Post by Crystal Williams on Jun 23, 2011 10:38:15 GMT -6
So here I stand walking into perhaps the biggest match of my career. We are just a few days away from the Reborn Pay Per View and I finally have a chance at obtaining gold once again. Not only will I have the chance at wrestling for the biggest prize of them all that a woman can win but I have to win the belt by going through my best friend Zelda Knite.
I know beating Zelda is going to be no easy feat but after all when you are Crystal Hilton you should be cocky, selfish, and arrogant every step of the way right? I should be thrilled that I will finally be centered stage and the cameras are all on me to see if I can step up and rise to the occasion.
This is my true chance at super stardom and this is my chance to shine…
I know I should be feeling excited to perhaps have a crack at winning the Starlets World Championship but for some reason I am not feeling it. I am not that excited at all. It just doesn’t make sense to me. This isn’t how Crystal would act. I am not going to lie the last couple of months have perhaps been the best times in my life. It has been times of fun and I was happy to cherish the time that I have been having with my best friend Zelda but things didn’t go that smoothly and everything came crashing down upon us in one fell swoop. Everyone has been nothing but jealous at who Zelda is and in the midst who was at her side backing her up every step of the way?
It was me!
When the critics were going off on their I hate Zelda routine how she is a cocky immature little brat I was there to tell them to go **** themselves yet for some reason it goes unappreciated. I saw that you were starting to change the person who you were because you were obsessed into having a baby. I know I didn’t approve of it because we were Starlet Tag Champions and I thought that if you were pregnant that would mean that you would leave my side.
I know I went to Alysson and I even talked to Steve about it questioning them if they could see how much you were changing but neither of them could see my logic and they all thought I was thinking too much of things.
That’s when it finally hit me…
This whole time you weren’t the one that was changing….. oh no it’s I who changed…
Crystal and Steve are shown in a gym somewhere in their beloved Detroit Michigan. The two of them are sparring in a wrestling in a rundown gym that they have all to themselves. Steve is vicious as he grabs a hold of Crystal and slings her against the ropes, Crystal bounces off of them and when she runs back Steve goes for a clothesline that could have easily been dodged but of course Crystal doesn’t dodge it and she is sent to the mat with a vicious clothesline. Steve sighs in pure frustration as he stares down at Crystal shaking his head at her. The Ebony Latina beauty slowly rises to her feet uses the ropes to help her up and she doesn’t say a word as she just looks over at Steve holding her neck in pain. Steve begins to rip her out.
Steve: “Crystal what the hell is your problem? You damn well know you could have easily dodged that clothesline attempt. What the hell is wrong with you?”
Crystal doesn’t really say anything as she shakes her head back at Steve. She shrugs her shoulders as she does everything in her power to avoid eye contact. She can only mutter the three words that instantly come to her mind when she doesn’t know how to answer a question.
Crystal: “I don’t know…”
That is one answer that Steve didn’t want to hear, he shakes his head in utter disgust as he gets right in her face. He is clearly in her personal space as he raises his voice at her.
Steve: “What do you mean you don’t know? Come on Crystal, I thought you were supposed to be this bad ass chick who thought she was perfect. After all you’re the self proclaimed Reflection of Perfection but what I see in front of me is nothing close to being perfect. I see a failure and I swear Crystal if you don’t get your **** together and you cost me a World……”
That isn’t what Crystal wanted to hear. She quickly pushes Steve as hard as she can and she just looks up into his eyes as she lets him have it.
Crystal: “Is that what this is about? The Face of the Franchise worrying about if his girlfriend is going to ruin his chance at becoming a World Champion? Instead of understanding what I am going through you want to make this all about you and what you want? I honestly don’t know why you and Rob can’t have a simple match without any drama may the best man win and go home but yet that isn’t the case. Both of you are inconsiderate and even last week both of you have your heads up your own asses and you couldn’t even agree to put the other’s girlfriend down. Whatever happened to the four of us being best friends? Whatever happened to us being on the same side? Now that’s gone and all you have your mind on is winning a World Championship. I know it sounds weird hearing me say it but while championships may come and go, your friends should be there for a lifetime. Especially your BFF, so do you understand where I am coming from Steve?
Steve thinks about it for a few moments but he doesn’t take in anything that she has said to him, instead he just shakes his head as he replies with the one thing that is on his mind.
Steve: “Yeah but you don’t understand it Crystal. I busted my ass earning this World Championship opportunity and how do you think it feels to get my title shot in my match when I have to team up with the weak link in the match…”
Crystal just shakes her head crossing her arms as she glances back into the eyes of Steve. She sighs as she replies back to him.
Crystal: “Excuse me did you just call me a weak link?”
Steve nods his head in agreement as he once again gets right in Crystal’s face letting her have what’s on his mind.
