Post by Jasmine Barrera on Mar 2, 2013 8:02:00 GMT -6
You know, I'm really sick and tired of being passed over. Apparently, I need to cut a bitch in order to get something accomplished around here. Kathy Conway seems to think that she runs the starlets here in NCW. Why? I could care less why. I worked my ass off in that four-way match and I was close to winning it, but Jenny managed to pull it out in the end. Then, nothing. Jenny and I haven't even been on TV in forever, but I still think I deserve to have a one on one match with Jenny for the Starlet's title. Kathy said herself that I was impressive, and I continue to be impressive. But that's seemingly all it is, is impressive. Just not enough to warrant anything, which is a bunch of B.S. as far as I'm concerned. I've tried to step my game up over and over again, and I rarely get a sniff. Then, I work my ass off in the four-way and... Now I'm here.
The sad thing is, Crystal is just the same. She's been working and trying forever to get that Starlet's title match, and she's got nothing to show for it either. Being her partner is something I look forward to, because real talk: She and I are going to destroy Kathy and Emma. And if need be, I'll take the lead in this match to prove I deserve a shot at the Starlet's title when it isn't a four-way or three-way, just me and Jenny. And then, we'll see who's better between the two of us. But that's the future, Crystal and I will run through Emma and Kathy because we're better than they are. It's a simple fact.
Kathy may claim that title's don't mean anything to her, but that's a crock and she knows it. If titles don't mean anything to you, then get out of the way, and stop playing this stupid puppet master thing that you're doing. Go be the devoted housewife to your husband, and leave the wrestling to those who want a title. But I think Kathy really does want a title, she continue to be around and near the champion, and do favors and all that other garbage that ain't nobody got time for. Kathy, If you get in my way, I'm going to have to do something that I may regret later, but when I see you in the ring, I'll really want to do to you. And I will feel damn good about it. Because you, you're the worst kind, that person who simply wants the spotlight, when they know they have done nothing to deserve it. That's right, I said Nothing. What do you have to show for your career Kathy, titles may not matter, but as it stands right now, you're biggest accomplishment is getting Steve Awesome fired with your pathetic effort. You don't deserve that spotlight, and you know it. And on Trauma, Crystal and I will prove it.
And then there's Emma. Poor Emma, so...so...drunk. And you know what? Nobody cares. No one is interested in anything you have to say or you have done. You're the butt of so many jokes when it comes to NCW, that it's bordering on ridiculous. I'm sorry to feel sorry for you Emma. How many times do you have to be completely outclassed before you realize it's time to walk away from getting chances? I can admire the fact that despite your obvious handicap, that you still try, but it's then goes to sadness and pity because you'll just never get over that hump. I've run over you before, and So has Crystal, so, what makes you think that you or Kathy have a chance in hell of winning this match? You can just go do what you always do, go get drunk, act like a dude, and toss stupid threats that you know you can't make good on. Meanwhile, Crystal and I will spend some quality time together and go through what we need to do.
Lord knows I could use a friend right now.
I know in my heart what happened to Nina, that rose told the story more than anything else.It's why I'm trying to vent my frustration and anger out and channel it into a proper release. If you don't follow it, I guess I need to say it to get it out of my system too. No more false hope.
Nina is dead.
There. I said it.
And I know Pete is coming for me next. I know that my time may just be running short. And when the times comes, and Pete and I cross paths, I don't know exactly what will happen, I just know that things are going to change. A lot.
But I am determined to at least enjoy my time, even if it's short.
And I'm going to enjoy tearing Kathy and Emma apart on Trauma.
As weird as it is, I liked hanging out with Crystal, I respect her in ring abilities and all, but she just was never my kind of person. And I still don't like the whole "Hollywood" thing, but I guess this place does that to people.
Oh well, I need to focus on the task at hand, and the opponents that need to be overcome. It's time to put in some work and get back in the hunt, where I should be already, and I will cement that on Trauma with, or without Crystal's help.
