Post by Falcon on Mar 10, 2011 20:52:19 GMT -6
My mind is cursed. Sure, it works in ways most other men cannot even fathrom. I see things as a whole, not as they affect me, or as viewed from my own perspective. I see everything, how it affects me, you, the guy next door, reality in general. I can plan ahead, I can know how and why most anyone will do what they'll do in any given situation. I'm steps ahead most of the time, knowing several different actions you can take, and what to do in the event of any. This seems like a blessing.. It's not..
When it doesn't turn off..
My mind never rests. I don't know the blissful peace of being able to sit and enjoy a moment. I never have. It makes it harder to make friends, when you try to prevent them from making mistakes. They assume your pretentions, that you know it all. When all you have is their best interests at heart.
It makes relationships near impossible.
People call it meddling. People say I'm just trying to control everyone. But what would you do if you saw someone marching off a cliff, without even looking down? What if they fought you when you tried to stop them? Would you just give up? These are the laments I'm plagued with every day. I tell people what's going to happen, and when it doesn't agree with them, they get angry.. they fight me.. tell me to back off. And at least eighty percent of the time.
It happens precisely as I said it would.
I'm not a Saint, a God or a Prophet. I just try to help people. I watch people hurt, suffer... most of the time it's completely uneccessary. Most of the time I tried to help them, and they gave me the finger.
I always listened to others problems.. watched out for them..
But who was looking out for me?
And you wonder why the **** I'm bitter.
It's like you don't know me at all.
(The room was dark, the only light coming from the cracked door. Falcon had been pleasantly surprised to find this house had an addition that never turned into anything, and it fit his training equipment perfectly. The light was coming through the door, because someone had opened it. The voice was the same as that Mysterious Investor.)
Woman: And what would you be doing in here?
Falcon: Sulking in my misery...
Woman: Really?
Falcon: No.. but they're going to say I am anyway, what the hell does it matter?
Woman: You've become.. apathetic, lately.
Falcon: On the contrary, this is my angry face...
(The woman moved into the room, leaving the door open to reveal a sliver of light that lanced across her shoulder.)
Woman: Angry face? A complete lack of caring is your angry face?
Falcon: What do most men do when they're angry?
Woman: Scream.. Yell.. throw things.. break stuff..
Falcon: Because it's natural human instinct that when pressured, put on a show of strength and force.. most of it is complete garbage.. just puffing their chests out and beating on them like an over evolved monkey..
Woman: I see. And you?
Falcon: I'm different. If I'm yelling, I'm merely.. irritated.. it's when I'm not yelling..
Woman: ...What?
Falcon: You need to be afraid..
Woman: Should I fear for my hus.. I mean, Charlie?
Falcon: I don't know.. do you?
Woman: ...Maybe.. why.. do you have him so?
Falcon: Well...
Why do I hate Charlie Velez..? That's a complex question. The simplest of answers don't say enough, and most people won't listen to the elongated one. But hell.. this is my promo and if I wanna talk, I'm going to talk, and there's nothing you can do about it. Let's look at what Charlie has...
Money.. Success.. Fame.. A Business..
Most of us have that. Many have money, whether just physical assets like a house, cars, stocks, or a bank account of physical cash, or both. Most of us have title reigns, and worldwide fame. All of us actually have the business of selling ourselves, whether it's literal "name" like Andrew Jacobsen, or a stage name like Rob Diamond, or a symbolic status.. like Falcon or Maniac. But aside from a physical object like the World title, what does Charlie have I don't?
Nothing.
But what is Charlie that I am not?
Heartless.
Where is Charlie's heart? What does he fight for? Not honor, not dignity, not anybody else. You've seen it, he values the World title more than his wife. Then suddenly he thought she might be betraying him, and he gets all butthurt. All she wants is her husband back Charlie.. of course.. the man she thinks you are and the man you are.. two different people. Always have been.
Charlie Velez is the embodiment of the sin Pride. Even when he does something nice for someone else, it's just to point the finger at himself and say, See what I did. I accused him of being greedy, he pointed to the "charity" work his company does. Pride is the hardest sin to get rid of..
Even when it's selfless, it's still for self.
That's why I hate you Charlie. You're a pretentious, unfeeling human being. People like you aren't supposed to succeed. People like you aren't supposed to have it all. You take, and take, and take, sucking the life and happiness out of people, and leave nothing but dried up corpses. Well, here's my hate Charlie.. my life.. my legacy..
Take it..
If you can..
Woman: So, that's the jist of it then?
Falcon: Yep.
Woman: Are you.. saying what I think you're saying?
(Falcon shrugged in the dark.)
Falcon: Maybe.
Woman: You're willing to...
Falcon: Maybe.
Woman: Why?
Falcon: If I can't come through here, there may be nothing left for me.
