Post by Adam Knite on Nov 22, 2009 3:17:08 GMT -6
You know, I've been asking myself this a lot lately it seems.... “why”? Why do I do this, why did I start this, why do I continue this fight? Sometimes, I think I just got into this because me and Gibby were looking for something fun to do, looking for some excitement, and maybe I just got myself in too deep. Got myself too involved and now I can't stop, I can't hit the breaks, I have to keep driving through. Is that where I am now, where I can't control my fate? I can't decide my own actions, I have to keep this facade up because I've dug myself too deep. Maybe, that's how I feel at times. I never had this feeling about the Revolution, I never had this feeling as I was tearing through the roster as nCw world champion, I always knew what I was doing was right, and I still believe that, I still see myself as the hero of nCw for the t hings I did. Now however, I'm not sure, I don't know if I got this one right. Why? Because my actions have put Kelly in the line of trouble, without knowing it I got my pregnant fiancee hit on live television, and it's all my fault. This was my idea to go at Dirty Deal's knees, it's my fault we ran head first into these two rough shots. It's all been put on my shoulders, because of my ambitions. I can't forgive myself for putting Kelly in that position, I can't forgive myself for not being there to prevent it. I saw those two crowding her, I saw their look of disdain in their eyes. I should of known what was coming, I should of known that things got too real.
So yes, I've gotten into a position where I must keep going, there is no turning back, not at all. Despite my regrets of starting this fight... yes, you got me I regret this. Not because I think you two slack jacks aren't beatable, not because I'm scared, but because of what has transpired, but I digress... I've put myself in this position and I can't turn away because things have gotten real. I started the action, I know I pissed them off but their reactions, the stone they threw was cross the line, what they did in response has completely turned my views, my fight now... is completely justified. They struck my wife, they attacked my life, they tried to hurt the thing I cherish most in this world, and that's what's inexcusable, that's what's going to make me keep fighting. You see, I can feel guilty about what I did, about what I got Kelly into, but after witnessing that, after seeing that... I can see what I'm doing is right.
Me and Gibby... we have a goal now, we aren't just looking for some fun, we have a reason to fight we have a target to focus all our disdain to. We were looking to just have some fun, but it's become something so much better, it's become our mission to rid nCw of two pieces of low life scum. Are me and Gib perfect? No, of course not we have done things others would view as evil, we've done things others have looked down at and have had people spit in our direction, because of their intense hatred for us. We're not perfect, hell Gib hid his identity from his family and friends because he was too afraid to face them, we have been down that road, but we've never dropped down to the level of Dirty Deal. We've never lowered ourselves to the standards upheld by those two. Now we have to rid nCw of the trash, we know we have to bring a fight, we know we have to be ready.... that's why we are not taking this match lightly, we know what Dirty Deal is able to do, and we will be ready for the fight, and we will most importantly be ready to dish out some punishment of our own.
I've been wanting to put my hands around the neck of Kanyon and Gibson for weeks now, I've been ready to take those belts from their hands, rip them from their fingers as they watch unable to do anything to stop us. For the hurt they made me feel, for the pain that inflicted on Kelly, for everything they've done to anybody on the roster, I want to make them hurt. Do you hear me, do you understand what I'm saying.... I want Dirty Deal to writhe in pain as I'm taking their dream, taking their glory away from them. They will not walk away scratch free for their actions, they will not just get up and stand, shake our hands, after what they did. You see this is not a fight for honor, this is about revenge, this is about making things right, and that's what I fully intend to do, that's what Gib sees, and this is what I want.
{In a dark room with a scare amount of light peaking in through the tall windows we see Adam Knite and his wife Kelly laying in a hotel bed, somewhere in Hawaii. Adam pushes himself up from the laying position and sits up against the head board. Adam looks to his side down at Kelly, he sighs as he puts his hand on her shoulder.}
Adam: I'm sorry Kelly.