Steve: “You heard what I said. Let’s just face it Rob is a well established World Champion gets to team up with the only Triple Crown Starlet’s champion in the history of the company. Let me rephrase that Rob gets to team up with the best woman to ever step foot in an nCw ring. I on the other hand am forced to team up with a woman whose only real accomplishment is being carried by Zelda to tag team success, and of course being my girlfriend. So since I am teaming up with luggage there are two things that I can do to fix the problem. One would be making the weak link as tough as possible or two picking up the slack for that luggage. I rather go with option one so just step it up so we can win these World Championships. I know you want to be the power couple in the wrestling world. Just think about the magazine covers, the photo shoots, the constant cameras on us. This is what we live and die for. Don’t be upset though because at least I think you are a sexy piece of luggage with a nice ass…”
Crystal begins to cry at this point. Slow tears are streaming down her face and hitting the ground below. She takes a long deep breath as she gazes right back at Steve trying her best to cover up the fact that she is getting emotional but she is failing at that.
Crystal: “So luggage? That’s what you think I am? You really don’t think you can win the World Championship with me by your side? You really think that I am going to be the cause for your lost. Well you know what Steve as far as I am concerned you can go **** yourself, and you can go win the World Championship by yourself because I want no part of it…. This is bull**** that my own boyfriend doesn’t even believe in me…”
Crystal goes to walk out of the ring but Steve quickly grabs her by the arm and pulls her back into the ring. He screams at her as he replies back to her.
Steve: “Hey don’t you turn your back when we are in the middle of a conversation. Look at me when I am talking to you damn it…”
Crystal: “LET ME GO, DON’T TOUCH ME!”
With that being said Crystal breaks free and she goes to slap Steve but she doesn’t. Instead she goes to break down and cry as she leans against the ropes staring back at Steve. She takes a long deep breath as she replies back to him.
Crystal: “What is wrong with you….Todd would never put his hands on me….”
Crystal at this point hurries out of the ring, and she runs out of the door. Steve however is left in the middle of the ring hurt over everything that went down. He sighs as he speaks out loud to himself.
Steve: “That’s not how I envisioned everything going….”
It really is funny to me that not even my own boyfriend believes in me but I guess he does have a point. As far as statistics go I am the weak link in this match. I mean what have I done to show that I am worthy of being in this match with the likes of Steve Awesome, Rob Diamond, and Zelda Knite?
Nothing….
You have Rob Diamond the man who defeated Falcon, who won the main event at the biggest event of the year and now stands before you ready to defend the one thing that means the most to him besides Zelda of course. On the same side you have Zelda Knite the woman epitomizes the meaning of Women’s wrestling. What Zelda achieved by the age of 19 some people don’t even achieve in a lifetime. It really is quite stunning if you ask me and on top of that she actually won Wrestler of the year last year beating out some big names. Also in this match you have the one and only Steve Awesome. The man who finally got over the hurdle that is Trent Helms, the man who is dubbed as the Face of the Franchise, the man who is in the Hall of Fame and now has the chance to redeem himself by becoming World Champion once again.
Last but not least in the middle of this you have Crystal Hilton. The woman who talks to mirrors, the woman who in fact was the first ever Starlets Tag Team Champion but I did that with Zelda, and I am the woman known about preaching about perfection and being this superficial bitch. On paper I really haven’t done anything that is too worthy of being in a match with these three legends in the making. I haven’t done anything that is of greatness to earn my spot in a main event in a Pay Per View. I have done literally nothing…
It’s weird that I can sit here and actually admit all of my shortcomings and faults to all of you because that just doesn’t sound like the Crystal Hilton we know. This brings me back to my point that it wasn’t Zelda who changing but all along it was I who was changing.
A few months ago I would have been all over this **** and said stuff telling you that I am not a weak link and would have showed the world that it is all lies, I would have been excited to compete for the Starlets World Championship, and I would have done anything in my power to make sure I received that shot. I don’t care if it meant tapping into my daughter’s college fund and emptying the whole account to buy my way into a title match I would have done it because I truly was a bitch, but since Zelda has been all happy about marriage I started to change as well. I started to realize that as much as I preach about perfection I am not perfect, not in a long shot. If I truly was perfect my friendship wouldn’t be in the shambles that it is in. I should have been supporting Zelda but the selfishness in me didn’t want to see her leave. The selfishness in me wanted EMF to run for as long as it could and yet I even ****ed that up because now EMF is no more, and I have a best friend who has her sights on me.
I am not going to lie Zelda this has affected me in ways that you cannot even fathom. I mean because of you and the recent events I can’t even bring myself to bring an alcoholic drink to my lips because it just doesn’t taste the same, and I can’t even bring myself to talk to a mirror because it just doesn’t feel the same, and the reflection that I am staring at doesn’t even look the same… because right now the only thing that is going on in my head is that I messed up and lost my friend….
