Post by Shelly Taylor-Jones on Jul 8, 2010 19:27:36 GMT -6
“It seems like no one is giving me a chance or even has enough respect for me to mention me in any manner aside from a derogatory one...”
I sit in front of my bureau mirror doing my hair and makeup, I smile and study my face.
“Ashlie Ember. You really are a sad little child. You have one wrestling match and you lose yet you’re still the best thing since sliced bread?. I beat you Ashlie, I beat you fair and square. I made you pass out. I destroyed you. It was my first wrestling match and I annihilated you. But you can’t admit it. You can’t admit that I was better than you on the night. And while you seem to be obsessed with Tara. Tara is not the biggest threat in this match. She’s A big threat but no, I’m the new queen of NCW’s women’s division. You are just a sad little loud mouth who need it shut, permanently. This person sucks, that person sucks, random whore joke, random she-male joke blah blah YOU STILL LOST.”
“You want to prove yourself. It’s admirable. You can try and try till your little heart is content, you can even keep running your mouth trying to be “entertaining” since we’re all boring. But do you know what I find entertaining?. Beating your face in. I find you attempting to beat me entertaining Ashlie. I’m the single most destructive force that you’ll see in the NCW women’s division, I can beat anyone on the mat, I’m more powerful, I’m faster and I can break each and every bone in your prissy little body. Bitch you may think you’re top **** but in the end you are what you are. You’re just a number. You’re just in this match to make up the numbers. I’m in this match as a serious contender for the number one spot to face Zelda. If you somehow fluked a win in this, you’d end up being nothing but another statistic.....”
“Then again...you’ve already become that with me..haven’t you Ashlie?....”
I laugh to myself and smile. I know I can win this, I know I can annihilate anyone.
“Now onto Megan Kane. Megan you seem to be upset that everyone is calling you a whore. Offended by it even. But you should embrace who and what you are. A whore. It’s not because you’ve slept with a mountain of men. I mean come on, you’ve slept with two. It’s the fact you bring it out into the world. It’s the fact, that you have a little talk show which your husband was a guest on where you ramble on about his “magical penis”. Sweetheart trust me, your husband may be great but there’s always better. And none of us care how good he is. Honestly I don’t even find your husband attractive. But if you want me to add a little more into the mix aside from you being a whore-bag. You’re an amateur who doesn’t belong in this match. Just because your husband can wrestle doesn’t mean you can. I have it in my blood, my brothers are both professional wrestlers and I have fought in MMA for years, so the transition is much easier for me.”
“You on the other hand are a prissy little housewife sex slave. You have No right being in the erring with the likes of myself and Tara. As much as I dislike Tara she’s a credible opponent, you’re not. You’re just like Ashlie Ember, a statistic. After you feel what it’s like to be in the ring with a real athlete like me, you’ll retire. You have six kids so why are you here wasting our time?. I have no husband, no kids, no boyfriend. My life is competition, I dedicate my life to proving I’m the best fighter, wrestler and athlete in the world today. Go back to your little household life and prove you’re the best mother, wife and cock sucker you can be.....”
“And in a few months if you decide to come back and try again I’ll be easy to find. I’ll be the one wearing the big gold belt and then Megan you’ll HAVE to mention me, after all you seemed to disrespect me by not even having the courtesy to mention my name...it’s not like I’m a threat or anything...it’s not like I destroyed my opponent in my first ever match after all RIGHT?.....”
I stare out feeling my anger build. How dare she, how dare any of them. I’ll make them all pay, I’ll make them all feel what it’s like to be beaten by a real fighter....
“And speaking of people who disrespected me. Tara. I don’t even factor in on your little radar?. I don’t even get a look in. In fact you act like we’ve never met. That hurts. But then again it’s not like I mattered at all while you were ****ing my brother. But then again if you made friends with all the guys you’ve slept with sisters you’d probably break your five thousand friend limit on facebook. Yes Tara a whore joke. I’m one of the only people in this world who can stand toe to toe with you. You are an exceptional athlete and wrestler, but tell me Tara, with everything Angel and Alex are going through can you fully focus on this match. Think about it, your ex and your current man are going through a verbal and physical war where you’ve been made out to be a home wrecking slut. Angel is losing it and is known for choking his women, tell me Tara will you be next?.”
