Post by Brad Kane on Jun 2, 2010 22:03:26 GMT -6
Take this life
I'm right here
Stay a while and breathe me in
"Two have been taken down, if you will. So that leaves what, one to go. According to my math but math wasn't ever really my best subject. That just leaves him. I guess you could call him my would be tormentor but he isn't actually getting to me. Unlike so many others, the words that he speaks just goes past me as utter bull. Does he even have the slightest idea of what he speaks or does he have the syndrome of speaking without thinking things through?
Does he actually think I care that he pinned me on Sunday night using the ropes? Wow, congratulate yourself for such a classy move. I mean, really, I'll give you a standing ovation for your innovative use of the ropes to pin me. Just bravo sir, bravo. I could've done the exact same thing as you but I think I have more honor then that. When I pinned you Angel, it was cleanly right in the middle of the ring. No bull, no strings attached, just me pinning you. End of story. Now you gotta go and do something like that.
I don't get it. I just don't get it Angel. I made one little comment about finally feeling good about myself in this business again and you have to go and start something with me. You go off and start making comments. Comments about the person I am, the man I am and I just don't see why. I never attacked your life. I never uttered a word about your wife until you said something about my family. I'm all about fair play, you mess with my life, I'll mess with yours.
But when I look into the mirror when I wake up. Do you know what I see, Angel? I see someone who is happy. I see a man who is happy with his life and how things are going despite that bump in the road. Some things just aren't meant to be and she was one of them. Sasha was a case of just nothing being meant to be and I've come to grips with it. So when I finally get brave enough to speak about it, this is what happens? I thought it was a fairly big event that should be shared with the members of this company."
"I wasn't looking for sympathy. I wasn't looking for a hand out like some other people would. I was just looking to let people know of my tragedy. It's about the same as the on going saga between Adam and Steve but I just mentioned mine. They get the TV time while I had to film myself saying it because I didn't want that attention. I'm not a charity case, not in the least bit because I don't want things handed to me like that. I want to earn them. I want to get mine on my own.
When I glare into that title that resides on your shoulder, I think of my failure. I think of the time I had my last shot two years ago at this event and I came up a little short against Lance Ryan. I was half a second away from becoming the World Champion but I failed because I just didn't have it that night. Not saying it was an off night but I've been closer to that World Title then you could imagine Angel. I just love how you make it seem like I'm the worst thing since sliced bread but yet a couple of weeks ago, you were trying to kiss my ass.
How did we get that far? A couple of weeks ago you were saying how much you respected me because I helped you gain a certain fire in your belly to get that title back. The moment that I pinned you Angel, like I said before, I made myself back into something. When I beat you that night, something clicked in my head again and that's how we got here. So let's say I didn't beat you before A Night to Remember. What would've happened. Would you have that title on your shoulder?
Would I be opening Wired against someone else? Those three seconds changed our careers Angel. We were both heading in different directions. You were bent on getting back what was yours while I was wondering if I needed to stay in this business anymore, dragging people down with me. Those three seconds proved so many things to us, probably more then we'll ever possibly know. While you probably think I'd wish for those three seconds back so I could bow to the almighty Angel, I wouldn't trade it."
"As sick as it sounds Angel. I need a war like this to keep my interest in this business. I need a war to keep my spirits up and to let people know that Brad Kane isn't some damn pussy. When I bleed, people know it's real. When I kick someone in the face out of pure anger, they can feel the emotion dripping from me. They know when I'm focused. People can sense this about me, Angel. All they gotta do is look into my eyes. The eyes never lie, not like your mouth does. My eyes tell the truth. Your mouth spits the lies.
I mean, I want everything that you have? I hardly think so. Tell me, why would I want a woman that hates me and steals my daughter away. News flash moron, I'VE GONE THROUGH IT, TWICE! I've gone through someone I used to love taking my child twice and I didn't need to destroy people's lives because I could manage to keep my angst in check long enough to think of a better solution then running around like a mental paitent calling himself a God.
Nah, see, it's reversed. You want what I have, Angel. You want the wife, the kids, the love, the house and the money. All you have is the money. All you have is that title on your shoulder. You lose that and then what? You try to weasel your way into every title match so you can get it back. So you can feel something good about yourself. You can look at that mirror and say that my life is going to hell but at least I can call myself the best wrestler in nCw.
Yeah, that's certainly all I want in my life. To be named the best wrestler in the world. I suppose that's why I have eight kids. I suppose that's why I have a wife that loves me. I suppose that's why I have friends, why I have a brother and sister that can handle my bull. People like to be around me because I don't claim supremacy over them. I treat them as the way they'd want to be treated. That whole golden rule thing, I'm sure you've heard of it.
So many people have tried to break me and you know what? All of them have failed. Every single person has tried to make my life crash down around me and yet, I'm still standing. Still got my wife, still got the kids and I still got the love. I could name them Angel but what's the point. You'll come back saying that they aren't you and blah blah blah. Whatever. You can't break me Angel. You can't kill my spirits. You can try because you are right now."
"You'll fail. Just like you'll fail on Sunday night when I take that World Title. It's not a threat, its not a promise, it's the truth. When I raise that belt above my head, your world crashes down. When you realize that you aren't nCw World Champion anymore, you'll sit backstage and cry because you'll have nothing left. No title, no family, no love, nothing. I used this for Steve I think but it works so much better for you Angel.
Born alone.
Die alone.
That's you. Alone in your kingdom. And after Sunday, the kingdom is gone. Have fun.
Peace."