My best friend…….
Let me rephrase that….I lost the woman who I considered to be my sister, and I am longing to get back the thing I lost…
We are now in Steve Awesome’s house and to be more precise we are in his bedroom. No nothing sexy is going on but we can see Crystal Hilton sitting down at the edge of the bed. She is clad in her EMF black sleeveless hooded sweat shirt. She stands up and walks over to the mirror to take a gaze at the shirt. This must be the first time that she isn’t talking to the mirror. She just sighs as she looks at the bright yellow writing on the shirt that reads Glamour, and Glitz. She turns around in the middle and loves seeing the word Gaming on the back which is below the heart that has Every Man’s Fantasy written in bright bold yellow glittery writing. As she stares at herself, a knock can be heard from the door, and Crystal just sits down on the bed not even acknowledging it.
Steve: “Crystal open the door we need to talk…. Please open this door….”
Crystal however is speechless as she refuses to answer back. Instead she just sits there silently not even answering back to Steve.
Steve: “Listen Crystal…..Christina…..I know I said some hurtful things at the gym and you have to understand that it wasn’t me that was saying it but it was my competitive side. You know I respect you a lot and the things that you do. Why don’t you open this door so we could talk things out, I know you don’t want to fight with each other, and I don’t want that either. Let’s just talk babe…”
Crystal finally decides to rise up from the bed and that’s when she walks over to the door. She unlocks it and she sees Steve standing there. Crystal didn’t know what to do or what to feel, but she begins to cry some more. Steve holds her and embraces her into a tight hug as she looks up into his eyes and replies back to her.
Crystal: “Steve why do we have to fight each other? Why do you and Rob have to be at each other’s throats? Why are things going so bad between Zelda and I. Why can’t we go back to the way things were being friends with each other, and enjoying everyone’s company, why did things have to come down to the way that they are?”
Steve shakes his head as he really doesn’t have an idea but a piece of him knows that he should reply back in the way that would soothe Crystal’s issues. He sighs as he reaches out to his girlfriend.
Steve: “I honestly don’t know why Crystal? Maybe it’s because while the four of us are friends we all have the same passion to be the best in the business so now the four of us are all competing for the same thing and at the end of the day only two of us can walk out with that dream and the prize of knowing that we are the best. I agree with you that we should be able to work things out and regardless of result focus on being friends but that’s just the nature of the game. You think I want to go out there and beat my best friend at the sake of being the best in the business? No I would have rather it been Xander but I cannot change the past and things are the way that they are. Things happen for a reason and we might as well deal with. I know the same could be said for you and Zelda. Just hear me out for a second. How would you feel if things were reversed? How would you feel if you were having problems with the company and you decided to leave for a bit because the company wouldn’t meet your demands but here comes Zelda just taking away the thing you worked hard for as if it was a hand me down. You would feel bad wouldn’t you?
Crystal looks back at Steve, and she nods her head in agreement as she replies back to him.
Crystal: “I would be livid… and questioning how my friend could betray me like that…. How could she just take my title and make it hers without giving the company a chance to sign me again. It would like look like she wanted me gone this whole time….”
Steve nods his head in agreement as he looks down into Crystal’s beautiful brown eyes.
Steve: “See that’s exactly my point…That’s what Zelda is going through right now….While you may think you were doing the right thing she just doesn’t see things in the same way that you do and she won’t. I know Rob and I are just acting the way that we are because of how the cards have been dealt to us and this goes back to us kicking each other in the nuts a few weeks back. Instead of fighting that your best friend betrayed you, you just need to come to realization with it. If problems didn’t arise between the two of us and the two of them now I am sure it would have happened down the road over the same exact thing. So let’s just go out there and deal with it so that our friendship can emerge even stronger. So you know what that means Crystal? That means I need you to be focused, that means I need you at your very best and I need nothing less than perfection…Can you at least do that for me?”
Steve says as he looks right into Crystal’s eyes. Crystal takes a long deep breath as she slowly nods her head in agreement and replies back to him.
Crystal: “I won’t let you down Steve….I promise I won’t…..”
Steve smirks as he hugs Crystal tightly. He can’t help but reply back to her.
Steve: “Good…..Because that’s all I ever wanted from you…..Regardless whether we win or lose, if we lose and you were out there giving everything that you had in your body plus more there is nothing for me to be ashamed of. Because at the end of the day as long as you did everything in your power to try to win that’s all that matters…”
Crystal looks at Steve and slowly backs away from him…. She sits down at the edge of the bed and replies back to him.
Crystal: “Steve….”
Steve: “Yes babe?”
Crystal: “Listen….I just want to say sorry for what I said at gym I really didn’t mean to fight and argue with you….”