The sad thing is, Crystal is just the same. She's been working and trying forever to get that Starlet's title match, and she's got nothing to show for it either. Being her partner is something I look forward to, because real talk: She and I are going to destroy Kathy and Emma. And if need be, I'll take the lead in this match to prove I deserve a shot at the Starlet's title when it isn't a four-way or three-way, just me and Jenny. And then, we'll see who's better between the two of us. But that's the future, Crystal and I will run through Emma and Kathy because we're better than they are. It's a simple fact.
Kathy may claim that title's don't mean anything to her, but that's a crock and she knows it. If titles don't mean anything to you, then get out of the way, and stop playing this stupid puppet master thing that you're doing. Go be the devoted housewife to your husband, and leave the wrestling to those who want a title. But I think Kathy really does want a title, she continue to be around and near the champion, and do favors and all that other garbage that ain't nobody got time for. Kathy, If you get in my way, I'm going to have to do something that I may regret later, but when I see you in the ring, I'll really want to do to you. And I will feel damn good about it. Because you, you're the worst kind, that person who simply wants the spotlight, when they know they have done nothing to deserve it. That's right, I said Nothing. What do you have to show for your career Kathy, titles may not matter, but as it stands right now, you're biggest accomplishment is getting Steve Awesome fired with your pathetic effort. You don't deserve that spotlight, and you know it. And on Trauma, Crystal and I will prove it.
And then there's Emma. Poor Emma, so...so...drunk. And you know what? Nobody cares. No one is interested in anything you have to say or you have done. You're the butt of so many jokes when it comes to NCW, that it's bordering on ridiculous. I'm sorry to feel sorry for you Emma. How many times do you have to be completely outclassed before you realize it's time to walk away from getting chances? I can admire the fact that despite your obvious handicap, that you still try, but it's then goes to sadness and pity because you'll just never get over that hump. I've run over you before, and So has Crystal, so, what makes you think that you or Kathy have a chance in hell of winning this match? You can just go do what you always do, go get drunk, act like a dude, and toss stupid threats that you know you can't make good on. Meanwhile, Crystal and I will spend some quality time together and go through what we need to do.
Lord knows I could use a friend right now.
I know in my heart what happened to Nina, that rose told the story more than anything else.It's why I'm trying to vent my frustration and anger out and channel it into a proper release. If you don't follow it, I guess I need to say it to get it out of my system too. No more false hope.
Nina is dead.
There. I said it.
And I know Pete is coming for me next. I know that my time may just be running short. And when the times comes, and Pete and I cross paths, I don't know exactly what will happen, I just know that things are going to change. A lot.
But I am determined to at least enjoy my time, even if it's short.
And I'm going to enjoy tearing Kathy and Emma apart on Trauma.
Jazz:
What are you doing?
Crystal:
Talking to Todd. That's what couples do. They communicate.
Jazz:
...
Crystal:
I'm sorry. I didn't mean...
Jazz:
Don't. I know what you meant.
Crystal:
Forgive me?
Jazz:
...Yes, Crystal.
Crystal:
Good. Now, what are we doing today?
Jazz:
I don't know, what?
Crystal:
We're going shopping.
Jazz:
Why?
Crystal:
Because, you need to get out, and I need some new heels.
Jazz:
I don't ever see you in heels.
Crystal:
That's because you never go with me to parties. In this town, you need to be a fashion guru.
Jazz:
Does this mean we're going to Rodeo drive?
Crystal:
What a fantastic idea.
Jazz:
...*Sigh* Sure.
Crystal:
Oh, don't be such a Debbie downer. It'll be fun.
Jazz:
It's just, I try to keep things simple, you know. Not get my face out there too much.
Crystal:
That's your problem. You need to get out there more. Now, you're not going to be a Hollywood Starlet like myself right away, but you'll get the hang of it.
Jazz:
I don't know about all this.
Crystal:
Trust me. The paparattzi will LOVE you.
Jazz:
If you say so.