Woman: Harsh..
Falcon: I'm the harshest on myself..
Woman: I see.. so what about Alex?
Falcon: Alex is just trying to grasp at what he walked away from. Trying to salvage his career because he's forgotten why he came here in the first place.
Kiss my ass you stupid little dickhole.
I don't have to stand aside for you
EVER.
Because I'm ****ing FALCON. A group of men, which does NOT include you, built the ground you're standing on. How many times have you just walked away, Alex? How many times has life in nCw gotten to hard that you needed to collect the pieces of your ego and glue them back together? How many times have you waltzed back in the door, expecting everyone to just welcome you back to the status you had? I never said you didn't earn anything. But don't walk back in the door of a company that has my blood in it's foundations and tell me to stand aside.
Because it's not happening.
You know the difference between me and Angel? Restraint. Angel is up front about the fact he'll kill you to get what he wants. If Angel wasn't threatened by me, he'd simply come after me. He'd end me like he'd try to do you. But he isn't. Why is that?
He says you're a mystery. He knows I'm a ****ing enigma wrapped in a riddle surrounded by a puzzle.
I know who I'm dealing with Alex Jones.
You don't have a ****ing clue in hell, who I am.
Why not just save us both the trouble and run home? Why not make a bunch of silly excuses about your nagging injuries or your depression and go home for a while. Funny, if you're so sure that I'm a failer and you could so easily beat me.. when I had the title.. where the **** where you?
Go ahead, I'll wait.
Easily could have come for me then. Easily could have come after Angel, or Gib, or Brad, or Phil, or Dave.. even DDK. But you didn't.. you sat back and waited for Charlie. You waited..
Until the title was around the waist of someone you could beat.
That's why you want me just to give up. That's why you want me to back off. I may have failed to beat Velez once.
At least I'm no coward.
Run along home Alex, I hear American Idol is back on TV.
Falcon..
It's a name I adopted long ago..
It meant that I was ascended..
There was something out there more important than Kyle Braddock.
Something you couldn't handle..
Something I couldn't handle..
The day that name doesn't mean anything..
Is the day I put it to rest.
Want to make that today?
Good luck.
When it doesn't turn off..
My mind never rests. I don't know the blissful peace of being able to sit and enjoy a moment. I never have. It makes it harder to make friends, when you try to prevent them from making mistakes. They assume your pretentions, that you know it all. When all you have is their best interests at heart.
It makes relationships near impossible.
People call it meddling. People say I'm just trying to control everyone. But what would you do if you saw someone marching off a cliff, without even looking down? What if they fought you when you tried to stop them? Would you just give up? These are the laments I'm plagued with every day. I tell people what's going to happen, and when it doesn't agree with them, they get angry.. they fight me.. tell me to back off. And at least eighty percent of the time.
It happens precisely as I said it would.
I'm not a Saint, a God or a Prophet. I just try to help people. I watch people hurt, suffer... most of the time it's completely uneccessary. Most of the time I tried to help them, and they gave me the finger.
I always listened to others problems.. watched out for them..
But who was looking out for me?
And you wonder why the **** I'm bitter.
It's like you don't know me at all.
The Serpent knows
When the Curtain falls
He greets another day
[/i][/center]When the Curtain falls
He greets another day
(The room was dark, the only light coming from the cracked door. Falcon had been pleasantly surprised to find this house had an addition that never turned into anything, and it fit his training equipment perfectly. The light was coming through the door, because someone had opened it. The voice was the same as that Mysterious Investor.)
Woman: And what would you be doing in here?
Falcon: Sulking in my misery...
Woman: Really?
Falcon: No.. but they're going to say I am anyway, what the hell does it matter?
Woman: You've become.. apathetic, lately.
Falcon: On the contrary, this is my angry face...
(The woman moved into the room, leaving the door open to reveal a sliver of light that lanced across her shoulder.)
Woman: Angry face? A complete lack of caring is your angry face?
Falcon: What do most men do when they're angry?
Woman: Scream.. Yell.. throw things.. break stuff..
Falcon: Because it's natural human instinct that when pressured, put on a show of strength and force.. most of it is complete garbage.. just puffing their chests out and beating on them like an over evolved monkey..
Woman: I see. And you?
Falcon: I'm different. If I'm yelling, I'm merely.. irritated.. it's when I'm not yelling..
Woman: ...What?
Falcon: You need to be afraid..
Woman: Should I fear for my hus.. I mean, Charlie?
Falcon: I don't know.. do you?
Woman: ...Maybe.. why.. do you have him so?
Falcon: Well...
