Post by Alex Jones on Jun 25, 2011 5:42:20 GMT -6
Her hands soft and loving. Her touch loving and caring. Her voice like a velvet whisper. "I love you". My eyes close as those words enter my brain. Never have I been this happy. Never have I been so at peace.
My eyes light up as my arms pull her close. "You are my inspiration.". She smiles. It's beautiful. Like early morning rain, coming from darkness to the light. "Alex.". My name comes from her lips and I'm in heaven as she feels my heart beat against her ear.
I stroke her hair and kiss her forehead. "Yes Shelly?.". She laughs and pushes away taking my head. "Don't you have work to do?.". I know she's right, I know she has my best interests at heart. But I don't want to let her go. I don't want this feeling to end....but for now...for now it has to...
"Are you getting the picture?."
A smirk comes across my face.
"My emotions were unfocused. My energies spread thin. But now I stand focused. She did that. She made me who I am, she made me realise that I could return and that I could still be me. Before I knew it I started to win again. I started to bekeive in myself again."
"And it's that beleif Andrew, that will enable me to beat you. You take the two of us. And personality quirks aside, you look at the athletic ability and honestly. We match up pretty close. But what I have over you isn't a matter of skill. It's a matter of faith. I don't know I will beat you I just know I can."
"I know in my heart that I can beat anyone in my path. I beleive it. I've faced men like Angel, men who are feared, I've beaten world champions and legends. And it's because I beleive. It's a Beleif that my wife has bestowed upon me. She reminded me why I love this business, she reminded me why I can't be or do anything else."
I smile warmly.
"And it's because I love this business that I have to beat you Andrew. The young guns are what's wrong with this business. Wrestling groups or "stables" as their known have always been around. But when a stable tries to rule through the rules and morals that the young guns use. Well that is when it's time to step up...."
"We've gone through the story before. I told you why I don't respect you, I told you why you couldn't beat them so you joined them. And now, now I'll tell you why you'll fail. You think you beat the front office, the young guns were the muscle they still exist, with you in their ranks. Fox will forever be in control in some way...."
"That and truthfully Andrew, you're just a loser. You say I slandewr my allies?. We're allies because we had to be. We have a common goal. But Andrew, you couldn't defeat the young guns by yourself. Too bad and so sad for you, I did......"
I laugh to myself.
"Doc....was gone. Velez and Venom are gone. Doc is not one of you anymore. There they are the three real young guns all gone and all beaten by me. They all fell before me. But then again. I see what's really going on. You mentioned your father. Being beaten down by Steve Awesome, your family was torn apart and then along came Venom witrh some kind words and like an over-eager child you drank it all up..."
"So naive. Venom pulled you in with his right hand and with the left prepared the knife to stab you in the back. That's what Venom does, it's what he did for years. I know him better than you could ever wish to know so don't sit there and tell me how Venom saw greatness in you...because this may be news to you but....he's a liar...."
"Just like your "friends". Your family hates you, the rest of the roster laughs at you. But you really trust those three?. Zane walked out on NCW with his tail between your legs. And Lex sense?. Lex sense when facing me called the national belt a nothing title. The belt Venom a man who you asll so admired held with such high praise the belt you wish to hold...Sense disrespected it.....and this is a man you trust?......a man who spits on someone's legacy?"
I shake my head and sigh.
"End of the day Jacobsen I don't know why i don't like you. Maybe it's just something about you. Maybe it's just because you made people forget about me while I was gone. Maybe I'm just a prick. But right now Andrew. Right now I'm the champion and you're the challenger. You're going to try and take my belt.....the key word is try...not succeed....the war of words is over....when we meet on Sunday the words will be done and you will fall before me..just like the rest of the young guns..."
My eyes light up as my arms pull her close. "You are my inspiration.". She smiles. It's beautiful. Like early morning rain, coming from darkness to the light. "Alex.". My name comes from her lips and I'm in heaven as she feels my heart beat against her ear.
