Post by Adam Knite on Aug 11, 2010 13:19:26 GMT -6
"So long as I can breathe or I can see, so long lives your love which gives life to me."
- William Shakespeare
- William Shakespeare
I've been waiting for this moment, this time to finally put an end to all of this, to finally stop this madness, to stop all these silly games. Kelly loves me, she's only ever loved me. It's been proven time and time again that nothing can tear us apart. Steve did his best, he was almost there... luckily Kelly was smart enough to bring me back to reality, she didn't quit on me, she didn't stop believing in me and now, I won't question her in making this match. She deserves to be free of Steve, even if I can't be with her, she deserves to not be under his control, and if I have to risk being with her to get that for her... then I'll do it.
I will fight for Kelly, I will keep going until the very last breath leaves my lungs just because she is everything to me. She's my sun, she's my moon, she's the stars in the sky she's my universe and with her by my side I feel like I can do anything. I don't care what the odds are, I don't care what the match is, I don't care what Steve has planned.... I will not stop. I will not die.
For Kelly.... I can do this. For Kelly.... I will do this. With Kelly, I'm invincible, with Kelly.... I'm me. There's no more Adam, it's Adam and Kelly. She's a part of me, she's an extension of my being. I will not lose this match, I will not go gentle into that good night, I will stand up and I'll kill him if I have to, for her. No matter what, at the end of the day, she'll be mine, like she always was meant to be.
I'm not worried.
I'm not afraid.
I won't be.
I know I can win.
I know I will win.
You can't keep me from her.
I've already won.
The war is over.
Only the last battle remains.
For pride,
For honor,
For Kelly.
I won't lose.
You can't win.
I will stand.
You will fall.
For my wife.
For my daughters.
For my sister.
For my life.
I will leave you broken.
It's a battle you can't win, it's a fight you will not survive, you've given me everything you had to try and take my entire existence away from me. You've tried everything you could to drive a wedge between me and the ones I love, because you wanted what I had. You wanted to be me and now, it's your time to pay, retribution is at hand and I will not be denied. I will not be stopped until I see you suffer, until I see your eyes when you realize it was all for nothing. I will still have Kelly, I will sill have Ryleigh and I will still have the admiration of all these people, while you rot in the grave you dug. While they curse your name, I'll be living the life you wanted. Beautiful girl, beautiful daughter, wonderful sister, I'll have everything.... you'll be left with nothing.
This is what you wanted, it was the gamble you took when you threw all your chips into this one hand, you went all in and lost. You thought you had it won, you were confident that nothing could stop you, you were confident that Kelly would fall into your arms and scream out her love for you. You were wrong, now you're left with nothing. Grow your beard, wallow in your own self pity, cry, whine, whatever... I don't care. I don't feel sorry for you. Maybe I could have, maybe I would have since I know what it's like to be madly in love with her, but you took it too far. You're the one who crossed the line. You're the one who made this more than just about the love of a woman, you made this about you and I, you brought Ryleigh into this, you brought Zelda into this. I will not feel sorry for you when I see you writhing in pain, I will not feel sorry for you when I see you buried in your grave. Just remember Steve, it was your fault, when you're all....
Alone.
You've lost it all.
None of this.
Can ever be yours.
None of what I have,
The Wife, Daughter, Family.
Will be in your hands.
You fought...
and you lost.
Get over it.
You always think everything belongs to you, just because you want it, you always believe that you can just take or be handed everything you've ever wanted. It's always been that way, it's always been the truth. You're like a three year old child who cries and whines and throws that little temper tantrum when they don't get their way. Look at you now, walking around all depressed growing your little depression beard, it's oh so dark and mysterious of you, using the common cliché of letting yourself go because you don't care anymore without Kelly. Just freaking get over yourself already Steve. You don't look all heart broken and depressed, you don't look like somebody deserving of our pity and nobody is going to walk around going “oh poor Steve”. You did this to yourself. You are the one who caused this.
You could of walked away.
You could of ended this.
But you kept pushing.
You kept trying.
She told you she was mine.
She proved it once...
Then you tried harder.
She proved it twice.
And now your stuck in your delusions.
I gave you the chance.
To step back.
I gave you the chance to end this....
Now you'll pay,
And I'll end this mess.... my way,
By making you hurt.
Don't say I never gave you the chance Steve, I gave you every opportunity to just call this off, to just end these games. I gave you ample time to back away and you just kept coming, you just kept fighting for the lost cause. Kelly is mine, she's proven it to you... finally and now all you want to do is keep her away from me? Too bad, too damn bad. You won't tear us apart, you won't rip us away from each other. Our love will always bind us together, our love has always bound us kept us on each other's minds.
No matter what happened, no matter what came between us, we always knew we had the other there. We both made our mistakes, we both hurt each other, we've both done things we regret, but we always could come running back when we realized how dumb we were. You just got that first row seat for it Steve. I know you're hurting, I don't care. After everything you've done, there is no room for pity in my heart... only hatred, only fire burns... until I can rid my life of you, until I can erase that mistake.
When you're all alone.
She'll be with me.
When you're hurting.
She won't make it feel better.
When you're down...
She won't pick you up.
When you need support.
She won't be there.
When you need an ear.
She won't be listening.
When you need a shoulder to cry on.
She'll be in my arms.
It'll be fine Steve... you tried, it's just that you failed. It happens to everybody, it happens to men, you can't have everything. She loves me, she'll never love you. Is that what this is about? That you can't fathom how somebody would chose me... TWICE, over you? Like I've said.... get over it. She's mine forever now, we'll spend the rest of our lives in each others arms. Let me leave you with this quotes, maybe it'll open your eyes....
"To love and win is the best thing. To love and lose, the next best."
-William M. Thackeray
-William M. Thackeray
…. it's ok to be second best Steve, it's alright to walk away with the silver medal. After all, there can only be one Adam Knite... the only person that will ever have Kelly's heart.
Deal With It