“Then again from what I remember you like being choked. It’s ok Tara, I’m sure you’ll be ok. I’m sure you’ll be able to focus. But even then you’ll be lucky to survive against me. You’ll be lucky to walk out of this. I’m all about making a statement and what better way to make a statement than to take out the most experienced women in this match?. What better way to make a statement than to take out the biggest perceived “threat”?. What better way to show that I’m the real deal than to win this match?. I am the biggest threat to Zelda’s title. You Tara, you’ve had your chance. You’ve been there and tried, in a handicap match and you still lost. You still failed to get the job done. I won’t make those mistakes, I know I can beat Zelda, I know I can be an even more dominant champion than her. All I need to do is get buy all of you to get my shot.....all I need to do is destroy you and take that number one contendership....”
“Then it will be Zelda’s turn to feel what it’s like to stand in the ring with the most devastating force to hit NCW’s women’s division. She will feel what it’s like to stand in the ring with the next generation of women’s athlete. Strong, confident, independent and beautiful....”
I look into a mirror and adjust my hair.
“But it seems there is one woman with enough sense to realise I am a threat. Maria Williams. She’s decided to just focus on me. Good for her. But Maria sweety, idolizing Joe isn’t the best thing to do. I’ve seen some of your husband’s matches and honestly most of the time it’s like he DOESN’T EVEN SHOW UP. And yes honey I’m had one match, against a women whose only had one match and I won it easily. But Maria I’m a professional fighter. I do this for a living, this isn’t my first rodeo. I’m the best at what I do and I’m going to prove it. Why should I hide it?, why should I sit back with a quiet little indoor voice and just say I respect people and want to pay my dues blah blah blah. I’m a wrestler. And so are you. You pinned a male right?, you beat CK Owens. But where is CK now?, how many people actually remember him?. I know of CK Owens but that’s only because I’m a student of the game, CK was a loser who once got drunk and believed he was some retired legend at some other crappy company and you consider him accomplished?. Did he win any NCW titles?...”
“Did he do ANYTHING in NCW?. No he didn’t. Name dropping only works if it is an actual NAME not just a nobody who turned up for a week then disappeared in a cloud of mediocrity and pot smoke. And let me get it through your skull Maria. Zelda may idolize Adam, you may idolize Joe., Tara may idolize Angel but myself and Alex are not to be compared. I’m better than my brother and while we may have some similarities I have none of his weaknesses. He lets his emotions run his entire being. I can suppress them. He gets emotionally involved with people, I keep to myself and just train and live a clean life. I have no weaknesses Maria, and you’ll find that out soon. But to answer your question about fire and heart. I’m going to walk into that match and break your hearts, all of you. I’m going to fight with the fire inside that befits an uncrowned champion.....is that the answer you wanted?.....”
“And I suppose I should mention the one who got her fat ass stuck down the ol’ rabbit hole. Malice, you play with Dolls, you talk to yourself and an imaginary cat. You are a little weird we get it. Your whole gimmick is based off a movie and that’s supposed to impress us?. Malice reality is much stranger than fiction and the reality is you’re a complete lunatic. You went on about how intelligent you are and I don’t see it. It doesn’t take much intelligence to draw your entire persona from a current hit movie starring Johnny “sex on legs” Depp. I could of done that, hell I could have taped cutlery to my hands and put on white make up and changed my name to “Edwina Scissorhands”. It wouldn’t make me original, cutting edge or intelligent, it would make me an annoying pathetic moron. All the rest of us are fine just being us. Tara is a home wrecking mind ****er. Megan is a nympho housewife sex slave. Ashlie is a glorified secretary who stapled one too many memos and Maria is a doughy “special” woman who idolizes an idiot husband. And I’m an arrogant bitch..that is who we all are and we may not agree with it but it is...”
“But who are you Malice?. Cause as of right now you’re nothing but a film character gone mental. You’re a clichéd wannabe and an unfunny joke that I will personally end......”
I grit my teeth and take a drink.
“And now a special message for Zelda Knite. Champ I know you’re involved in this little spat with your brother, Kelly and Steve but you will have to defend your title again sooner or later. I know you’re a fighting champion who wants to face the best this business has to offer. You’ve beaten Tara before and none of the other women in this match can pose any credible challenge to you. Just know that if by some fluke I lose this match...I’ll still come for you and you will have to face me sooner rather than later...and on that day everyone in NCW will see that we are all just a credible as the men....”
