As seems to be the theme

[Lance "The Icon" Ryan]

As seems to be the theme around here, my life pretty much has gone to **** overnight. I woke up to find out that I need to AGAIN find a new place in a couple months, my job has been unworkable of late, and I am going to be quite honest with all of you, I just dont feel like fighting anymore.
A lot of you dont really know me, Craig does, has for years...I havent been suicidal and havent had thoughts like that very frequently in the last couple years, but today they seem to be here with a passion. Im in debt, I was happy with how things were going and now the rug is pulled out from under me...I honestly just feel like quitting and throwing in the towel, let's be honest, I dont see a whole lot of point in trying anymore...there is no light at the end of my tunnel folks.

I dont usually post **** like this, I usually keep it all in, but it was tearing me up and I had to vent somewhere to ease some pain.

[Bannedingo]

lance, you helped me through my ****. your my bro. if you need anything or just need to talk i'll be there man.

[Adam]

Hey man I'm here for you if you need anything.

[Spike Kane]

Like these guys said, we're here for you.

I know it's not the best comfort, but I honestly can't think of anything else to say. If there's anyway I could help I gladly would.

[metallicamaniac]

Lance, I've known you for a while, but not as long as Craig has. If you need anybody to talk to, we're all here for you. Just keep your head up and fight through the hardships. A man isn't measured by the amount of adversity he face, it's the way you handle it. When the light at the end of the tunnel is a freight train, face it and say "I will not let you beat me." You can get your ass kicked but the main thing to realize is it is up to you whether you want to get back up and fight another day. I have faith in you, Lance you'll pull through. I've been in your position, I was recently robbed, cleared out. I was on top of the world. I had more money than I'd ever seen, then one day it was gone. I felt worthless and truly felt like dying. I went from having nothing, to having something to having nothing again. I didn't let it beat me because I used the same thought train I gave you just now.

[JackHammer]

Lance know how hard things can be. Sometimes life can throw you a very big and fast curve ball. You just got to do your best to catch it and keep on going in life no matter what. Like the others said I am here for you. We ALL are here for you bro. Through thick and thin we ALL will stand by each other and not let everything get us down and keep on pushing through this crap and let it make us a whole lot stronger.

[adm]

Honestly, I swear I'm the next one to go and get **** thrown at me. It just feels like that's what's gonna happen. But I agree with the rest of em, we're here if you need. I'm sure you probably would talk to Craig first, though, then trickle down the list. Whatever you need, I'm pretty sure we'll be here to offer a place to vent.

Maybe I should go knock on wood before anything terrible happens to me?

[msjsn3]

I said it a million time and I will say it another million time because it is true and worth saying it...We are like family here....if you need to talk let me know. Like everyone before me...keep your head up high...You will make it! The only way to not make it...is to give in! then you are defeated! I know you are better then that!

by the way....I don't think I have said we are like family here million time.....but it is true it is worth saying a million times

[Lance "The Icon" Ryan]

Thanks for the support guys, it was a rough day yesterday.
I am doing better now, had a chat with the room mate.
Thanks for being la familia for me.