Steve: “Don’t worry about it Crystal things happen….”
Crystal: “You sure?”
Steve: “Of course…”
Steve is just smiling at Crystal, and Crystal doesn’t know why he is smiling as she just looks back at him. She seems confused as she replies back to him.
Crystal: “Ummm Steve….Why are you smiling? You shouldn’t be smiling after our first fight…”
Steve: “Why shouldn’t I? You know what our first fight means?”
Crystal: “What’s that?”
Steve: “First Make up Sex session! Let’s do it babe…”
At this point Steve tackles Crystal to the bed, she is giggling and just like from the scene at the gym it is a tackle that she could have easily dodged. Yet I don’t think she wanted to dodge this tackle. Steve smirks as he throws the hooded sweat shirt to the side as well as a pair of Crystal’s panties, he smirks as he places his hand in front of the camera pie facing it and smirking as his voice can be heard on the camera.
Steve: “Sorry no paparazzi for this scene…”
With that moans can be heard and it is on this image that we fade out on.
Zelda I truly feel that the more we fight is the more that I am losing someone who is very close to my heart. I guess the reason that I am getting so worked up and emotional over all of this is due to the fact that I consider you to be my sister. It wasn’t even for me growing up being dumped on my aunt’s doorstep because I wasn’t wanted by my own mother. My father was nowhere to be found and I ended up being adopted by my Aunt who I look nothing like. All my life I was ridiculed for being different and my siblings didn’t even want anything to do with me. So to counter anything that might have hurt me I decided to act like I was perfect but the truth is I never was. I made a lot of mistakes in my life and as much as I vowed to not be like my biological mother I can’ stop to think that I am walking in the same path or perhaps even a worse one. I don’t even have the strength to take care of my own daughter and Todd is home playing the role of both parents. I rather drink and party up doing things for myself but hanging out with you slowly started to change that mentality.
Granted you are underage and I could have snuck you a drink but you denied every single offer, and even Kelly doesn’t drink as well. The both of you are rubbing off me and you are like the sisters that I never had. Kelly being that strong mother that I am longing to be for Brittany and you especially being that overachiever who just goes out there and achieves the things you want most in life, you are pretty much a go getter.
Those are characteristics that I strive for and I have yet to prove that I have any of them but I am trying. I am trying hard to be a better person, and I am trying my best to be a best friend to you or should I say more like a sister.
When things weren’t going well with you I thought I could be the person to light a spark within you but it just seems to have backfired on me. I wanted to take a stand and represent you, going out there with your championship sending the message to the world that I want my best friend to be happy but you didn’t take too kindly to that. Instead you came into the ring and you laid my ass out. As if that wasn’t enough the two of us were just beating the hell out of each other and for what purpose? Due to the fact that you think I was trying to steal your spotlight as being the best in this company?
Together you and I are Every Man’s Fantasy but on Collision we were Every Locker Room’s Fantasy because everyone and their mother in the locker room wanted to see us at each other’s throats and now they are getting their wish as the two of us just focus on taking the other out. That’s not what I wanted and it nowhere close to it.
You really think I want your Starlet World Championship? No I don’t that’s not what I am about. On the outside it may appear like I am a superficial bitch and that’s the only thing on my agenda but I am not that same selfish bitch anymore. I value our friendship and that’s why I am telling you that the championship can go to hell.
If I could call this whole thing off for the sake of keeping our friendship intact then so be it, but I will be damn if I lose the person I consider to be my sister. I am not having it. Especially not over a material thing
To you this is probably just yet another match, and you probably think that I am yet another woman who wants to chase after the legend that is Zelda but that’s not what this is about at all.
You are the best in the business, you are the one that everyone strives to be hell you are the very measuring stick that people use to measure when it comes to measuring Women’s wrestling in this company. That is you and I won’t even dare try to touch that legend because that’s who you are and I don’t want to take away from you.
At the end of the day I support everything that you have done. You have taught me to be a better person, you have taught me that there are people who support me and instead of being a bitch to them I can at least respect them. Yet everything that you taught me you are doing the complete opposite and you are acting like this egotistical bitch who thinks she is the best thing since sliced bread.
If that’s what it comes down to then so be it. I will be forced to take down the most under rated over achiever in the history of Women’s Wrestling. Why you might ask? It’s simple because I need too.
When we step into that ring I know the Rose Buds are going to be behind me, I know that Steve believes in me. There are so many people believing in me how could I fail?
What you fail to realize Zelda is that Fantasies are mere dreams, and dreams are something that isn’t reality. This is not a video game where you can pause, save, or come back to pick it up and play another time. This is all in real time and I am ready to deal with reality.
