Post by Joe Everyman on Apr 27, 2013 10:37:49 GMT -6
And you asked me what I want this year
And I try to make this kind and clear
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
And I try to make this kind and clear
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
I am fairly pissed off at myself from last week. See? I can blame myself for my short comings. I'm not some huge egomaniac anymore. I know that I screwed up last week, and I paid the price for it. And now, the only thing I can do is move on to this week and hope for the best. And either lucky or bad for me, I get to face up against Xavier Cross. It's been a good while since him and I met in the ring. I look forward to a good, even styled fight. I do think I can win, but he's going to be tough.
I know, this doesn't sound like the normal me. I've just got so much on my mind lately that it's hard to focus off of A Night to Remember. I have to keep my vision kept on track of the target. I have too much riding on the line for that night. I mean, I've got basically one final chance to make it into the Hall of Fame. Nothing I do from now until then will matter that much for it. That night will be either the reason I make it in, or the reason I don't. That, to me, is much bigger than a match against Xavier Cross. I won't remember this match a month or two from now. But, I will remember a Hall of Fame induction. If I make it in, that is. I personally think I deserve to make it in. And I know a lot of others do too. But... what I think and what management thinks is completely different. I know I'm not a World Champion. I know I've lost more than anyone else. But, I was the first three time National Champion. I was in the greatest match to date, the No Limits Ladder Match. I've beaten countless World Champions and Hall of Famers. I've also wrestled in the most matches of anybody, by a large margin. I deserve to make it in. But, sadly, the Hall of Fame committee isn't as kind as I would like it to be.
In the mean time, I'll continue to focus on my big goal. I have to win at A Night to Remember. No matter what happens, I have to win. It doesn't matter who it's against. Although... I know who I would like it to be against. And no Xavier, it's not you. I know you want to go out against someone big time, but it won't be me. Instead, I want to go out against that little weasel, Curtis Kanyon.
What you pulled last week is just low. Everybody KNOWS that I retired Lance Ryan! Hell, it's on my business card! And if you keep this up, I'll just have to go out and retire you as well. Would you like that, Curtis? Cause I know I would. I once was able to call you my friend. Maybe even my best friend. But sometimes, friends grow apart. Maybe it's because of a girl. Maybe because of a spat. Or maybe it's because of... uh... why are we fighting from before anyway? I don't remember... but I know it was bad! And for that, I'll destroy you the next time I get my hands on you.
But in the mean time, I need to focus on Xavier Cross. I hold nothing against you or your dreamy eyes, Xavier. But, do you know what goes best with you and a Saturday night? Coconut rum. Because it's the favorite of a teenage girl with low morals, just like yourself. I know that you love me, Xavier. I've known it for a long time. You can try and try all you want, but your feelings will never subside. And why should they? I'm sexy. I'm strong. I'm muscular. I'm also getting married. I don't want to break you heart in such an open forum as this, but Xavier... we can never be. I'm truly sorry.
If you're angry, I understand. If you want to eat a tub of ice cream, I get that too. Just don't add in any caramel syrup, you know how it goes right to your hips. And maybe now, you should do something to take your mind off of everything. Go hit on that bus boy you know from that diner you like. Will... something or other. I can never remember his last name. It's a state, I know that. Will Montana? Will Florida? I don't remember. But, you have to get over me, Xavier. I don't care how anymore, just that you do. I know that you're insulting me just because you're upset. And I know that you don't mean any of it. In the end, I know that you'll be able to forgive me for all of this. We were never meant to be, and I think that you're starting to realize this too. And please, don't be too upset when I beat you on Trauma either. It's all part of the coping process, I promise. You'll be able to move on and so will I.
This Saturday night is just another step towards A Night to Remember. Nothing matters to me outside of it. My last chance at stardom and my last chance at getting into the Hall of Fame. I know I've had a great career here. But it has already been damaged by the lack of a World Championship around my waist. And it will be useless without a Hall of Fame induction. I have one final push for that glory. And that push starts tonight. Xavier Cross will be crushed just like his hopes of marrying me some day. In the end, I will go out on top. I will be victorious. And please, Xavier. No hard feelings for this. It just wasn't meant to be.
Because I don't need boxes wrapped in strings
And designer love and empty things
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
And designer love and empty things
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days