Post by Diablo on Aug 6, 2008 10:32:11 GMT -6
When man was first created, did the sun shine brightly?
Or was the sun being blocked out by the clouds, creating a gloomy setting that could further propel a spirit to feel down?
No one will know…
But one thing is for sure…
Man is full of flaws.
Mistakes.
Regrets.
Not a day goes by without a person messing one thing up.
Go back to the Kennedy Assassination..
Did JFK ever anticipate getting shot and dying?
If he had known the outcome prior to his decision, would he have acted the same?
They do same hindsight is 20/20...
But I believe foresight is much greater than 20/20...
It is more than perfect…….
But what if man had the ability to see their future?
Would outcomes be different?
How about wars….would America be so dominant?
Or would the country that NCW calls home be dumb enough to elect a C average leader?
I doubt it.
But now that we can see…95% of the country regrets the decision..
And the other 5% are full of pure ignorance or are simply isolated from current affairs.
How does this connect to one Diablo? Well, I was thinking of that myself..
Until I came to the realization that if I could look back…
My life would have turned out much different…
And no, I am not saying that it is only for me…
But ever since Blade Stonewall, a very old friend from an old promotion, told me to get over myself over a year ago…it sent me into deep thought. I haven't been able to step foot in a ring since, until now.
See, I accidentally killed the love of my life, Lauren, in a car accident over 5 years ago. Not since have I been able to forgive myself.
I am spending the days to Trauma thinking, concentrating on how I can leave the past behind me…
And I realized that all I had to do was close a figurative door…
But is the door easily closable?
It took me a while to find out…
But it turns out that the door was much easier to close than anticipated.
No…no longer will you be seeing the sympathetic man who cares more about a dead woman than his own life. I will no longer be seen moping around my previous experiences. It is time to live and learn.
Blade…your three words made me a better person.
Now…what will the future hold for Diablo?
That remains to be seen..
But if you play out all the results by hypothetically looking back…
The only thing you will be able to see is a color…
[glow=red,2,300]Gold[/glow].
Or was the sun being blocked out by the clouds, creating a gloomy setting that could further propel a spirit to feel down?
No one will know…
But one thing is for sure…
Man is full of flaws.
Mistakes.
Regrets.
Not a day goes by without a person messing one thing up.
Go back to the Kennedy Assassination..
Did JFK ever anticipate getting shot and dying?
If he had known the outcome prior to his decision, would he have acted the same?
They do same hindsight is 20/20...
But I believe foresight is much greater than 20/20...
It is more than perfect…….
But what if man had the ability to see their future?
Would outcomes be different?
How about wars….would America be so dominant?
Or would the country that NCW calls home be dumb enough to elect a C average leader?
I doubt it.
But now that we can see…95% of the country regrets the decision..
And the other 5% are full of pure ignorance or are simply isolated from current affairs.
How does this connect to one Diablo? Well, I was thinking of that myself..
Until I came to the realization that if I could look back…
My life would have turned out much different…
And no, I am not saying that it is only for me…
But ever since Blade Stonewall, a very old friend from an old promotion, told me to get over myself over a year ago…it sent me into deep thought. I haven't been able to step foot in a ring since, until now.
See, I accidentally killed the love of my life, Lauren, in a car accident over 5 years ago. Not since have I been able to forgive myself.
I am spending the days to Trauma thinking, concentrating on how I can leave the past behind me…
And I realized that all I had to do was close a figurative door…
But is the door easily closable?
It took me a while to find out…
But it turns out that the door was much easier to close than anticipated.
No…no longer will you be seeing the sympathetic man who cares more about a dead woman than his own life. I will no longer be seen moping around my previous experiences. It is time to live and learn.
Blade…your three words made me a better person.
Now…what will the future hold for Diablo?
That remains to be seen..
But if you play out all the results by hypothetically looking back…
The only thing you will be able to see is a color…
[glow=red,2,300]Gold[/glow].