{There is a light tapping on the door, and Adam looks confused. He gets up, the light shinning off his frame as he walks across the room and opens up the door, standing there of course is Gib.}
Adam: Gib, I thought you left?
Gib: Naw... me and this chick hit it off at the bar and to spare you the details, I missed my flight, and there are no more tonight. So..... going back tomorrow.
Adam: Ok... what's wrong? You're not crashing in here.
Gib: No, that's not it, is Kelly awake?
{Adam shakes his head “no”}
Gib: Alright I need to talk to you, in private either way.
{Adam nods his head in approval as he grabs a robe off the coat rack and throws it around him, he and Gibby step into the hall way of the hotel and go for a walk down the halls.}
Adam: What's on your mind?
Gib: I want to rip these guys heads off.
Adam: I know what you mean.
Gib: Do you? Should I be feeling this way, should I be more concerned about what they did to Kel, than you?
Adam: Why do you keep insisting that I don't care about what happened?
Gib: Because anybody looking at you could not tell you were getting pissed at all about it. You've like lost all emotion it seems.
Adam: Gibby, I'm furious over it, I'm so livid I can barely contain myself. When I see Kanyon, when I see Gibson, I just want to make every fiber of their being feel torment and punishment at the same instant, but I can't very well show those feelings every hour of every day since the event.
Gib: Every bone in my body aches at times, seeing those two.... seeing them run around acting like they rule nCw, just makes it that much worse, I trust that's how you feel. I'm just saying maybe show some of that emotion sometimes. I remember the Adam Knite I first met was very passionate about wresting, would go off at the drop of a hat and ever since NMW, you've seem so calm.. so cold....
Adam: That's how things have to be Gib. This “passionate” Adam you talk about is long gone, it was useless letting my emotions get the best of me, it was stupid in walking around in green tights acting like dinosaur. I know what it takes now to get a head, a cool head. It doesn't mean I don't have any feelings left in my body. It doesn't mean I don't feel deeply about things, it just means that I have to keep a clear head when looking into something, I have to to be able to keep up with the way things are changing.
Gib: Ok my philosophy. Tell me, what if during the match Dirty Dealpull something to try and get at Kelly again? Are you then just going to keep your cool and focus on the match, or are you going to fly off the apron and rip the arms off one of them or their posse?
Adam: What do you want me to hear?
Gib: No, I want to know what you would do.
Adam; You know what I would do.... I'd do everything in my power to … I'd spend the next few minutes trying to assuer that one of them would be spending the rest of their lives on a feeding tube. For every hair on her head that they even just touched I would bring pain on them like they'd never believe.
Gib: See, that's what I want to hear from you. Kelly brings that out in you, she brings out everything that is Adam Knite. But, you can't just unleash this side of you when you think Kelly is being threatened, Dirty Deal Adam... they are no joke. They've beaten some of the best, and me and you we're pretty much virgins to this teaming together thing, we don't want them popping our cherries in this match.
Adam: That's a mental picture I could of done without.
Gib: You love Kelly, I get that, you only mention it every other sentence. I love Kelly like a sister as well. That's why we have got to take those titles from these two. It's what they care most about in this world and we have to tear that away. You've been blaming yourself for what happened to Kelly, but she knows whats with her job, and you know that those two are the lowest filthiest pieces of trash on this planet.
Adam: Gib, I'm telling you, for the millionth time. I know. I'm so full of rage, torment, hurt that I'm about to burst. I'm not taking this lightly, I'm not, not feeling anything deep inside of me. I know what you're saying and I'm saying I'll be ready, I'll be there prepared for a blood bath. You should know me well enough to expect that, you should trust me to be there when I told you I would be. I've been waiting for t his moment for a month now, I've been waiting to wrapped one of these yokels around the ring post... with you by my side, we'll accomplish that. Don't be worried, don't let them get to you, these antics of theirs, that's what they want, to throw you off your game. I will not let that happen to me, and I won't let it happen to you or Kelly. Got me?
Gib: I guess I do, but you know man no hard feelings I just had to make sure where your heart was.
