Post by Zelda Knite on Apr 27, 2013 19:01:44 GMT -6
“Why does this feel so awkward?”
[Zelda sits on the cushion next to Cross on the sofa in his man cave as they watch “The Hobbit” on delicious hd Blu Ray technology, but are not touching in any way. She smiles and lets out a small laugh at his inquiry as she puts her hand over her mouth. However, Zelda turns and looks up at a confused Cross as he turns to look her in the eyes.]
“I think it’s because you’re totally “middle schooling” me right now.”
“I’m going to be honest... I have no idea what I’m doing...”
“So what made you come out there on live TV and totally embarrass me?”
“I wanted you and the world to know how I felt about you... hearing those names they were calling you, seeing you that upset over that borderline homo made me want to tell you it was going to be ok, because I was going to be there for you no matter what. I mean I will punch anybody in their lady parts for saying those kind of things about you.”
[Zelda blushes as she smiles widely while staring at Cross, but when he smiles back she can’t help but turn her head to avoid him seeing her glow even more. She shakes her head and laughs under her breath.]
“Would you stop doing that?”
“What?”
“Being so sweet and cute and nice to me like that... you’re the most ridiculous person I’ve ever met.”
“It’s just how I feel... besides, eff the police.”
“Then why are we sitting here like we’re in 8th grade and worried that your mom is going to peak in on us at any minute?”
[Cross turns his head to the side and thinks about it for a second. He lightly pulls on Zelda’s chin to turn her back to facing him and being totally serious for a minute, I know shocking, he confides in Zelda.]
“I think it’s because I’m new to this again. It’s been three years since... you know... which I’m still struggling with getting over and it’s a strange to be here with you. You are hella fun to be around and I care about you more than I knew but you are still Adam’s sister and still very young and it feels strange to me... almost like we shouldn’t be here together.”
[Zelda looks saddened as she lowers her head slightly and her eyelids half cover those big blue eyes of hers looking down at the sofa cushion. She takes a deep breath and without looking at Cross speaks softly.]
“Sooo... where do we go from here then?”
[Cross doesn’t say a word, he puts his hand softly on Zelda’s chin again and this time lifts her head up as he leans forward. Zelda puts her hands up on his cheek and neck as she closes her eyes and the two begin to kiss. This is where we fade to black as the two begin to make out.]
What did i do to deserve this?
Another week of Shelly? Another week of hearing her call me a ho?
Thanks whomever did this. Thanks a whole bunch.
You know not only that though... I’m teamed against Crystal? EMF... on opposite teams? What is going on here? I don’t even understand this, why would I want to not only be booked agaisnt Shelly for the second straight week to give her another chance to ridicule my life but I have to do so against my best friend so saying anything about winning the match instantly implies that I think my best friend is lower on the totem pole than me. Wonderful. Just wonderful.
It’s the Mass Effect 3 ending all over again. I can pick red, green, and blue but really none of them matter because there is no difference. Whatever I say about Shelly will get countered with a “yeah but you’re a slut” and whatever I say about Crystal is just going to be really nice and complimentary. So I did all that work last week, I busted my butt to try and beat Shelly again and prove to her that I’m the better wrestler and this new found “Gaming Ho” title wasn’t going to slow me down and what do I get for all that effort? Getting to do it all over again.
Woo hoo.
You know what... that’s fine. I dont’ care...
I’ll face you again Shelly. So go ahead get out your new joke book and throw all your lame’o jokes at me you want. I’m a lying slut, I know. I’m a trashy whore, I get it. Anybody who sleeps with me is going to catch something not even Dr. Mario can cure. Yeah yeah yeah. I said it last week and I’ll see it again right now to you. None of that means anything once I’m inside the ring. Being a dumb teenager doesn’t matter when I can break your arm and it be perfectly legal inside a wrestling ring. Having trouble with my relationships with guys isn’t something that is going to stop me from pinning you in the center of the ring.
Get over it already.
You want me to say it? Fine. I’m sorry I lied to everybody ok? I didn’t think I had any other choice but to let everybody believe it when it started getting said. I didn’t want people to look down at me... I’m a geeky video game nerd who gets a little too wrapped up in her own melodramatic problems... I didn’t need to give anybody any more ammunition to not like me.
But none of that changes who I am. None of that changes what I’ve done.
I’m not proud of myself. I never was. Maybe if I was I wouldn’t take these insults to heart like I am. However, I can’t let it bring me down in the other things I love about life. I love wrestling and I won’t let this define my career inside the ring. I love being me, I love who I am. I’m not normal, and I don’t fit to anybody else’s standards and that’s perfectly fine with me. I have fought too hard, and come too far to let people like you try and drag me down to your level.
