Post by Steph Sanderson on Mar 11, 2011 15:42:42 GMT -6
Sometimes I just don’t know what I am going to do with myself. It’s been what a good two months since battling against Trish Newborn for the nCw Women’s Championship and in that matter of time the company hasn’t really been booking me. Seriously I don’t know where I went wrong with my wrestling career. In that match with Trish it really could have gone any way but somehow Trish managed to lock me in her No Regret finisher. I searched and searched for the ropes but they were nowhere in sight.
I felt like quitting…
I felt like tapping….
I felt like telling the whole world that this princess has had enough of her royal beat down and was ready to give up on her quest to become a queen but I didn’t. Something inside of me kept me pushing forward and I refused to give Trish the satisfaction of hearing me scream for her to let go. I could have been in that position for an eternity. Trish could have broken both of my legs and it still wouldn’t of mattered I was there to fight to the end.
The referee however didn’t see things in the same way. He decided it was best to ring the bell and I would receive my first loss in this company. A perfect 4-0 record ruined because the referee decided to be a total pansy and ring the bell because he was concerned about my health.
Should I be upset?
You damn right I am, I had that title in the grasps of my hands and I could taste the victory. Now I have to sit and think to myself about the possibility of what ifs but that’s stupid because there isn’t anything I can do to change the past.
I was pissed…
I was furious…
So the company books me against Portia Roberts and despite all her talking and her love for dice clacking I made her ass tap in the ring. In my eyes I am now officially 5-0-1. I am still undefeated as I have yet to be pinned or submitted. After that controversial finish do you think the company would do the right thing and actually book me against Trish for a second go around?
Of course not, that honor had to go to the likes of Crystal and Roxxxie, and I was forced to sit on the sidelines.
Well I am pissed and I need to take my frustrations out on someone. Well what do you know the company finally got their heads out of their ass and they booked me.
Wow….. It’s against the official nCw whipping post and it’s on wired no less…. Yeah it’s time to release some built up anger and that person will be Portia…
I felt like quitting…
I felt like tapping….
I felt like telling the whole world that this princess has had enough of her royal beat down and was ready to give up on her quest to become a queen but I didn’t. Something inside of me kept me pushing forward and I refused to give Trish the satisfaction of hearing me scream for her to let go. I could have been in that position for an eternity. Trish could have broken both of my legs and it still wouldn’t of mattered I was there to fight to the end.
The referee however didn’t see things in the same way. He decided it was best to ring the bell and I would receive my first loss in this company. A perfect 4-0 record ruined because the referee decided to be a total pansy and ring the bell because he was concerned about my health.
Should I be upset?
You damn right I am, I had that title in the grasps of my hands and I could taste the victory. Now I have to sit and think to myself about the possibility of what ifs but that’s stupid because there isn’t anything I can do to change the past.
I was pissed…
I was furious…
So the company books me against Portia Roberts and despite all her talking and her love for dice clacking I made her ass tap in the ring. In my eyes I am now officially 5-0-1. I am still undefeated as I have yet to be pinned or submitted. After that controversial finish do you think the company would do the right thing and actually book me against Trish for a second go around?
Of course not, that honor had to go to the likes of Crystal and Roxxxie, and I was forced to sit on the sidelines.
Well I am pissed and I need to take my frustrations out on someone. Well what do you know the company finally got their heads out of their ass and they booked me.
Wow….. It’s against the official nCw whipping post and it’s on wired no less…. Yeah it’s time to release some built up anger and that person will be Portia…
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Our scene opens up and this time we are taken to the wrestling school of Christian Gardner in Brooklyn New York, the Phoenix Wrestling Academy. Inside we are able to see Stephanie standing inside of a wrestling ring and she seems to be sparring with one of the students. Stephanie has her opponent locked in her finishing Sully Stretch. Her arms are around the neck of the up and coming student and the student frantically begins to tap out on the mat. Stephanie however refuses to let go as she keeps it applied not really caring about the concern of the young student. Kimberly Aries, Stephanie’s best friend quickly picks Stephanie up and yanks her away from the student. Kimberly is furious as she bends down to check on the well being of the student. She looks up staring daggers into Stephanie’s eyes as she speaks to her.
Kimberly: “What the hell do you think you are doing doll face, you could have hurt a student like that. What the hell is your problem?”
Stephanie just rolls her eyes as she looks back at Kimberly crossing her arms in frustration.
Stephanie: “Does it look like I give a damn Kimberly? You want to know what my problem is? I am just sick and tired of the way that I am being over looked in this company. I tried to do the right thing, I tried to work my butt off scratching and clawing my way through the competition just to make a name for myself, and what do I get for all of my trouble? I get placed on the sidelines and actually have to watch Roxxxie become a World Champion. It really is a joke. “
Stephanie’s expression gets even more angrier as she continues to vent to her best friend.
Stephanie: “I shouldn’t be here helping with the school, I should be out there wrestling for the biggest prize of them all. No I am stuck wrestling on wired, it’s such a joke. I bet if I picked up on dancing again I would be getting the attention I deserve, Who cares if it’s all for the wrong reasons.”
Kimberly gets up and she just shakes her head laughing back at Stephanie.