This Sunday you will see for yourself that this Rose refuses to wither away, this rose will be Reborn and she will blossom into something never seen before. So I hope you are ready for it. So go ahead and do your worst to me and I will just bring my best. I refuse to lose with a friendship on the line, and win lose or draw you will see that the power of friendship triumphs over all…
I will see you at Reborn….
I know beating Zelda is going to be no easy feat but after all when you are Crystal Hilton you should be cocky, selfish, and arrogant every step of the way right? I should be thrilled that I will finally be centered stage and the cameras are all on me to see if I can step up and rise to the occasion.
This is my true chance at super stardom and this is my chance to shine…
I know I should be feeling excited to perhaps have a crack at winning the Starlets World Championship but for some reason I am not feeling it. I am not that excited at all. It just doesn’t make sense to me. This isn’t how Crystal would act. I am not going to lie the last couple of months have perhaps been the best times in my life. It has been times of fun and I was happy to cherish the time that I have been having with my best friend Zelda but things didn’t go that smoothly and everything came crashing down upon us in one fell swoop. Everyone has been nothing but jealous at who Zelda is and in the midst who was at her side backing her up every step of the way?
It was me!
When the critics were going off on their I hate Zelda routine how she is a cocky immature little brat I was there to tell them to go **** themselves yet for some reason it goes unappreciated. I saw that you were starting to change the person who you were because you were obsessed into having a baby. I know I didn’t approve of it because we were Starlet Tag Champions and I thought that if you were pregnant that would mean that you would leave my side.
I know I went to Alysson and I even talked to Steve about it questioning them if they could see how much you were changing but neither of them could see my logic and they all thought I was thinking too much of things.
That’s when it finally hit me…
This whole time you weren’t the one that was changing….. oh no it’s I who changed…
Crystal and Steve are shown in a gym somewhere in their beloved Detroit Michigan. The two of them are sparring in a wrestling in a rundown gym that they have all to themselves. Steve is vicious as he grabs a hold of Crystal and slings her against the ropes, Crystal bounces off of them and when she runs back Steve goes for a clothesline that could have easily been dodged but of course Crystal doesn’t dodge it and she is sent to the mat with a vicious clothesline. Steve sighs in pure frustration as he stares down at Crystal shaking his head at her. The Ebony Latina beauty slowly rises to her feet uses the ropes to help her up and she doesn’t say a word as she just looks over at Steve holding her neck in pain. Steve begins to rip her out.
Steve: “Crystal what the hell is your problem? You damn well know you could have easily dodged that clothesline attempt. What the hell is wrong with you?”
Crystal doesn’t really say anything as she shakes her head back at Steve. She shrugs her shoulders as she does everything in her power to avoid eye contact. She can only mutter the three words that instantly come to her mind when she doesn’t know how to answer a question.
Crystal: “I don’t know…”
That is one answer that Steve didn’t want to hear, he shakes his head in utter disgust as he gets right in her face. He is clearly in her personal space as he raises his voice at her.
Steve: “What do you mean you don’t know? Come on Crystal, I thought you were supposed to be this bad ass chick who thought she was perfect. After all you’re the self proclaimed Reflection of Perfection but what I see in front of me is nothing close to being perfect. I see a failure and I swear Crystal if you don’t get your **** together and you cost me a World……”
That isn’t what Crystal wanted to hear. She quickly pushes Steve as hard as she can and she just looks up into his eyes as she lets him have it.
Crystal: “Is that what this is about? The Face of the Franchise worrying about if his girlfriend is going to ruin his chance at becoming a World Champion? Instead of understanding what I am going through you want to make this all about you and what you want? I honestly don’t know why you and Rob can’t have a simple match without any drama may the best man win and go home but yet that isn’t the case. Both of you are inconsiderate and even last week both of you have your heads up your own asses and you couldn’t even agree to put the other’s girlfriend down. Whatever happened to the four of us being best friends? Whatever happened to us being on the same side? Now that’s gone and all you have your mind on is winning a World Championship. I know it sounds weird hearing me say it but while championships may come and go, your friends should be there for a lifetime. Especially your BFF, so do you understand where I am coming from Steve?
Steve thinks about it for a few moments but he doesn’t take in anything that she has said to him, instead he just shakes his head as he replies with the one thing that is on his mind.
Steve: “Yeah but you don’t understand it Crystal. I busted my ass earning this World Championship opportunity and how do you think it feels to get my title shot in my match when I have to team up with the weak link in the match…”
Crystal just shakes her head crossing her arms as she glances back into the eyes of Steve. She sighs as she replies back to him.
Crystal: “Excuse me did you just call me a weak link?”
Steve nods his head in agreement as he once again gets right in Crystal’s face letting her have what’s on his mind.
