purpose…I was fighting for individuals to take back their own destiny, by their own ability and not because a bunch of so called revolutionaries said so.
Another week down and another statement made. I am sure Adam Knite is sitting in his hole somewhere waiting for Roberto Verona and Kelly Knite to need their dicks sucked…asking himself why I am not following these so called rules for a hero. Why don’t I play fair and pretend to be the perfect angel…that role model that everyone looks to.For instance this past week when Adam was so gracious to knock out Josh Stevens to me…instead of just taking the win graciously and thanking the man…I instead went my own road…and struck.
This only compounded my previous strike from the week before…you know the one where I burned the car of Adam Knite…
You know why I do that and why I will continue to that? It’s simple really…I am a man of action and I will strike, not just when the iron is hot but when the opportunity arises.
For instance when Adam handed me the victory…I just didn’t accept what was handed to me…I took the opportunity to put my own nail in the head…I was not about to let Adam think he got the upper hand…No I made sure that the moment of that match belonged to me…With that kick I made sure Adam would think long and hard before dealing with a volatile entity like me.
So what does that have do with this match on Sunday. Adam Knite is not in this match…so thus why should I even both continuing my psychological war on the serfdom. Let’s just say it should tell my opponents…the very opinionated Alex Jones and the big man Lex Sense. They need to know that I am capable of doing whatever it takes to prove my point. Just as I should be expecting anything from these two…they need to be expecting anything from me.
As for Alex…who sounds a bit bitter for not getting the nods which he believes he deserves…which is speculative. Hey I didn’t get the nods either but you know what I am not whining or complaining. I have my goals…and if I am deserving next year I WILL be getting them. There is no point in crying over spilled milk…whether it is titles or nominations for the year end awards. Unfortunately while you are bitching and moaning people like Lazlo are busting their asses to earn a shot.
Yes you may be a victim of circumstance but incessant whining will not change your fate so reach down grab a pair and keep fighting and eventually that shot you desire will come.
Unfortunately though you have a tall order ahead of you…not only do have to face a team of two individuals that had one of the hardest fought matches in Trauma history in recent months in myself and Dexter Davis…but you have possibly the worst tag team partner to have when you are at odds with Roberto Verona and Kelly Fox in Lex Sense…
Yeah Lex…unlike Alex you are the ultimate X-Factor in all of this. I am not saying you are receiving orders from the top…but let’s just say you enjoy hurting people…torturing bodies…and seeing souls scream in agony…and it isn’t hard for someone like Adam or Kelly or Roberto to motivate you to do certain things to certain people….It just depends on when you are called and what you are asked to do in regards to this match…
So are you going into this match simply to win it….or do you have something more nefarious in mind there Sense?
It makes me wonder…and believe me I am enjoying the gamesmanship that is going to be going into this match….As I said before this match hinges on you and I am sure you are not looking to disappoint…So I guess game on….
Which now brings me last to my partner Dexter Davis. The man who pushed me to the limit in recent weeks and now is my tag team partner. Now while I am not sure if we are going to gel in an instant but at least for this match I think we will be bonding over one thing…proving our points and thus winning this match. I know it will not be easy Dexter…and we will have our share of tough times in this match especially against the likes of Lex Sense…but if we work our asses off and work toward a similar goal I guarantee we can come off with a victory.
There is a lot of stuff going into this match which may be on the outside the typical tag team match…but with Lex in play…Adam in play and I am sure Roberto in play….anything can happen…I just have to go balls to walls…not be scared and fight like a maniac…
So to everyone who might have something gain with the participants in this match I will lastly say this…
GAME ON!!!!
Some would be happiness for reaching a level of success in life.
There would be some apprehension as to the fact that time was moving so quickly.
There would be some realization of my age and the knowledge that I needed to do more before I died.
Feeling and emotions that came through reflection. 30 was a milestone but while I did think…I just treated it like any other day. Another day to handle business and another day to continue in my quest.
Even though Rose was battling her own mind like I had numerous times…I knew it was best to do her. She needed to pursue her own objectives and find her groove. This “war” with the flawed system was only in its infancy and if there was any good time for us to split paths for a period of time this was it…seeing that I knew our paths would come back together before long. The possibilities were there and we needed to be peaking when the **** really hit the fan.