I found secrets
About life's Undertow
Let them take me far away
[/center][/i]About life's Undertow
Let them take me far away
Why do I hate Charlie Velez..? That's a complex question. The simplest of answers don't say enough, and most people won't listen to the elongated one. But hell.. this is my promo and if I wanna talk, I'm going to talk, and there's nothing you can do about it. Let's look at what Charlie has...
Money.. Success.. Fame.. A Business..
Most of us have that. Many have money, whether just physical assets like a house, cars, stocks, or a bank account of physical cash, or both. Most of us have title reigns, and worldwide fame. All of us actually have the business of selling ourselves, whether it's literal "name" like Andrew Jacobsen, or a stage name like Rob Diamond, or a symbolic status.. like Falcon or Maniac. But aside from a physical object like the World title, what does Charlie have I don't?
Nothing.
But what is Charlie that I am not?
Heartless.
Where is Charlie's heart? What does he fight for? Not honor, not dignity, not anybody else. You've seen it, he values the World title more than his wife. Then suddenly he thought she might be betraying him, and he gets all butthurt. All she wants is her husband back Charlie.. of course.. the man she thinks you are and the man you are.. two different people. Always have been.
Charlie Velez is the embodiment of the sin Pride. Even when he does something nice for someone else, it's just to point the finger at himself and say, See what I did. I accused him of being greedy, he pointed to the "charity" work his company does. Pride is the hardest sin to get rid of..
Even when it's selfless, it's still for self.
That's why I hate you Charlie. You're a pretentious, unfeeling human being. People like you aren't supposed to succeed. People like you aren't supposed to have it all. You take, and take, and take, sucking the life and happiness out of people, and leave nothing but dried up corpses. Well, here's my hate Charlie.. my life.. my legacy..
Take it..
If you can..
Life's wrapped in a riddle
Easier said than done
Hate to play the victim
Rather run and hide
[/center][/i]Easier said than done
Hate to play the victim
Rather run and hide
Woman: So, that's the jist of it then?
Falcon: Yep.
Woman: Are you.. saying what I think you're saying?
(Falcon shrugged in the dark.)
Falcon: Maybe.
Woman: You're willing to...
Falcon: Maybe.
Woman: Why?
Falcon: If I can't come through here, there may be nothing left for me.
Woman: Harsh..
Falcon: I'm the harshest on myself..
Woman: I see.. so what about Alex?
Falcon: Alex is just trying to grasp at what he walked away from. Trying to salvage his career because he's forgotten why he came here in the first place.
Crawl back in place
It's easier to cope behind the curtain
Wipe the worries away
No thought about consequence
[/i]It's easier to cope behind the curtain
Wipe the worries away
No thought about consequence
Kiss my ass you stupid little dickhole.
I don't have to stand aside for you
EVER.
Because I'm ****ing FALCON. A group of men, which does NOT include you, built the ground you're standing on. How many times have you just walked away, Alex? How many times has life in nCw gotten to hard that you needed to collect the pieces of your ego and glue them back together? How many times have you waltzed back in the door, expecting everyone to just welcome you back to the status you had? I never said you didn't earn anything. But don't walk back in the door of a company that has my blood in it's foundations and tell me to stand aside.
Because it's not happening.
You know the difference between me and Angel? Restraint. Angel is up front about the fact he'll kill you to get what he wants. If Angel wasn't threatened by me, he'd simply come after me. He'd end me like he'd try to do you. But he isn't. Why is that?
He says you're a mystery. He knows I'm a ****ing enigma wrapped in a riddle surrounded by a puzzle.
I know who I'm dealing with Alex Jones.
You don't have a ****ing clue in hell, who I am.
Why not just save us both the trouble and run home? Why not make a bunch of silly excuses about your nagging injuries or your depression and go home for a while. Funny, if you're so sure that I'm a failer and you could so easily beat me.. when I had the title.. where the **** where you?
Go ahead, I'll wait.
Easily could have come for me then. Easily could have come after Angel, or Gib, or Brad, or Phil, or Dave.. even DDK. But you didn't.. you sat back and waited for Charlie. You waited..
Until the title was around the waist of someone you could beat.
That's why you want me just to give up. That's why you want me to back off. I may have failed to beat Velez once.
At least I'm no coward.
Run along home Alex, I hear American Idol is back on TV.
Don't believe the mask
It adapts to any lie
A perfect ten
When reality caves in
[/center][/i]It adapts to any lie
A perfect ten
When reality caves in
Falcon..
It's a name I adopted long ago..
It meant that I was ascended..
There was something out there more important than Kyle Braddock.
Something you couldn't handle..
Something I couldn't handle..
The day that name doesn't mean anything..
Is the day I put it to rest.
Want to make that today?
Good luck.
Don't tell me
Tell my Ghost
Cause I blame him
For all I don't want to know
[/center][/i]Tell my Ghost
Cause I blame him
For all I don't want to know