Steve: “You heard what I said. Let’s just face it Rob is a well established World Champion gets to team up with the only Triple Crown Starlet’s champion in the history of the company. Let me rephrase that Rob gets to team up with the best woman to ever step foot in an nCw ring. I on the other hand am forced to team up with a woman whose only real accomplishment is being carried by Zelda to tag team success, and of course being my girlfriend. So since I am teaming up with luggage there are two things that I can do to fix the problem. One would be making the weak link as tough as possible or two picking up the slack for that luggage. I rather go with option one so just step it up so we can win these World Championships. I know you want to be the power couple in the wrestling world. Just think about the magazine covers, the photo shoots, the constant cameras on us. This is what we live and die for. Don’t be upset though because at least I think you are a sexy piece of luggage with a nice ass…”
Crystal begins to cry at this point. Slow tears are streaming down her face and hitting the ground below. She takes a long deep breath as she gazes right back at Steve trying her best to cover up the fact that she is getting emotional but she is failing at that.
Crystal: “So luggage? That’s what you think I am? You really don’t think you can win the World Championship with me by your side? You really think that I am going to be the cause for your lost. Well you know what Steve as far as I am concerned you can go **** yourself, and you can go win the World Championship by yourself because I want no part of it…. This is bull**** that my own boyfriend doesn’t even believe in me…”
Crystal goes to walk out of the ring but Steve quickly grabs her by the arm and pulls her back into the ring. He screams at her as he replies back to her.
Steve: “Hey don’t you turn your back when we are in the middle of a conversation. Look at me when I am talking to you damn it…”
Crystal: “LET ME GO, DON’T TOUCH ME!”
With that being said Crystal breaks free and she goes to slap Steve but she doesn’t. Instead she goes to break down and cry as she leans against the ropes staring back at Steve. She takes a long deep breath as she replies back to him.
Crystal: “What is wrong with you….Todd would never put his hands on me….”
Crystal at this point hurries out of the ring, and she runs out of the door. Steve however is left in the middle of the ring hurt over everything that went down. He sighs as he speaks out loud to himself.
Steve: “That’s not how I envisioned everything going….”
It really is funny to me that not even my own boyfriend believes in me but I guess he does have a point. As far as statistics go I am the weak link in this match. I mean what have I done to show that I am worthy of being in this match with the likes of Steve Awesome, Rob Diamond, and Zelda Knite?
Nothing….
You have Rob Diamond the man who defeated Falcon, who won the main event at the biggest event of the year and now stands before you ready to defend the one thing that means the most to him besides Zelda of course. On the same side you have Zelda Knite the woman epitomizes the meaning of Women’s wrestling. What Zelda achieved by the age of 19 some people don’t even achieve in a lifetime. It really is quite stunning if you ask me and on top of that she actually won Wrestler of the year last year beating out some big names. Also in this match you have the one and only Steve Awesome. The man who finally got over the hurdle that is Trent Helms, the man who is dubbed as the Face of the Franchise, the man who is in the Hall of Fame and now has the chance to redeem himself by becoming World Champion once again.
Last but not least in the middle of this you have Crystal Hilton. The woman who talks to mirrors, the woman who in fact was the first ever Starlets Tag Team Champion but I did that with Zelda, and I am the woman known about preaching about perfection and being this superficial bitch. On paper I really haven’t done anything that is too worthy of being in a match with these three legends in the making. I haven’t done anything that is of greatness to earn my spot in a main event in a Pay Per View. I have done literally nothing…
It’s weird that I can sit here and actually admit all of my shortcomings and faults to all of you because that just doesn’t sound like the Crystal Hilton we know. This brings me back to my point that it wasn’t Zelda who changing but all along it was I who was changing.
A few months ago I would have been all over this **** and said stuff telling you that I am not a weak link and would have showed the world that it is all lies, I would have been excited to compete for the Starlets World Championship, and I would have done anything in my power to make sure I received that shot. I don’t care if it meant tapping into my daughter’s college fund and emptying the whole account to buy my way into a title match I would have done it because I truly was a bitch, but since Zelda has been all happy about marriage I started to change as well. I started to realize that as much as I preach about perfection I am not perfect, not in a long shot. If I truly was perfect my friendship wouldn’t be in the shambles that it is in. I should have been supporting Zelda but the selfishness in me didn’t want to see her leave. The selfishness in me wanted EMF to run for as long as it could and yet I even ****ed that up because now EMF is no more, and I have a best friend who has her sights on me.
I am not going to lie Zelda this has affected me in ways that you cannot even fathom. I mean because of you and the recent events I can’t even bring myself to bring an alcoholic drink to my lips because it just doesn’t taste the same, and I can’t even bring myself to talk to a mirror because it just doesn’t feel the same, and the reflection that I am staring at doesn’t even look the same… because right now the only thing that is going on in my head is that I messed up and lost my friend….
My best friend…….