If you like it or not, I’m still Zelda Knite. i’m still the first Starlets World Champion, I’m still the first three time Starlet World champion and I’m still the best female wrestler that has ever walked through those doors. So I see it one of two ways, either you can get over it, or you can continue to just make a fool of yourself as you talk about how I’m such a big spoiled brat while I stomp a mudhole in your butt again and again.
I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again... give me your best shot Shelly... give me all you got, because I’m ready for you, you’ll never make me back down from this fight, you’ll never intimidate me into running scared,
because I’m Zelda Knite...
and I’m better than you.
[Zelda is back in upstate New York at the beautiful Gib household in her bedroom where she has some ridiculously cutesy pop music playing from her iPod and is dancing around in nothing but a pair of panties, we see her from behind, before she grabs a tank top off her bed and slides it over her head... however a clearly angry voice from behind her startles her just as she pulls it over and she jumps almost 5 feet in the air before spinning around and putting her arms across her chest. Zelda’s jaw drops as Simon Daye stands there staring at her leaning on the door frame.]
“So, have you ****ed him yet?”
“Simon!? What the hell!?”
“Come on, it’s an easy question. Have you slept with your 32 year old geezer of a boyfriend?”
“First he’s not my boyfriend and second that’s none of your business. Now would you get out!? I’m trying to get dressed here!”
[Simon blatantly scoffs at this comment.]
“Oh please, it’s nothing I haven’t seen before. Besides, it was pretty hot watching you dance around naked for ten minutes.”
[Zelda rolls her eyes as she turns away refusing to look at him further.]
“I don’t care. Just get out.”
“Come on Zelda, you can’t act like you just hate me all of a sudden. Three weeks ago we were the happiest couple around. You can’t deny your feelings, or say what we had together wasn’t great.”
[Zelda takes a deep breath and then turns back around and faces Simon as she lets out a big sigh. She looks up at him silently as she sits on her bed and prepares to listen to what he has to say.]
“So, did you ride his bone yet?”
“no.”
“Did he give you a moustache ride?”
“He doesn’t have a moustache.”
“Just answer the question.”
“no.”
“Spit or swallow?”
“Simon! That’s enough! We haven’t done anything like that now would you please just leave me alone!?”
[Zelda stands up from the bed and puts her hands on Simon’s chest to try and push him out the door but it is for naught when Simon uses his foot as a door stop. He pushes the door back and works his way back into the room. Zelda takes a step back as Simon takes a step closer, she steps back again and again with Simon taking one more step towards her each time until she falls in a sitting position on her bed. Simon reaches forward and grabs her hands, holding them in his.]
“I can’t Zelda. I love you, I told you I love you and I know you feel the same about me, deep down. I keep hurting you and I don’t want that... I want to pretend like none of this ever happened. Just the thought of you sleeping with that old shriveled up dick makes me sick...”
[Zelda tries to look away at this comment, but Simon refuses as he comes closer, still holding Zelda’s hands.]
“Sick that I was the one who let you get away.”
“Simon, don’t do this to me again...”
“Do what?”
“Come here telling me how much you love me and apologizing for being a jerk and then crushing me when you get angry again! I can’t keep doing this, you’re tearing me apart.”
“It’ll be different... I’ll be different.”
[Simon reolocates his hands to Zelda’s hips as leans in and begins to softly kiss the side of her neck... Zelda’s one weakness. He moves his hands up her body under her shirt and places one hand on her chest as she softly sighs, but suddenly she pulls back and shoves him away.]
“No. I can’t do this, not right now. I can’t do this to Cross. I’m sorry.”
“I thought you said you weren’t dating?”
“We’re not but... this isn’t right. We’ve been seeing each other and he trusts me not to go behind his back.”
“Oh you can go whore around with every guy you meet when you’re with me, somebody who actually gives a **** about you, but the old dude you barely know is just crossing your moral line huh!? I’ve been at your side through way more than that asshole has!”
[Zelda looks hurt, she doesn’t say a word and instead simply turns her head to look out her window at the sky trying to bottle it all in. Simon seems surprised at this reaction and apparently realizes that his words were probably a bit on the harsh side and he scrambles to try and say he’s sorry.]
“Z, I...”
“No Simon. I’m done.”
[She still doesn’t look at him.]