Take this life
I'm right here
Stay a while and breathe me in
I'm right here
Stay a while and breathe me in
"Two have been taken down, if you will. So that leaves what, one to go. According to my math but math wasn't ever really my best subject. That just leaves him. I guess you could call him my would be tormentor but he isn't actually getting to me. Unlike so many others, the words that he speaks just goes past me as utter bull. Does he even have the slightest idea of what he speaks or does he have the syndrome of speaking without thinking things through?
Does he actually think I care that he pinned me on Sunday night using the ropes? Wow, congratulate yourself for such a classy move. I mean, really, I'll give you a standing ovation for your innovative use of the ropes to pin me. Just bravo sir, bravo. I could've done the exact same thing as you but I think I have more honor then that. When I pinned you Angel, it was cleanly right in the middle of the ring. No bull, no strings attached, just me pinning you. End of story. Now you gotta go and do something like that.
I don't get it. I just don't get it Angel. I made one little comment about finally feeling good about myself in this business again and you have to go and start something with me. You go off and start making comments. Comments about the person I am, the man I am and I just don't see why. I never attacked your life. I never uttered a word about your wife until you said something about my family. I'm all about fair play, you mess with my life, I'll mess with yours.
But when I look into the mirror when I wake up. Do you know what I see, Angel? I see someone who is happy. I see a man who is happy with his life and how things are going despite that bump in the road. Some things just aren't meant to be and she was one of them. Sasha was a case of just nothing being meant to be and I've come to grips with it. So when I finally get brave enough to speak about it, this is what happens? I thought it was a fairly big event that should be shared with the members of this company."
"I wasn't looking for sympathy. I wasn't looking for a hand out like some other people would. I was just looking to let people know of my tragedy. It's about the same as the on going saga between Adam and Steve but I just mentioned mine. They get the TV time while I had to film myself saying it because I didn't want that attention. I'm not a charity case, not in the least bit because I don't want things handed to me like that. I want to earn them. I want to get mine on my own.
When I glare into that title that resides on your shoulder, I think of my failure. I think of the time I had my last shot two years ago at this event and I came up a little short against Lance Ryan. I was half a second away from becoming the World Champion but I failed because I just didn't have it that night. Not saying it was an off night but I've been closer to that World Title then you could imagine Angel. I just love how you make it seem like I'm the worst thing since sliced bread but yet a couple of weeks ago, you were trying to kiss my ass.
How did we get that far? A couple of weeks ago you were saying how much you respected me because I helped you gain a certain fire in your belly to get that title back. The moment that I pinned you Angel, like I said before, I made myself back into something. When I beat you that night, something clicked in my head again and that's how we got here. So let's say I didn't beat you before A Night to Remember. What would've happened. Would you have that title on your shoulder?
Would I be opening Wired against someone else? Those three seconds changed our careers Angel. We were both heading in different directions. You were bent on getting back what was yours while I was wondering if I needed to stay in this business anymore, dragging people down with me. Those three seconds proved so many things to us, probably more then we'll ever possibly know. While you probably think I'd wish for those three seconds back so I could bow to the almighty Angel, I wouldn't trade it."
"As sick as it sounds Angel. I need a war like this to keep my interest in this business. I need a war to keep my spirits up and to let people know that Brad Kane isn't some damn pussy. When I bleed, people know it's real. When I kick someone in the face out of pure anger, they can feel the emotion dripping from me. They know when I'm focused. People can sense this about me, Angel. All they gotta do is look into my eyes. The eyes never lie, not like your mouth does. My eyes tell the truth. Your mouth spits the lies.
I mean, I want everything that you have? I hardly think so. Tell me, why would I want a woman that hates me and steals my daughter away. News flash moron, I'VE GONE THROUGH IT, TWICE! I've gone through someone I used to love taking my child twice and I didn't need to destroy people's lives because I could manage to keep my angst in check long enough to think of a better solution then running around like a mental paitent calling himself a God.
Nah, see, it's reversed. You want what I have, Angel. You want the wife, the kids, the love, the house and the money. All you have is the money. All you have is that title on your shoulder. You lose that and then what? You try to weasel your way into every title match so you can get it back. So you can feel something good about yourself. You can look at that mirror and say that my life is going to hell but at least I can call myself the best wrestler in nCw.
Yeah, that's certainly all I want in my life. To be named the best wrestler in the world. I suppose that's why I have eight kids. I suppose that's why I have a wife that loves me. I suppose that's why I have friends, why I have a brother and sister that can handle my bull. People like to be around me because I don't claim supremacy over them. I treat them as the way they'd want to be treated. That whole golden rule thing, I'm sure you've heard of it.
So many people have tried to break me and you know what? All of them have failed. Every single person has tried to make my life crash down around me and yet, I'm still standing. Still got my wife, still got the kids and I still got the love. I could name them Angel but what's the point. You'll come back saying that they aren't you and blah blah blah. Whatever. You can't break me Angel. You can't kill my spirits. You can try because you are right now."
"You'll fail. Just like you'll fail on Sunday night when I take that World Title. It's not a threat, its not a promise, it's the truth. When I raise that belt above my head, your world crashes down. When you realize that you aren't nCw World Champion anymore, you'll sit backstage and cry because you'll have nothing left. No title, no family, no love, nothing. I used this for Steve I think but it works so much better for you Angel.
Born alone.
Die alone.
That's you. Alone in your kingdom. And after Sunday, the kingdom is gone. Have fun.
Peace."
Take this life
I'm right here
Stay a while and breathe me in