Let me rephrase that….I lost the woman who I considered to be my sister, and I am longing to get back the thing I lost…
We are now in Steve Awesome’s house and to be more precise we are in his bedroom. No nothing sexy is going on but we can see Crystal Hilton sitting down at the edge of the bed. She is clad in her EMF black sleeveless hooded sweat shirt. She stands up and walks over to the mirror to take a gaze at the shirt. This must be the first time that she isn’t talking to the mirror. She just sighs as she looks at the bright yellow writing on the shirt that reads Glamour, and Glitz. She turns around in the middle and loves seeing the word Gaming on the back which is below the heart that has Every Man’s Fantasy written in bright bold yellow glittery writing. As she stares at herself, a knock can be heard from the door, and Crystal just sits down on the bed not even acknowledging it.
Steve: “Crystal open the door we need to talk…. Please open this door….”
Crystal however is speechless as she refuses to answer back. Instead she just sits there silently not even answering back to Steve.
Steve: “Listen Crystal…..Christina…..I know I said some hurtful things at the gym and you have to understand that it wasn’t me that was saying it but it was my competitive side. You know I respect you a lot and the things that you do. Why don’t you open this door so we could talk things out, I know you don’t want to fight with each other, and I don’t want that either. Let’s just talk babe…”
Crystal finally decides to rise up from the bed and that’s when she walks over to the door. She unlocks it and she sees Steve standing there. Crystal didn’t know what to do or what to feel, but she begins to cry some more. Steve holds her and embraces her into a tight hug as she looks up into his eyes and replies back to her.
Crystal: “Steve why do we have to fight each other? Why do you and Rob have to be at each other’s throats? Why are things going so bad between Zelda and I. Why can’t we go back to the way things were being friends with each other, and enjoying everyone’s company, why did things have to come down to the way that they are?”
Steve shakes his head as he really doesn’t have an idea but a piece of him knows that he should reply back in the way that would soothe Crystal’s issues. He sighs as he reaches out to his girlfriend.
Steve: “I honestly don’t know why Crystal? Maybe it’s because while the four of us are friends we all have the same passion to be the best in the business so now the four of us are all competing for the same thing and at the end of the day only two of us can walk out with that dream and the prize of knowing that we are the best. I agree with you that we should be able to work things out and regardless of result focus on being friends but that’s just the nature of the game. You think I want to go out there and beat my best friend at the sake of being the best in the business? No I would have rather it been Xander but I cannot change the past and things are the way that they are. Things happen for a reason and we might as well deal with. I know the same could be said for you and Zelda. Just hear me out for a second. How would you feel if things were reversed? How would you feel if you were having problems with the company and you decided to leave for a bit because the company wouldn’t meet your demands but here comes Zelda just taking away the thing you worked hard for as if it was a hand me down. You would feel bad wouldn’t you?
Crystal looks back at Steve, and she nods her head in agreement as she replies back to him.
Crystal: “I would be livid… and questioning how my friend could betray me like that…. How could she just take my title and make it hers without giving the company a chance to sign me again. It would like look like she wanted me gone this whole time….”
Steve nods his head in agreement as he looks down into Crystal’s beautiful brown eyes.
Steve: “See that’s exactly my point…That’s what Zelda is going through right now….While you may think you were doing the right thing she just doesn’t see things in the same way that you do and she won’t. I know Rob and I are just acting the way that we are because of how the cards have been dealt to us and this goes back to us kicking each other in the nuts a few weeks back. Instead of fighting that your best friend betrayed you, you just need to come to realization with it. If problems didn’t arise between the two of us and the two of them now I am sure it would have happened down the road over the same exact thing. So let’s just go out there and deal with it so that our friendship can emerge even stronger. So you know what that means Crystal? That means I need you to be focused, that means I need you at your very best and I need nothing less than perfection…Can you at least do that for me?”
Steve says as he looks right into Crystal’s eyes. Crystal takes a long deep breath as she slowly nods her head in agreement and replies back to him.
Crystal: “I won’t let you down Steve….I promise I won’t…..”
Steve smirks as he hugs Crystal tightly. He can’t help but reply back to her.
Steve: “Good…..Because that’s all I ever wanted from you…..Regardless whether we win or lose, if we lose and you were out there giving everything that you had in your body plus more there is nothing for me to be ashamed of. Because at the end of the day as long as you did everything in your power to try to win that’s all that matters…”
Crystal looks at Steve and slowly backs away from him…. She sits down at the edge of the bed and replies back to him.
Crystal: “Steve….”
Steve: “Yes babe?”
Crystal: “Listen….I just want to say sorry for what I said at gym I really didn’t mean to fight and argue with you….”
Steve: “Don’t worry about it Crystal things happen….”
Crystal: “You sure?”
Steve: “Of course…”
Steve is just smiling at Crystal, and Crystal doesn’t know why he is smiling as she just looks back at him. She seems confused as she replies back to him.