Adam: My heart is in that hotel room, asleep in the bed. I will make sure with every breath I take that she is safe Gib. I know she's like a sister to you, but she is everything to me.
Gib: alright man, here's to kicking some ass in a few days, have a good sleep.
{Gib gives Adam a punch on the shoulder as he turns and walks back down the hall to his room well to the elevator to his floor, which features a room Adam and Kelly were sure he got on a completely different floor. Adam makes his way back to the room where he quietly walks in. He walks to the bed and stands over his sleeping wife, he puts his hand on her face.}
Adam: No Kelly... I'm not sorry, there is a reason to fight. I love you.
{Fade to black}
So yes, I've gotten into a position where I must keep going, there is no turning back, not at all. Despite my regrets of starting this fight... yes, you got me I regret this. Not because I think you two slack jacks aren't beatable, not because I'm scared, but because of what has transpired, but I digress... I've put myself in this position and I can't turn away because things have gotten real. I started the action, I know I pissed them off but their reactions, the stone they threw was cross the line, what they did in response has completely turned my views, my fight now... is completely justified. They struck my wife, they attacked my life, they tried to hurt the thing I cherish most in this world, and that's what's inexcusable, that's what's going to make me keep fighting. You see, I can feel guilty about what I did, about what I got Kelly into, but after witnessing that, after seeing that... I can see what I'm doing is right.
Me and Gibby... we have a goal now, we aren't just looking for some fun, we have a reason to fight we have a target to focus all our disdain to. We were looking to just have some fun, but it's become something so much better, it's become our mission to rid nCw of two pieces of low life scum. Are me and Gib perfect? No, of course not we have done things others would view as evil, we've done things others have looked down at and have had people spit in our direction, because of their intense hatred for us. We're not perfect, hell Gib hid his identity from his family and friends because he was too afraid to face them, we have been down that road, but we've never dropped down to the level of Dirty Deal. We've never lowered ourselves to the standards upheld by those two. Now we have to rid nCw of the trash, we know we have to bring a fight, we know we have to be ready.... that's why we are not taking this match lightly, we know what Dirty Deal is able to do, and we will be ready for the fight, and we will most importantly be ready to dish out some punishment of our own.
I've been wanting to put my hands around the neck of Kanyon and Gibson for weeks now, I've been ready to take those belts from their hands, rip them from their fingers as they watch unable to do anything to stop us. For the hurt they made me feel, for the pain that inflicted on Kelly, for everything they've done to anybody on the roster, I want to make them hurt. Do you hear me, do you understand what I'm saying.... I want Dirty Deal to writhe in pain as I'm taking their dream, taking their glory away from them. They will not walk away scratch free for their actions, they will not just get up and stand, shake our hands, after what they did. You see this is not a fight for honor, this is about revenge, this is about making things right, and that's what I fully intend to do, that's what Gib sees, and this is what I want.
{In a dark room with a scare amount of light peaking in through the tall windows we see Adam Knite and his wife Kelly laying in a hotel bed, somewhere in Hawaii. Adam pushes himself up from the laying position and sits up against the head board. Adam looks to his side down at Kelly, he sighs as he puts his hand on her shoulder.}
Adam: I'm sorry Kelly.
{There is a light tapping on the door, and Adam looks confused. He gets up, the light shinning off his frame as he walks across the room and opens up the door, standing there of course is Gib.}
Adam: Gib, I thought you left?
Gib: Naw... me and this chick hit it off at the bar and to spare you the details, I missed my flight, and there are no more tonight. So..... going back tomorrow.
Adam: Ok... what's wrong? You're not crashing in here.
Gib: No, that's not it, is Kelly awake?
{Adam shakes his head “no”}
Gib: Alright I need to talk to you, in private either way.
{Adam nods his head in approval as he grabs a robe off the coat rack and throws it around him, he and Gibby step into the hall way of the hotel and go for a walk down the halls.}
Adam: What's on your mind?
