Post by Falcon on Feb 28, 2010 4:02:59 GMT -6
"Spiritually, Jimmy Zane is backrupt...
I mean look at him, I don't think this man has ever been at peace or even mildly content with who he is as a person, hence all the gimmick changes. He's painted his face and proclaimed that evil is coming more than once. Why is still truly a mystery, but most people will just assume he does it for the attention of a starved adolescent. But lately, I've been wondering if maybe it's..
Something more.
Maybe Jimmy Zane had been living for something that's not real. He was trying so hard to live up to the expectations he had put on himself, only to find out that there was no real reason to do so. The man he wanted to be had turned his back on him, and he was left staring at the footprints he left behind. So Jimmy strode on, after the shade of his former self...
Chasing shadows.
Will it get better? I don't know. All I do know is that he seems to only have one good thing going for him at this point, and that doesn't bode well... for anyone."
(Falcon was out of options. Nobody could give him a definate answer, but everyone was giving him the -same- possible answer. There was one person who had more experience at this, or at least he was alleged to have by the cohorts in the locker room. They weren't exactly best of friends, but he hoped to get answers without a slugfest.)
Falcon: Steve...
(That's right, none other than Steve Awesome.)
Steve: Sup birdo...
(It was easy to tell that Steve had his own problems.)
Falcon: I know I'm not on your most favored nations list, but.. and I can't believe the words are coming out of my mouth.. I need your help.
(Steve almost laughs out loud at that.)
Steve: What..? Did Hot Topic run out of razor blades again?
(Falcon lets the joke pass. Steve starts to laugh, then stops.)
Steve: Ok... ok.. what's the deal? And I swear if this is about the latest My Chemical Romance cd, you are on your own...
Falcon: Are you finished?
Steve: Not by a longshot, but go ahead...
Falcon: What does this mean...
(He handed over the test that had been passed around like a Brett Favre pass. Steve looked at it, then just tossed it into a nearby trash can.)
Falcon: What the hell...
Steve: It's broken..
Falcon: Broken?
Steve: Yes.. broken.. as in it's inconclusive. Impossible to tell how this test turned out.
Falcon: .....really?
Steve: Yep.
Falcon: ....huh.. I never would have guessed that. How did you know?
Steve: Let's just say I've broken several of them in my time.
Falcon: Thanks Steve...
Steve: Don't mention it...
(Falcon starts to walk away, then he turns back.)
Falcon: You know if they eventually get tired of you... you can crash with me if you need to...
Steve: Thanks, but I don't think my standards can handle all the dark rooms and bad music.
Falcon: Just promise you'll wear pants.
Steve: I promise you nothing...
"You know, James, there are times I wonder about you. The more I thought about what happened, the more I question why you would do what you did. This is a man you thought was dead, come back from the grave like frickin jesus, and you ran? I think I'd of hauled off and punched him the face, and at the very least demanded an explanation. But you didn't care. You just turned tail and fled. What I want to know is...
Why?
Anger I understand, Disapointment I understand, but... fear? Rather than face your problem like a man, and confront the cause of all your sorrow, you put your hands over your ears screamed as loud as you can and left the room. And now you want me to believe that you're suddenly full of the violence you are going to need to defeat me. How are you going to be able to stand and face the immortal, if you can't even face what you're angry at the most?
You won't.
You can't.
All of your conviction will be for nothing Jimmy. Your road to the top doesn't go through me, it doesn't start with me, it starts with the man you see everyday when you wake up and look in the mirror. I can't help you do that, and at this point I'm not even sure I would if I could. But I suppose if I have to awaken the beast inside by force...
So be it."
I mean look at him, I don't think this man has ever been at peace or even mildly content with who he is as a person, hence all the gimmick changes. He's painted his face and proclaimed that evil is coming more than once. Why is still truly a mystery, but most people will just assume he does it for the attention of a starved adolescent. But lately, I've been wondering if maybe it's..
Something more.