Crystal:
I get the feeling you don't like hanging out with me so much.
Jazz:
It's nothing against you personally Crystal. It's just that...we're just different.
Crystal:
I know, we'll be like the Cagney and Lacey though, a famous female duo if there ever was one.
Jazz:
You think?
Crystal:
I'm positive.
Jazz:
Are you ready for our match then?
Crystal:
Pfft. It's Emma and Kathy, how hard can it be?
Jazz:
It'll be bad if you don't do your own stuff.
Crystal:
I got this.
Jazz:
I don't want to get beaten by them.
Crystal:
Hey, you're teaming with the number 1 ranked starlet in the world. This match, is going to be a cakewalk, the hard part will be deciding what dress/heels combo to wear to the premiere tonight.
Jazz:
What premiere?
Crystal:
For one of my movies silly. Now, let's go get you all dolled up for the ball.
Jazz:
Crystal, you never cease to amaze me.
Crystal:
I know. It's a gift.
Jazz:
Hey, Crystal?
Crystal:
Hmm?
Jazz:
Thanks. For showing me some support.
Crystal:
No problem. Now stop stalling and let's go! If they run out of my size at that store, it'll be WEEKS before they have them back!
What are you doing?
Crystal:
Talking to Todd. That's what couples do. They communicate.
Jazz:
...
Crystal:
I'm sorry. I didn't mean...
Jazz:
Don't. I know what you meant.
Crystal:
Forgive me?
Jazz:
...Yes, Crystal.
Crystal:
Good. Now, what are we doing today?
Jazz:
I don't know, what?
Crystal:
We're going shopping.
Jazz:
Why?
Crystal:
Because, you need to get out, and I need some new heels.
Jazz:
I don't ever see you in heels.
Crystal:
That's because you never go with me to parties. In this town, you need to be a fashion guru.
Jazz:
Does this mean we're going to Rodeo drive?
Crystal:
What a fantastic idea.
Jazz:
...*Sigh* Sure.
Crystal:
Oh, don't be such a Debbie downer. It'll be fun.
Jazz:
It's just, I try to keep things simple, you know. Not get my face out there too much.
Crystal:
That's your problem. You need to get out there more. Now, you're not going to be a Hollywood Starlet like myself right away, but you'll get the hang of it.
Jazz:
I don't know about all this.
Crystal:
Trust me. The paparattzi will LOVE you.
Jazz:
If you say so.
Crystal:
I get the feeling you don't like hanging out with me so much.
Jazz:
It's nothing against you personally Crystal. It's just that...we're just different.
Crystal:
I know, we'll be like the Cagney and Lacey though, a famous female duo if there ever was one.
Jazz:
You think?
Crystal:
I'm positive.
Jazz:
Are you ready for our match then?
Crystal:
Pfft. It's Emma and Kathy, how hard can it be?
Jazz:
It'll be bad if you don't do your own stuff.
Crystal:
I got this.
Jazz:
I don't want to get beaten by them.
Crystal:
Hey, you're teaming with the number 1 ranked starlet in the world. This match, is going to be a cakewalk, the hard part will be deciding what dress/heels combo to wear to the premiere tonight.
Jazz:
What premiere?
Crystal:
For one of my movies silly. Now, let's go get you all dolled up for the ball.
Jazz:
Crystal, you never cease to amaze me.
Crystal:
I know. It's a gift.
Jazz:
Hey, Crystal?
Crystal:
Hmm?
Jazz:
Thanks. For showing me some support.
Crystal:
No problem. Now stop stalling and let's go! If they run out of my size at that store, it'll be WEEKS before they have them back!
As weird as it is, I liked hanging out with Crystal, I respect her in ring abilities and all, but she just was never my kind of person. And I still don't like the whole "Hollywood" thing, but I guess this place does that to people.
Oh well, I need to focus on the task at hand, and the opponents that need to be overcome. It's time to put in some work and get back in the hunt, where I should be already, and I will cement that on Trauma with, or without Crystal's help.