Gib: I want to rip these guys heads off.
Adam: I know what you mean.
Gib: Do you? Should I be feeling this way, should I be more concerned about what they did to Kel, than you?
Adam: Why do you keep insisting that I don't care about what happened?
Gib: Because anybody looking at you could not tell you were getting pissed at all about it. You've like lost all emotion it seems.
Adam: Gibby, I'm furious over it, I'm so livid I can barely contain myself. When I see Kanyon, when I see Gibson, I just want to make every fiber of their being feel torment and punishment at the same instant, but I can't very well show those feelings every hour of every day since the event.
Gib: Every bone in my body aches at times, seeing those two.... seeing them run around acting like they rule nCw, just makes it that much worse, I trust that's how you feel. I'm just saying maybe show some of that emotion sometimes. I remember the Adam Knite I first met was very passionate about wresting, would go off at the drop of a hat and ever since NMW, you've seem so calm.. so cold....
Adam: That's how things have to be Gib. This “passionate” Adam you talk about is long gone, it was useless letting my emotions get the best of me, it was stupid in walking around in green tights acting like dinosaur. I know what it takes now to get a head, a cool head. It doesn't mean I don't have any feelings left in my body. It doesn't mean I don't feel deeply about things, it just means that I have to keep a clear head when looking into something, I have to to be able to keep up with the way things are changing.
Gib: Ok my philosophy. Tell me, what if during the match Dirty Dealpull something to try and get at Kelly again? Are you then just going to keep your cool and focus on the match, or are you going to fly off the apron and rip the arms off one of them or their posse?
Adam: What do you want me to hear?
Gib: No, I want to know what you would do.
Adam; You know what I would do.... I'd do everything in my power to … I'd spend the next few minutes trying to assuer that one of them would be spending the rest of their lives on a feeding tube. For every hair on her head that they even just touched I would bring pain on them like they'd never believe.
Gib: See, that's what I want to hear from you. Kelly brings that out in you, she brings out everything that is Adam Knite. But, you can't just unleash this side of you when you think Kelly is being threatened, Dirty Deal Adam... they are no joke. They've beaten some of the best, and me and you we're pretty much virgins to this teaming together thing, we don't want them popping our cherries in this match.
Adam: That's a mental picture I could of done without.
Gib: You love Kelly, I get that, you only mention it every other sentence. I love Kelly like a sister as well. That's why we have got to take those titles from these two. It's what they care most about in this world and we have to tear that away. You've been blaming yourself for what happened to Kelly, but she knows whats with her job, and you know that those two are the lowest filthiest pieces of trash on this planet.
Adam: Gib, I'm telling you, for the millionth time. I know. I'm so full of rage, torment, hurt that I'm about to burst. I'm not taking this lightly, I'm not, not feeling anything deep inside of me. I know what you're saying and I'm saying I'll be ready, I'll be there prepared for a blood bath. You should know me well enough to expect that, you should trust me to be there when I told you I would be. I've been waiting for t his moment for a month now, I've been waiting to wrapped one of these yokels around the ring post... with you by my side, we'll accomplish that. Don't be worried, don't let them get to you, these antics of theirs, that's what they want, to throw you off your game. I will not let that happen to me, and I won't let it happen to you or Kelly. Got me?
Gib: I guess I do, but you know man no hard feelings I just had to make sure where your heart was.
Adam: My heart is in that hotel room, asleep in the bed. I will make sure with every breath I take that she is safe Gib. I know she's like a sister to you, but she is everything to me.
Gib: alright man, here's to kicking some ass in a few days, have a good sleep.
{Gib gives Adam a punch on the shoulder as he turns and walks back down the hall to his room well to the elevator to his floor, which features a room Adam and Kelly were sure he got on a completely different floor. Adam makes his way back to the room where he quietly walks in. He walks to the bed and stands over his sleeping wife, he puts his hand on her face.}
Adam: No Kelly... I'm not sorry, there is a reason to fight. I love you.
{Fade to black}