Crystal: “Ummm Steve….Why are you smiling? You shouldn’t be smiling after our first fight…”
Steve: “Why shouldn’t I? You know what our first fight means?”
Crystal: “What’s that?”
Steve: “First Make up Sex session! Let’s do it babe…”
At this point Steve tackles Crystal to the bed, she is giggling and just like from the scene at the gym it is a tackle that she could have easily dodged. Yet I don’t think she wanted to dodge this tackle. Steve smirks as he throws the hooded sweat shirt to the side as well as a pair of Crystal’s panties, he smirks as he places his hand in front of the camera pie facing it and smirking as his voice can be heard on the camera.
Steve: “Sorry no paparazzi for this scene…”
With that moans can be heard and it is on this image that we fade out on.
Zelda I truly feel that the more we fight is the more that I am losing someone who is very close to my heart. I guess the reason that I am getting so worked up and emotional over all of this is due to the fact that I consider you to be my sister. It wasn’t even for me growing up being dumped on my aunt’s doorstep because I wasn’t wanted by my own mother. My father was nowhere to be found and I ended up being adopted by my Aunt who I look nothing like. All my life I was ridiculed for being different and my siblings didn’t even want anything to do with me. So to counter anything that might have hurt me I decided to act like I was perfect but the truth is I never was. I made a lot of mistakes in my life and as much as I vowed to not be like my biological mother I can’ stop to think that I am walking in the same path or perhaps even a worse one. I don’t even have the strength to take care of my own daughter and Todd is home playing the role of both parents. I rather drink and party up doing things for myself but hanging out with you slowly started to change that mentality.
Granted you are underage and I could have snuck you a drink but you denied every single offer, and even Kelly doesn’t drink as well. The both of you are rubbing off me and you are like the sisters that I never had. Kelly being that strong mother that I am longing to be for Brittany and you especially being that overachiever who just goes out there and achieves the things you want most in life, you are pretty much a go getter.
Those are characteristics that I strive for and I have yet to prove that I have any of them but I am trying. I am trying hard to be a better person, and I am trying my best to be a best friend to you or should I say more like a sister.
When things weren’t going well with you I thought I could be the person to light a spark within you but it just seems to have backfired on me. I wanted to take a stand and represent you, going out there with your championship sending the message to the world that I want my best friend to be happy but you didn’t take too kindly to that. Instead you came into the ring and you laid my ass out. As if that wasn’t enough the two of us were just beating the hell out of each other and for what purpose? Due to the fact that you think I was trying to steal your spotlight as being the best in this company?
Together you and I are Every Man’s Fantasy but on Collision we were Every Locker Room’s Fantasy because everyone and their mother in the locker room wanted to see us at each other’s throats and now they are getting their wish as the two of us just focus on taking the other out. That’s not what I wanted and it nowhere close to it.
You really think I want your Starlet World Championship? No I don’t that’s not what I am about. On the outside it may appear like I am a superficial bitch and that’s the only thing on my agenda but I am not that same selfish bitch anymore. I value our friendship and that’s why I am telling you that the championship can go to hell.
If I could call this whole thing off for the sake of keeping our friendship intact then so be it, but I will be damn if I lose the person I consider to be my sister. I am not having it. Especially not over a material thing
To you this is probably just yet another match, and you probably think that I am yet another woman who wants to chase after the legend that is Zelda but that’s not what this is about at all.
You are the best in the business, you are the one that everyone strives to be hell you are the very measuring stick that people use to measure when it comes to measuring Women’s wrestling in this company. That is you and I won’t even dare try to touch that legend because that’s who you are and I don’t want to take away from you.
At the end of the day I support everything that you have done. You have taught me to be a better person, you have taught me that there are people who support me and instead of being a bitch to them I can at least respect them. Yet everything that you taught me you are doing the complete opposite and you are acting like this egotistical bitch who thinks she is the best thing since sliced bread.
If that’s what it comes down to then so be it. I will be forced to take down the most under rated over achiever in the history of Women’s Wrestling. Why you might ask? It’s simple because I need too.
When we step into that ring I know the Rose Buds are going to be behind me, I know that Steve believes in me. There are so many people believing in me how could I fail?
What you fail to realize Zelda is that Fantasies are mere dreams, and dreams are something that isn’t reality. This is not a video game where you can pause, save, or come back to pick it up and play another time. This is all in real time and I am ready to deal with reality.
This Sunday you will see for yourself that this Rose refuses to wither away, this rose will be Reborn and she will blossom into something never seen before. So I hope you are ready for it. So go ahead and do your worst to me and I will just bring my best. I refuse to lose with a friendship on the line, and win lose or draw you will see that the power of friendship triumphs over all…
I will see you at Reborn….