I smile one last time and wink as the camera fades
I sit in front of my bureau mirror doing my hair and makeup, I smile and study my face.
“Ashlie Ember. You really are a sad little child. You have one wrestling match and you lose yet you’re still the best thing since sliced bread?. I beat you Ashlie, I beat you fair and square. I made you pass out. I destroyed you. It was my first wrestling match and I annihilated you. But you can’t admit it. You can’t admit that I was better than you on the night. And while you seem to be obsessed with Tara. Tara is not the biggest threat in this match. She’s A big threat but no, I’m the new queen of NCW’s women’s division. You are just a sad little loud mouth who need it shut, permanently. This person sucks, that person sucks, random whore joke, random she-male joke blah blah YOU STILL LOST.”
“You want to prove yourself. It’s admirable. You can try and try till your little heart is content, you can even keep running your mouth trying to be “entertaining” since we’re all boring. But do you know what I find entertaining?. Beating your face in. I find you attempting to beat me entertaining Ashlie. I’m the single most destructive force that you’ll see in the NCW women’s division, I can beat anyone on the mat, I’m more powerful, I’m faster and I can break each and every bone in your prissy little body. Bitch you may think you’re top **** but in the end you are what you are. You’re just a number. You’re just in this match to make up the numbers. I’m in this match as a serious contender for the number one spot to face Zelda. If you somehow fluked a win in this, you’d end up being nothing but another statistic.....”
“Then again...you’ve already become that with me..haven’t you Ashlie?....”
I laugh to myself and smile. I know I can win this, I know I can annihilate anyone.
“Now onto Megan Kane. Megan you seem to be upset that everyone is calling you a whore. Offended by it even. But you should embrace who and what you are. A whore. It’s not because you’ve slept with a mountain of men. I mean come on, you’ve slept with two. It’s the fact you bring it out into the world. It’s the fact, that you have a little talk show which your husband was a guest on where you ramble on about his “magical penis”. Sweetheart trust me, your husband may be great but there’s always better. And none of us care how good he is. Honestly I don’t even find your husband attractive. But if you want me to add a little more into the mix aside from you being a whore-bag. You’re an amateur who doesn’t belong in this match. Just because your husband can wrestle doesn’t mean you can. I have it in my blood, my brothers are both professional wrestlers and I have fought in MMA for years, so the transition is much easier for me.”
“You on the other hand are a prissy little housewife sex slave. You have No right being in the erring with the likes of myself and Tara. As much as I dislike Tara she’s a credible opponent, you’re not. You’re just like Ashlie Ember, a statistic. After you feel what it’s like to be in the ring with a real athlete like me, you’ll retire. You have six kids so why are you here wasting our time?. I have no husband, no kids, no boyfriend. My life is competition, I dedicate my life to proving I’m the best fighter, wrestler and athlete in the world today. Go back to your little household life and prove you’re the best mother, wife and cock sucker you can be.....”
“And in a few months if you decide to come back and try again I’ll be easy to find. I’ll be the one wearing the big gold belt and then Megan you’ll HAVE to mention me, after all you seemed to disrespect me by not even having the courtesy to mention my name...it’s not like I’m a threat or anything...it’s not like I destroyed my opponent in my first ever match after all RIGHT?.....”
I stare out feeling my anger build. How dare she, how dare any of them. I’ll make them all pay, I’ll make them all feel what it’s like to be beaten by a real fighter....
“And speaking of people who disrespected me. Tara. I don’t even factor in on your little radar?. I don’t even get a look in. In fact you act like we’ve never met. That hurts. But then again it’s not like I mattered at all while you were ****ing my brother. But then again if you made friends with all the guys you’ve slept with sisters you’d probably break your five thousand friend limit on facebook. Yes Tara a whore joke. I’m one of the only people in this world who can stand toe to toe with you. You are an exceptional athlete and wrestler, but tell me Tara, with everything Angel and Alex are going through can you fully focus on this match. Think about it, your ex and your current man are going through a verbal and physical war where you’ve been made out to be a home wrecking slut. Angel is losing it and is known for choking his women, tell me Tara will you be next?.”