I stroke her hair and kiss her forehead. "Yes Shelly?.". She laughs and pushes away taking my head. "Don't you have work to do?.". I know she's right, I know she has my best interests at heart. But I don't want to let her go. I don't want this feeling to end....but for now...for now it has to...
"I was lost."
"I knew who I was..."
".....But questioned what I was."
"She brought me back..."
"She helped me remember.."
"And now the man I have become..."
"The man I always hoped I could be.."
"Stands with pride and honor."
"That's why I was lost..."
"The man I was had no right to respect."
"No honor."
"But don't think you know me..."
"...because you really don't...."
"I knew who I was..."
".....But questioned what I was."
"She brought me back..."
"She helped me remember.."
"And now the man I have become..."
"The man I always hoped I could be.."
"Stands with pride and honor."
"That's why I was lost..."
"The man I was had no right to respect."
"No honor."
"But don't think you know me..."
"...because you really don't...."
"Are you getting the picture?."
A smirk comes across my face.
"My emotions were unfocused. My energies spread thin. But now I stand focused. She did that. She made me who I am, she made me realise that I could return and that I could still be me. Before I knew it I started to win again. I started to bekeive in myself again."
"And it's that beleif Andrew, that will enable me to beat you. You take the two of us. And personality quirks aside, you look at the athletic ability and honestly. We match up pretty close. But what I have over you isn't a matter of skill. It's a matter of faith. I don't know I will beat you I just know I can."
"I know in my heart that I can beat anyone in my path. I beleive it. I've faced men like Angel, men who are feared, I've beaten world champions and legends. And it's because I beleive. It's a Beleif that my wife has bestowed upon me. She reminded me why I love this business, she reminded me why I can't be or do anything else."
I smile warmly.
"And it's because I love this business that I have to beat you Andrew. The young guns are what's wrong with this business. Wrestling groups or "stables" as their known have always been around. But when a stable tries to rule through the rules and morals that the young guns use. Well that is when it's time to step up...."
"We've gone through the story before. I told you why I don't respect you, I told you why you couldn't beat them so you joined them. And now, now I'll tell you why you'll fail. You think you beat the front office, the young guns were the muscle they still exist, with you in their ranks. Fox will forever be in control in some way...."
"That and truthfully Andrew, you're just a loser. You say I slandewr my allies?. We're allies because we had to be. We have a common goal. But Andrew, you couldn't defeat the young guns by yourself. Too bad and so sad for you, I did......"
I laugh to myself.
"Doc....was gone. Velez and Venom are gone. Doc is not one of you anymore. There they are the three real young guns all gone and all beaten by me. They all fell before me. But then again. I see what's really going on. You mentioned your father. Being beaten down by Steve Awesome, your family was torn apart and then along came Venom witrh some kind words and like an over-eager child you drank it all up..."
"So naive. Venom pulled you in with his right hand and with the left prepared the knife to stab you in the back. That's what Venom does, it's what he did for years. I know him better than you could ever wish to know so don't sit there and tell me how Venom saw greatness in you...because this may be news to you but....he's a liar...."
"Just like your "friends". Your family hates you, the rest of the roster laughs at you. But you really trust those three?. Zane walked out on NCW with his tail between your legs. And Lex sense?. Lex sense when facing me called the national belt a nothing title. The belt Venom a man who you asll so admired held with such high praise the belt you wish to hold...Sense disrespected it.....and this is a man you trust?......a man who spits on someone's legacy?"
I shake my head and sigh.
"End of the day Jacobsen I don't know why i don't like you. Maybe it's just something about you. Maybe it's just because you made people forget about me while I was gone. Maybe I'm just a prick. But right now Andrew. Right now I'm the champion and you're the challenger. You're going to try and take my belt.....the key word is try...not succeed....the war of words is over....when we meet on Sunday the words will be done and you will fall before me..just like the rest of the young guns..."