Post by Alex Jones on Jul 5, 2010 22:40:14 GMT -6
Part II-How they are right now..
It’s a beautiful bright sunny day. The warm beams hit my face as I stand out in the open, my wonderful girl playing with our daughter on the swing set, I walk away from this happy scene into a moment of contemplation....
“Did you ever think everyone thinks you mistreated Shelly because YOU DID?. You hurt her, forced her to do things she didn’t want, you used her, abused her, you turned her from a happy housewife into a depressed woman with no happiness in her life at all.”
“You physically and emotionally held her down until she snapped and left you. Now she’s happy, now she smiles every day, now Hayleigh laughs and plays with freedom instead of being scared of the next time Daddy is going to hurt her mother. She has no worries with me, no tears, just smiles. With you she had pain and sadness. And now you want to take her back to that, you want that because you’re selfish, because you’re a shallow husk of a human being who needs Hayleigh to make yourself seem remotely human.”
“Well I’m not going to let you use that little girl anymore Angel. You can try and justify your actions, you can say that Shelly broke your heart and left you. But truthfully you’re full of ****. By your own admission you sent Shelly to me using her to get to me, then when it was all said and done when I was GONE you admitted it to the world, you used your own wife to get rid of me, and now that it hasn’t worked you’re weaving this little sob story to make it like you’re the victim like I’m the bad guy. You tell the world all you want is your daughter back. She’s Shelly’s daughter too Angel, and while you were the sperm donor someday soon you’ll have to look in the mirror and admit to yourself that you were never her father....I am and always will be....”
I glance back at Shelly and Hayleigh, they both have an ice cream each and are laughing and smiling, Shelly looks at me and mouths “I love you”, I nod and mouth it back, I look down at Hayliehg who reads our lips and yells....
“I LOVE YOU TOO DADDY!....”
A rush of happiness fills my heart as I wave and yell back....
“I LOVE YOU TOO PUMPKIN.....See Angel......I told you, she loves me. I love them both and have done nothing but make them happy and protect them, yet you still maintain that I’m somehow harmful to her. You make threats against me and you expect me to care about your pleas?. To believe you’re what’s best for her?. You want to rip my heart out, you want to kill me. I invite you to try. If we take out Shelly, Hayleigh and Tara we’re just left with what it was all about to begin with. You and me. But you just remember that I was never the one who brought them into this..it was you, it was always you and now I’m going to make you pay for your mistakes and your transgressions....”
“I’m going to make you regret when you first decided to disrespect me. I’m going to make every memory of every person you ever hurt come back inside you. From Shelly and Hayleigh to myself and Gib. In the beginning I wanted your respect. I wanted you to see me for the true warrior I am, as your equal. But now I see that it isn’t possible. It isn’t possible because I have overtaken you. I’ not your equal, I’m your superior. I’m a better man, a better husband and a better father than you. And on Sunday I’m going to prove I’m a better wrestler than you. You can talk all you want about the win not meaning anything, that you just want to kill me...ok Achmed the whole “silence i kill you” thing is overused, I know you want to beat me, to humiliate me, that’s all you’ve ever done. You think I like having people come up to me and tell me that you have a huge winning percentage over me?....you think I enjoy getting that fact thrown in my face?....or that you beat me and took my X-Division title?...or that while I fought my heart out to keep NCW afloat while you teamed with Adam Knite it is you who is recognised as the savior because you turncoated on Adam?”
“Angel you haven’t just been a failure as a father to Hayleigh...something you just admitted. You’ve also been a failure as a human being and you still are. Here you are one the one hand proclaiming your innocence on how you treated Shelly like she was some kind of monster, when it was you all along, we have all the evidence against you, the physical abuse, the mental abuse and of course you rambling on about her “affair” with me when it had been orchestrated by you to begin with. Face it, you’re a liar, a cheater and a horrible person. And now you want to take it all back and bring a child into your world, a child you hurt, a child you neglected?. No court on the face of this earth would agree to that.”
“So you see Angel even if you beat me it will accomplish nothing, Shelly and Hayleigh will be together as mother and daughter and you’ll still be a broken husk of a man.....”
I smirk and laugh a little to myself as I turn and start walking back to my family.
“You’ll sit there with Tara and realise that all your talk of me wanting to be like you was in vain. In the end Angel I don’t want to be like you, I don’t want anything to do with you. I’m better than you in every way, I’m a better man than you could ever hope to be. You’re nothing to me, you’re nothing to Shelly and you’re nothing to Hayleigh....and this Sunday I make sure the entire wrestling world realises that you are nothing to them either.....”
I reach my family and pick Hayleigh up, she hugs me tight and feels safe and at ease. I will always protect her....and love her.....like a daughter....