“I just.. can’t do this anymore. I have you and every other person alive calling me a whore... but then acting like I’m a terrible person for hiding my past for this long. I have Gib being proud of me for it and that just confuses me more and infuriates me when he encourages that part of me I’ve tried to forget about and rid myself of for so long... and... I just... I’m just done. I can’t be around you anymore.”
[Zelda finally turns around and looks a Simon briefly with total Kristen Stewart levels of indifference before she grabs a pair of pants and an over shirt and quickly throws them on. Immediately following she stands up, heads towards her bedroom door and despite Simon trying to stop her she walks straight out without turning around or saying a word and we fade quickly.]
{{We come back shortly after a fade out and are back in New York.}}
[We come back a short time afterwards and a knock is heard on the door. Simon leaps from his top bunk of his and Gib’s bunk beds and answers the door and standing there is none other than Adam Knite. Simon prepare for an attack, but Adam just glances at him like he’s crazy. When Daye notices Adam isn’t going to pounce, he stands straight up again and tells him to come inside and that’s when he notices the big moving van parked in the driveway with the driver inside ready to go.]
“Uhh... Adam? What are you doing here?”
[Just then Gib walks in with a towel over his sweaty shoulders and seems confused at the sight of Adam and the truck he can see through the door.]
“Zelda sent me to get her stuff. I won’t be long.”
[Adam pushes by Simon and heads towards Gib, the two of them don’t say a word but the subtle shrug of Adam’s shoulders says it all for Gib... this was all Zelda’s idea. Adam hands Gib a small white envelope that he quickly opens as Adam heads away towards Zelda’s room, we read it with Gib before fading out.]
~Gib... dad...
I’m sorry, but I can’t stay here anymore. I’ve been thinking it over and it’s best if I just leave. I hit a point where I just don’t know what to do anymore.
You and Simon are a great team and good friends and I’m just screwing things up. Whatever says about me is true, I never consider how anybody else is feeling and I’m sorry. I screwed everything up.
Please don’t be angry and please don’t blame Simon. I just want you and him to have a great final run together and be happy. I know you don’t have a lot of days left doing this... so don’t spend them worrying about my relationships... have fun and kick butt.
I’m going to stay with Adam while I try and get away from all of this, I’ll miss you.
I love you,
Zelda
PS: Don’t worry, I brung the chastity belt with me.~
[Zelda sits on the cushion next to Cross on the sofa in his man cave as they watch “The Hobbit” on delicious hd Blu Ray technology, but are not touching in any way. She smiles and lets out a small laugh at his inquiry as she puts her hand over her mouth. However, Zelda turns and looks up at a confused Cross as he turns to look her in the eyes.]
“I think it’s because you’re totally “middle schooling” me right now.”
“I’m going to be honest... I have no idea what I’m doing...”
“So what made you come out there on live TV and totally embarrass me?”
“I wanted you and the world to know how I felt about you... hearing those names they were calling you, seeing you that upset over that borderline homo made me want to tell you it was going to be ok, because I was going to be there for you no matter what. I mean I will punch anybody in their lady parts for saying those kind of things about you.”
[Zelda blushes as she smiles widely while staring at Cross, but when he smiles back she can’t help but turn her head to avoid him seeing her glow even more. She shakes her head and laughs under her breath.]
“Would you stop doing that?”
“What?”
“Being so sweet and cute and nice to me like that... you’re the most ridiculous person I’ve ever met.”
“It’s just how I feel... besides, eff the police.”
“Then why are we sitting here like we’re in 8th grade and worried that your mom is going to peak in on us at any minute?”
[Cross turns his head to the side and thinks about it for a second. He lightly pulls on Zelda’s chin to turn her back to facing him and being totally serious for a minute, I know shocking, he confides in Zelda.]
“I think it’s because I’m new to this again. It’s been three years since... you know... which I’m still struggling with getting over and it’s a strange to be here with you. You are hella fun to be around and I care about you more than I knew but you are still Adam’s sister and still very young and it feels strange to me... almost like we shouldn’t be here together.”
[Zelda looks saddened as she lowers her head slightly and her eyelids half cover those big blue eyes of hers looking down at the sofa cushion. She takes a deep breath and without looking at Cross speaks softly.]
“Sooo... where do we go from here then?”
[Cross doesn’t say a word, he puts his hand softly on Zelda’s chin again and this time lifts her head up as he leans forward. Zelda puts her hands up on his cheek and neck as she closes her eyes and the two begin to kiss. This is where we fade to black as the two begin to make out.]