Maybe Jimmy Zane had been living for something that's not real. He was trying so hard to live up to the expectations he had put on himself, only to find out that there was no real reason to do so. The man he wanted to be had turned his back on him, and he was left staring at the footprints he left behind. So Jimmy strode on, after the shade of his former self...
Chasing shadows.
Will it get better? I don't know. All I do know is that he seems to only have one good thing going for him at this point, and that doesn't bode well... for anyone."
Stripped of life alone, in the midst of something
I want to play with your evil inside
Wanting, letting go of what never could be again
Lost and alone, imprisoned now inside your mind
I want to play with your evil inside
Wanting, letting go of what never could be again
Lost and alone, imprisoned now inside your mind
(Falcon was out of options. Nobody could give him a definate answer, but everyone was giving him the -same- possible answer. There was one person who had more experience at this, or at least he was alleged to have by the cohorts in the locker room. They weren't exactly best of friends, but he hoped to get answers without a slugfest.)
Falcon: Steve...
(That's right, none other than Steve Awesome.)
Steve: Sup birdo...
(It was easy to tell that Steve had his own problems.)
Falcon: I know I'm not on your most favored nations list, but.. and I can't believe the words are coming out of my mouth.. I need your help.
(Steve almost laughs out loud at that.)
Steve: What..? Did Hot Topic run out of razor blades again?
(Falcon lets the joke pass. Steve starts to laugh, then stops.)
Steve: Ok... ok.. what's the deal? And I swear if this is about the latest My Chemical Romance cd, you are on your own...
Falcon: Are you finished?
Steve: Not by a longshot, but go ahead...
Falcon: What does this mean...
(He handed over the test that had been passed around like a Brett Favre pass. Steve looked at it, then just tossed it into a nearby trash can.)
Falcon: What the hell...
Steve: It's broken..
Falcon: Broken?
Steve: Yes.. broken.. as in it's inconclusive. Impossible to tell how this test turned out.
Falcon: .....really?
Steve: Yep.
Falcon: ....huh.. I never would have guessed that. How did you know?
Steve: Let's just say I've broken several of them in my time.
Falcon: Thanks Steve...
Steve: Don't mention it...
(Falcon starts to walk away, then he turns back.)
Falcon: You know if they eventually get tired of you... you can crash with me if you need to...
Steve: Thanks, but I don't think my standards can handle all the dark rooms and bad music.
Falcon: Just promise you'll wear pants.
Steve: I promise you nothing...
With the way you tried to destroy me again
You were waiting and living for no-one
With the way you tried to completely refuse all your life
Heed into nothing, You'll never live up to me
You were waiting and living for no-one
With the way you tried to completely refuse all your life
Heed into nothing, You'll never live up to me
"You know, James, there are times I wonder about you. The more I thought about what happened, the more I question why you would do what you did. This is a man you thought was dead, come back from the grave like frickin jesus, and you ran? I think I'd of hauled off and punched him the face, and at the very least demanded an explanation. But you didn't care. You just turned tail and fled. What I want to know is...
Why?
Anger I understand, Disapointment I understand, but... fear? Rather than face your problem like a man, and confront the cause of all your sorrow, you put your hands over your ears screamed as loud as you can and left the room. And now you want me to believe that you're suddenly full of the violence you are going to need to defeat me. How are you going to be able to stand and face the immortal, if you can't even face what you're angry at the most?
You won't.
You can't.
All of your conviction will be for nothing Jimmy. Your road to the top doesn't go through me, it doesn't start with me, it starts with the man you see everyday when you wake up and look in the mirror. I can't help you do that, and at this point I'm not even sure I would if I could. But I suppose if I have to awaken the beast inside by force...
So be it."
Awaken you
The little evil inside
Heed into nothing
You'll never live up to me
I've stricken you
I wanna live with the lie
Feed into nothing
You'll never live up to me..
Can't live up to me....
The little evil inside
Heed into nothing
You'll never live up to me
I've stricken you
I wanna live with the lie
Feed into nothing
You'll never live up to me..
Can't live up to me....