Post by Zelda Knite on Nov 25, 2010 0:26:34 GMT -6
[Zelda lays on the bed with her head buried deep into a pillow, she’s hiding the sounds of her sobbing, she’s hiding her face from the world around her, trying to not let anybody see her in her moment of weakness. She’s taking fast breaths, trying to breathe but it’s not really working as she is just getting more and more upset by the second. She feels a warm hand pressed against her back, she knows it’s him but she can’t bring herself to look at him, not after what he’s been put through because of her.]
Kyle: Know something funny? I never knew you had a scar on your forehead.
[She lets out a small whimper of what we can figure is laughter through the muffled sounds coming from the pillow. She turns over and her face is wet with tears, she weakly looks at Kyle and tries to give him a smile but it’s pointless. She raises her bangs up with her left hand points to a small inch scar below her hair line above her left eye.]
Kyle: What happened?
Zelda: I got hit.... just like she implied.
Kyle: A punch did that?
Zelda: No.. falling down and hitting my head on the brick fireplace did.
Kyle: Are you serious? Couldn’t that of...
Zelda: Killed me? Yeah.. I wished it would have plenty of times.
[As if the memories are too much to think about now, she rolls over onto her side and faces away from her boyfriend. She takes a deep breath before closing her eyes. She begins to softly speak.]
Zelda: Am I really messed up like she says?
Kyle: no....
Zelda: Come on... look at me... Everything Kelly says about me is true.. I’m messed up. How do I love somebody else, when I can’t even love myself Kyle? Look what I’ve done to you just because... because I wanted to see you angry... just because I wanted to see you mad over me.. it made me feel special... like I was worth something. I’ll....
Kyle: Where is all of this coming from? I thought you didn’t care what Kelly had to say about you?
Zelda: That’s before she started this... I cca... can’t listen to all this talk about my dad, and bringing out these memories... for the public to hear and laugh at me over.
Kyle: Nobody would laugh at you over something like that...
Zelda: They already do! Everybody thinks it’s so funny, where I came from... they think it’s so damn hilarious what’s happened to me.... like when all the kids in school used to call me a clutz because I’d always have a new bruise or a new injury... nobody ever stood up for me then... they won’t now... not after I started this. She’s right Kyle... I didn’t have to do what I did, but I did anyway, because all I could see is that World title, now I have nothing....
[Kyle looks at her with sad eyes, she’s verbally beating herself up more than anybody else could. Kelly’s planted the seeds into her head, mind her question herself.... What could Kyle say that could cheer her up? He didn’t know.]
Kyle: Zel, you’re...
Zelda: Just call me Sidney... everybody else is. It's even all over the NCW website.
Kyle: Do you really want me to?
Zelda: Whatever, no sense fighting who I am.. there is no sense in fighting at all anymore.. she’s just going to try and break us up, she’s not going to stop, even if I beat her... she’s just going to keep spreading all of my personal life around on the Internet and to anybody who will listen and now I have to change my cell phone number!
Kyle: Zel.. Sid... whatever... what are you...?
Zelda: I give up.... I quit...
Kyle: Know something funny? I never knew you had a scar on your forehead.
[She lets out a small whimper of what we can figure is laughter through the muffled sounds coming from the pillow. She turns over and her face is wet with tears, she weakly looks at Kyle and tries to give him a smile but it’s pointless. She raises her bangs up with her left hand points to a small inch scar below her hair line above her left eye.]
Kyle: What happened?
Zelda: I got hit.... just like she implied.
Kyle: A punch did that?
Zelda: No.. falling down and hitting my head on the brick fireplace did.
Kyle: Are you serious? Couldn’t that of...
Zelda: Killed me? Yeah.. I wished it would have plenty of times.
[As if the memories are too much to think about now, she rolls over onto her side and faces away from her boyfriend. She takes a deep breath before closing her eyes. She begins to softly speak.]
Zelda: Am I really messed up like she says?
Kyle: no....
Zelda: Come on... look at me... Everything Kelly says about me is true.. I’m messed up. How do I love somebody else, when I can’t even love myself Kyle? Look what I’ve done to you just because... because I wanted to see you angry... just because I wanted to see you mad over me.. it made me feel special... like I was worth something. I’ll....
Kyle: Where is all of this coming from? I thought you didn’t care what Kelly had to say about you?
Zelda: That’s before she started this... I cca... can’t listen to all this talk about my dad, and bringing out these memories... for the public to hear and laugh at me over.
Kyle: Nobody would laugh at you over something like that...
Zelda: They already do! Everybody thinks it’s so funny, where I came from... they think it’s so damn hilarious what’s happened to me.... like when all the kids in school used to call me a clutz because I’d always have a new bruise or a new injury... nobody ever stood up for me then... they won’t now... not after I started this. She’s right Kyle... I didn’t have to do what I did, but I did anyway, because all I could see is that World title, now I have nothing....
[Kyle looks at her with sad eyes, she’s verbally beating herself up more than anybody else could. Kelly’s planted the seeds into her head, mind her question herself.... What could Kyle say that could cheer her up? He didn’t know.]
Kyle: Zel, you’re...
Zelda: Just call me Sidney... everybody else is. It's even all over the NCW website.
Kyle: Do you really want me to?
Zelda: Whatever, no sense fighting who I am.. there is no sense in fighting at all anymore.. she’s just going to try and break us up, she’s not going to stop, even if I beat her... she’s just going to keep spreading all of my personal life around on the Internet and to anybody who will listen and now I have to change my cell phone number!
Kyle: Zel.. Sid... whatever... what are you...?
Zelda: I give up.... I quit...