What did i do to deserve this?
Another week of Shelly? Another week of hearing her call me a ho?
Thanks whomever did this. Thanks a whole bunch.
You know not only that though... I’m teamed against Crystal? EMF... on opposite teams? What is going on here? I don’t even understand this, why would I want to not only be booked agaisnt Shelly for the second straight week to give her another chance to ridicule my life but I have to do so against my best friend so saying anything about winning the match instantly implies that I think my best friend is lower on the totem pole than me. Wonderful. Just wonderful.
It’s the Mass Effect 3 ending all over again. I can pick red, green, and blue but really none of them matter because there is no difference. Whatever I say about Shelly will get countered with a “yeah but you’re a slut” and whatever I say about Crystal is just going to be really nice and complimentary. So I did all that work last week, I busted my butt to try and beat Shelly again and prove to her that I’m the better wrestler and this new found “Gaming Ho” title wasn’t going to slow me down and what do I get for all that effort? Getting to do it all over again.
Woo hoo.
You know what... that’s fine. I dont’ care...
I’ll face you again Shelly. So go ahead get out your new joke book and throw all your lame’o jokes at me you want. I’m a lying slut, I know. I’m a trashy whore, I get it. Anybody who sleeps with me is going to catch something not even Dr. Mario can cure. Yeah yeah yeah. I said it last week and I’ll see it again right now to you. None of that means anything once I’m inside the ring. Being a dumb teenager doesn’t matter when I can break your arm and it be perfectly legal inside a wrestling ring. Having trouble with my relationships with guys isn’t something that is going to stop me from pinning you in the center of the ring.
Get over it already.
You want me to say it? Fine. I’m sorry I lied to everybody ok? I didn’t think I had any other choice but to let everybody believe it when it started getting said. I didn’t want people to look down at me... I’m a geeky video game nerd who gets a little too wrapped up in her own melodramatic problems... I didn’t need to give anybody any more ammunition to not like me.
But none of that changes who I am. None of that changes what I’ve done.
I’m not proud of myself. I never was. Maybe if I was I wouldn’t take these insults to heart like I am. However, I can’t let it bring me down in the other things I love about life. I love wrestling and I won’t let this define my career inside the ring. I love being me, I love who I am. I’m not normal, and I don’t fit to anybody else’s standards and that’s perfectly fine with me. I have fought too hard, and come too far to let people like you try and drag me down to your level.
If you like it or not, I’m still Zelda Knite. i’m still the first Starlets World Champion, I’m still the first three time Starlet World champion and I’m still the best female wrestler that has ever walked through those doors. So I see it one of two ways, either you can get over it, or you can continue to just make a fool of yourself as you talk about how I’m such a big spoiled brat while I stomp a mudhole in your butt again and again.
I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again... give me your best shot Shelly... give me all you got, because I’m ready for you, you’ll never make me back down from this fight, you’ll never intimidate me into running scared,
because I’m Zelda Knite...
and I’m better than you.
[Zelda is back in upstate New York at the beautiful Gib household in her bedroom where she has some ridiculously cutesy pop music playing from her iPod and is dancing around in nothing but a pair of panties, we see her from behind, before she grabs a tank top off her bed and slides it over her head... however a clearly angry voice from behind her startles her just as she pulls it over and she jumps almost 5 feet in the air before spinning around and putting her arms across her chest. Zelda’s jaw drops as Simon Daye stands there staring at her leaning on the door frame.]
“So, have you ****ed him yet?”
“Simon!? What the hell!?”
“Come on, it’s an easy question. Have you slept with your 32 year old geezer of a boyfriend?”
“First he’s not my boyfriend and second that’s none of your business. Now would you get out!? I’m trying to get dressed here!”
[Simon blatantly scoffs at this comment.]
“Oh please, it’s nothing I haven’t seen before. Besides, it was pretty hot watching you dance around naked for ten minutes.”
[Zelda rolls her eyes as she turns away refusing to look at him further.]
“I don’t care. Just get out.”
“Come on Zelda, you can’t act like you just hate me all of a sudden. Three weeks ago we were the happiest couple around. You can’t deny your feelings, or say what we had together wasn’t great.”
[Zelda takes a deep breath and then turns back around and faces Simon as she lets out a big sigh. She looks up at him silently as she sits on her bed and prepares to listen to what he has to say.]
“So, did you ride his bone yet?”
“no.”
“Did he give you a moustache ride?”
“He doesn’t have a moustache.”
“Just answer the question.”
“no.”