While Rose reflected and did what she needed to do…I needed to do some reflection of my own. It has been an almost complete 180 since I left well early into the year. Where I had been unsure and uneasy earlier in the year…I was now confident and prepared and steady in my path and goals to what my real mission was. I was not fighting for fame or titles like I had once had…No I was fighting for a purpose…A higher purpose…a greater purpose…I was fighting for individuals to take back their own destiny, by their own ability and not because a bunch of so called revolutionaries said so.
Another week down and another statement made. I am sure Adam Knite is sitting in his hole somewhere waiting for Roberto Verona and Kelly Knite to need their dicks sucked…asking himself why I am not following these so called rules for a hero. Why don’t I play fair and pretend to be the perfect angel…that role model that everyone looks to.For instance this past week when Adam was so gracious to knock out Josh Stevens to me…instead of just taking the win graciously and thanking the man…I instead went my own road…and struck.
This only compounded my previous strike from the week before…you know the one where I burned the car of Adam Knite…
You know why I do that and why I will continue to that? It’s simple really…I am a man of action and I will strike, not just when the iron is hot but when the opportunity arises.
For instance when Adam handed me the victory…I just didn’t accept what was handed to me…I took the opportunity to put my own nail in the head…I was not about to let Adam think he got the upper hand…No I made sure that the moment of that match belonged to me…With that kick I made sure Adam would think long and hard before dealing with a volatile entity like me.
So what does that have do with this match on Sunday. Adam Knite is not in this match…so thus why should I even both continuing my psychological war on the serfdom. Let’s just say it should tell my opponents…the very opinionated Alex Jones and the big man Lex Sense. They need to know that I am capable of doing whatever it takes to prove my point. Just as I should be expecting anything from these two…they need to be expecting anything from me.
As for Alex…who sounds a bit bitter for not getting the nods which he believes he deserves…which is speculative. Hey I didn’t get the nods either but you know what I am not whining or complaining. I have my goals…and if I am deserving next year I WILL be getting them. There is no point in crying over spilled milk…whether it is titles or nominations for the year end awards. Unfortunately while you are bitching and moaning people like Lazlo are busting their asses to earn a shot.
Yes you may be a victim of circumstance but incessant whining will not change your fate so reach down grab a pair and keep fighting and eventually that shot you desire will come.
Unfortunately though you have a tall order ahead of you…not only do have to face a team of two individuals that had one of the hardest fought matches in Trauma history in recent months in myself and Dexter Davis…but you have possibly the worst tag team partner to have when you are at odds with Roberto Verona and Kelly Fox in Lex Sense…
Yeah Lex…unlike Alex you are the ultimate X-Factor in all of this. I am not saying you are receiving orders from the top…but let’s just say you enjoy hurting people…torturing bodies…and seeing souls scream in agony…and it isn’t hard for someone like Adam or Kelly or Roberto to motivate you to do certain things to certain people….It just depends on when you are called and what you are asked to do in regards to this match…
So are you going into this match simply to win it….or do you have something more nefarious in mind there Sense?
It makes me wonder…and believe me I am enjoying the gamesmanship that is going to be going into this match….As I said before this match hinges on you and I am sure you are not looking to disappoint…So I guess game on….
Which now brings me last to my partner Dexter Davis. The man who pushed me to the limit in recent weeks and now is my tag team partner. Now while I am not sure if we are going to gel in an instant but at least for this match I think we will be bonding over one thing…proving our points and thus winning this match. I know it will not be easy Dexter…and we will have our share of tough times in this match especially against the likes of Lex Sense…but if we work our asses off and work toward a similar goal I guarantee we can come off with a victory.
There is a lot of stuff going into this match which may be on the outside the typical tag team match…but with Lex in play…Adam in play and I am sure Roberto in play….anything can happen…I just have to go balls to walls…not be scared and fight like a maniac…
So to everyone who might have something gain with the participants in this match I will lastly say this…
GAME ON!!!!