“Then again from what I remember you like being choked. It’s ok Tara, I’m sure you’ll be ok. I’m sure you’ll be able to focus. But even then you’ll be lucky to survive against me. You’ll be lucky to walk out of this. I’m all about making a statement and what better way to make a statement than to take out the most experienced women in this match?. What better way to make a statement than to take out the biggest perceived “threat”?. What better way to show that I’m the real deal than to win this match?. I am the biggest threat to Zelda’s title. You Tara, you’ve had your chance. You’ve been there and tried, in a handicap match and you still lost. You still failed to get the job done. I won’t make those mistakes, I know I can beat Zelda, I know I can be an even more dominant champion than her. All I need to do is get buy all of you to get my shot.....all I need to do is destroy you and take that number one contendership....”
“Then it will be Zelda’s turn to feel what it’s like to stand in the ring with the most devastating force to hit NCW’s women’s division. She will feel what it’s like to stand in the ring with the next generation of women’s athlete. Strong, confident, independent and beautiful....”
I look into a mirror and adjust my hair.
“But it seems there is one woman with enough sense to realise I am a threat. Maria Williams. She’s decided to just focus on me. Good for her. But Maria sweety, idolizing Joe isn’t the best thing to do. I’ve seen some of your husband’s matches and honestly most of the time it’s like he DOESN’T EVEN SHOW UP. And yes honey I’m had one match, against a women whose only had one match and I won it easily. But Maria I’m a professional fighter. I do this for a living, this isn’t my first rodeo. I’m the best at what I do and I’m going to prove it. Why should I hide it?, why should I sit back with a quiet little indoor voice and just say I respect people and want to pay my dues blah blah blah. I’m a wrestler. And so are you. You pinned a male right?, you beat CK Owens. But where is CK now?, how many people actually remember him?. I know of CK Owens but that’s only because I’m a student of the game, CK was a loser who once got drunk and believed he was some retired legend at some other crappy company and you consider him accomplished?. Did he win any NCW titles?...”
“Did he do ANYTHING in NCW?. No he didn’t. Name dropping only works if it is an actual NAME not just a nobody who turned up for a week then disappeared in a cloud of mediocrity and pot smoke. And let me get it through your skull Maria. Zelda may idolize Adam, you may idolize Joe., Tara may idolize Angel but myself and Alex are not to be compared. I’m better than my brother and while we may have some similarities I have none of his weaknesses. He lets his emotions run his entire being. I can suppress them. He gets emotionally involved with people, I keep to myself and just train and live a clean life. I have no weaknesses Maria, and you’ll find that out soon. But to answer your question about fire and heart. I’m going to walk into that match and break your hearts, all of you. I’m going to fight with the fire inside that befits an uncrowned champion.....is that the answer you wanted?.....”
“And I suppose I should mention the one who got her fat ass stuck down the ol’ rabbit hole. Malice, you play with Dolls, you talk to yourself and an imaginary cat. You are a little weird we get it. Your whole gimmick is based off a movie and that’s supposed to impress us?. Malice reality is much stranger than fiction and the reality is you’re a complete lunatic. You went on about how intelligent you are and I don’t see it. It doesn’t take much intelligence to draw your entire persona from a current hit movie starring Johnny “sex on legs” Depp. I could of done that, hell I could have taped cutlery to my hands and put on white make up and changed my name to “Edwina Scissorhands”. It wouldn’t make me original, cutting edge or intelligent, it would make me an annoying pathetic moron. All the rest of us are fine just being us. Tara is a home wrecking mind ****er. Megan is a nympho housewife sex slave. Ashlie is a glorified secretary who stapled one too many memos and Maria is a doughy “special” woman who idolizes an idiot husband. And I’m an arrogant bitch..that is who we all are and we may not agree with it but it is...”
“But who are you Malice?. Cause as of right now you’re nothing but a film character gone mental. You’re a clichéd wannabe and an unfunny joke that I will personally end......”
I grit my teeth and take a drink.
“And now a special message for Zelda Knite. Champ I know you’re involved in this little spat with your brother, Kelly and Steve but you will have to defend your title again sooner or later. I know you’re a fighting champion who wants to face the best this business has to offer. You’ve beaten Tara before and none of the other women in this match can pose any credible challenge to you. Just know that if by some fluke I lose this match...I’ll still come for you and you will have to face me sooner rather than later...and on that day everyone in NCW will see that we are all just a credible as the men....”
I smile one last time and wink as the camera fades