“Spit or swallow?”
“Simon! That’s enough! We haven’t done anything like that now would you please just leave me alone!?”
[Zelda stands up from the bed and puts her hands on Simon’s chest to try and push him out the door but it is for naught when Simon uses his foot as a door stop. He pushes the door back and works his way back into the room. Zelda takes a step back as Simon takes a step closer, she steps back again and again with Simon taking one more step towards her each time until she falls in a sitting position on her bed. Simon reaches forward and grabs her hands, holding them in his.]
“I can’t Zelda. I love you, I told you I love you and I know you feel the same about me, deep down. I keep hurting you and I don’t want that... I want to pretend like none of this ever happened. Just the thought of you sleeping with that old shriveled up dick makes me sick...”
[Zelda tries to look away at this comment, but Simon refuses as he comes closer, still holding Zelda’s hands.]
“Sick that I was the one who let you get away.”
“Simon, don’t do this to me again...”
“Do what?”
“Come here telling me how much you love me and apologizing for being a jerk and then crushing me when you get angry again! I can’t keep doing this, you’re tearing me apart.”
“It’ll be different... I’ll be different.”
[Simon reolocates his hands to Zelda’s hips as leans in and begins to softly kiss the side of her neck... Zelda’s one weakness. He moves his hands up her body under her shirt and places one hand on her chest as she softly sighs, but suddenly she pulls back and shoves him away.]
“No. I can’t do this, not right now. I can’t do this to Cross. I’m sorry.”
“I thought you said you weren’t dating?”
“We’re not but... this isn’t right. We’ve been seeing each other and he trusts me not to go behind his back.”
“Oh you can go whore around with every guy you meet when you’re with me, somebody who actually gives a **** about you, but the old dude you barely know is just crossing your moral line huh!? I’ve been at your side through way more than that asshole has!”
[Zelda looks hurt, she doesn’t say a word and instead simply turns her head to look out her window at the sky trying to bottle it all in. Simon seems surprised at this reaction and apparently realizes that his words were probably a bit on the harsh side and he scrambles to try and say he’s sorry.]
“Z, I...”
“No Simon. I’m done.”
[She still doesn’t look at him.]
“I just.. can’t do this anymore. I have you and every other person alive calling me a whore... but then acting like I’m a terrible person for hiding my past for this long. I have Gib being proud of me for it and that just confuses me more and infuriates me when he encourages that part of me I’ve tried to forget about and rid myself of for so long... and... I just... I’m just done. I can’t be around you anymore.”
[Zelda finally turns around and looks a Simon briefly with total Kristen Stewart levels of indifference before she grabs a pair of pants and an over shirt and quickly throws them on. Immediately following she stands up, heads towards her bedroom door and despite Simon trying to stop her she walks straight out without turning around or saying a word and we fade quickly.]
{{We come back shortly after a fade out and are back in New York.}}
[We come back a short time afterwards and a knock is heard on the door. Simon leaps from his top bunk of his and Gib’s bunk beds and answers the door and standing there is none other than Adam Knite. Simon prepare for an attack, but Adam just glances at him like he’s crazy. When Daye notices Adam isn’t going to pounce, he stands straight up again and tells him to come inside and that’s when he notices the big moving van parked in the driveway with the driver inside ready to go.]
“Uhh... Adam? What are you doing here?”
[Just then Gib walks in with a towel over his sweaty shoulders and seems confused at the sight of Adam and the truck he can see through the door.]
“Zelda sent me to get her stuff. I won’t be long.”
[Adam pushes by Simon and heads towards Gib, the two of them don’t say a word but the subtle shrug of Adam’s shoulders says it all for Gib... this was all Zelda’s idea. Adam hands Gib a small white envelope that he quickly opens as Adam heads away towards Zelda’s room, we read it with Gib before fading out.]
~Gib... dad...
I’m sorry, but I can’t stay here anymore. I’ve been thinking it over and it’s best if I just leave. I hit a point where I just don’t know what to do anymore.
You and Simon are a great team and good friends and I’m just screwing things up. Whatever says about me is true, I never consider how anybody else is feeling and I’m sorry. I screwed everything up.
Please don’t be angry and please don’t blame Simon. I just want you and him to have a great final run together and be happy. I know you don’t have a lot of days left doing this... so don’t spend them worrying about my relationships... have fun and kick butt.
I’m going to stay with Adam while I try and get away from all of this, I’ll miss you.
I love you,
Zelda
PS: Don’t worry, I brung the chastity belt with me.~