Kimberly: “Listen Doll you need to chill out and I swear to God if I see you dancing again I will personally put you in a wheel chair. I know things don’t seem to be going too good for you but that doesn’t mean you can go around hurting all my students. Because if you hurt them too much I will be forced to hurt you in return and that’s something we both don’t want. So my suggestion for you is that you need to think this through.”
Stephanie’s eyes open wide up as she looks back at Kimberly.
Stephanie: “What do you mean think this through? I really don’t understand where you are coming from Kimberly. Please explain yourself.”
Kimberly sighs as she stands up and stands face to face with Stephanie. She looks deeply into her eyes and begins to share her heart with her.
Kimberly: “What I am trying to say is that you just need to relax a bit. So what in your eyes you feel like you deserve much more than they are giving you credit for. That’s cool but instead of complaining why don’t you just go out to the ring on Sunday and show the world why you should perhaps have another go at the championship. Make an example out of Portia. You feel me doll?”
Stephanie slowly nods her head in agreement as she replies back to Kimberly.
Stephanie: “I think I do… I just feel bad for Portia. She is going to get beat down in the same way that I do when you bully me…”
Kimberly: “Ohhhh that’s going to be painful. Come on why don’t we wrap things up here at the school and I will take you to lunch. I think you did enough training for the day.”
Stephanie smiles in return, and finally she helps the student back up to her feet shaking her hands in the process. Stephanie and Kimberly just continue to mentor the wrestling hopefuls and it is on this image that we slowly fade out on.
So Kimberly tells me that I need to make an example out of Portia. Well I don’t have any problem doing any of the sort the last time we met I believe I made her ass tap out in the middle of the ring. I enjoyed hearing her scream so much. I know what all of you are thinking I used to be this sweetheart who gave it my all to win match after match but apparently it didn’t get me anywhere. I promised to my little son Tyler that his mother would become something in this business and so far I have.
I have beaten everyone thrown in my way and as of right now I am currently undefeated in singles matches, and on top of that I have never been pinned or submitted. I won’t even count that fluke of a win for Trish at Time To Riot because the referee called the match and I could have gone on for hours. Yet what credit do I receive for all the hard work that I put into this company?
Nothing…
Not a single damn thing. I guess another reason for this mean streak that has slowly been building inside of me is because of the influence from my best friend Kimberly Aries. Kimberly has been by my side since I was nothing more than a tease dancing my way to success. She saw something inside of me and she doesn’t want me to go back to those times of just using my assets to get far in the business. I know I can go real far I just need to continue to work hard and keep focused at the task at hand.
So Portia at Cross Roads, you do know that means it’s going to start with you right? I have so much to prove but at the same time I know I already have. I already beat your ass so there isn’t anything that will stop me from doing it again. You see you may very well be the student of Xavier Williams. The Xavier Williams who had a lame ass one month reign as the nCw World Champion. Me on the other hand am the proud protégé of the latest nCw sensation the Honor Champion Christian Gardner.
If there is one thing that Christian taught me, it’s to go out there and have the heart of a phoenix. In case you are wondering what a phoenix is I will gladly share it with you. It is a bird who has a flaming spirit. When it is about to die it builds itself a nest of twigs, and that nest ignites burning everything to ashes. From the ashes arises a new flaming spirit and it is an endless cycle that repeats itself.
Portia at Cross Roads you will see that this bird refuses to die and at any moment her spirit will ignite into something great. At the Pay Per View she will in fact arise from the ashes of her past and it’s going to start with you.
I hope you are ready because just like before your ass will
TAP OUT!!!!!!
I have beaten everyone thrown in my way and as of right now I am currently undefeated in singles matches, and on top of that I have never been pinned or submitted. I won’t even count that fluke of a win for Trish at Time To Riot because the referee called the match and I could have gone on for hours. Yet what credit do I receive for all the hard work that I put into this company?
Nothing…
Not a single damn thing. I guess another reason for this mean streak that has slowly been building inside of me is because of the influence from my best friend Kimberly Aries. Kimberly has been by my side since I was nothing more than a tease dancing my way to success. She saw something inside of me and she doesn’t want me to go back to those times of just using my assets to get far in the business. I know I can go real far I just need to continue to work hard and keep focused at the task at hand.
So Portia at Cross Roads, you do know that means it’s going to start with you right? I have so much to prove but at the same time I know I already have. I already beat your ass so there isn’t anything that will stop me from doing it again. You see you may very well be the student of Xavier Williams. The Xavier Williams who had a lame ass one month reign as the nCw World Champion. Me on the other hand am the proud protégé of the latest nCw sensation the Honor Champion Christian Gardner.
If there is one thing that Christian taught me, it’s to go out there and have the heart of a phoenix. In case you are wondering what a phoenix is I will gladly share it with you. It is a bird who has a flaming spirit. When it is about to die it builds itself a nest of twigs, and that nest ignites burning everything to ashes. From the ashes arises a new flaming spirit and it is an endless cycle that repeats itself.
Portia at Cross Roads you will see that this bird refuses to die and at any moment her spirit will ignite into something great. At the Pay Per View she will in fact arise from the ashes of her past and it’s going to start with you.
I hope you are ready because just like before your ass will
TAP OUT!!!!!!