Post by Steven Luke on Jun 29, 2011 21:46:05 GMT -6
What am I doing here? Why am I sitting here in this dark room in the middle of the night watching the replay of Reborn? Why am I torturing myself watching this when I know I can't get back in that ring yet?
I don't know why I'm doing this, but I can't break myself away from watching it all. I'm disappointed as I watch Andrew fail yet again to win the National Championship. I hate that I got hurt when I did because I know if I was there, standing by his side, he would have won that match and become the new National Champion. I am upset because all he needs is a little motivation, someone who has his back by his side, and that kid is someone different all together.
Even with that though, I still have a smile plastered on my face. I have a smile the I can't seem to get rid of while I watch this show and it's not there because of the Young Guns. I am excited that Lex and Verona are holding things down for the name of the group, but it's not them. It's not them that have me stuck watching this over and over again with a smile on my face.
It's the opening of the show that has me. It's a good friend of mine coming back and taking out some trash to open the show. It's a friend of mine that disappeared on me after a tough month to deal with some things. The thing that has me smiling from ear to ear is seeing Doc back in an NCW and picking up where he left off.
Maybe I'm a little depressed by being stuck in my house and I'm missing my time in the NCW. Maybe I am just feeling lonely while all my friends are working and I'm stuck not even able to start doing any rehab yet. I'm not sure what is really wrong with me right now, but I'm happy and sad all at one time.
I just keep smiling though. I just keep smiling as I rewind and watch as Doc takes Falcon out over and over again. It's a great sight to see but it's time for me to turn this off. I can't keep torturing myself any longer. I sigh deeply as I turn off the tv and the smile finally eases from my face. I tell myself it won't be long now. I tell myself that it won't be long and I'll be back in that ring standing right next to my friends.
I don't know why I'm doing this, but I can't break myself away from watching it all. I'm disappointed as I watch Andrew fail yet again to win the National Championship. I hate that I got hurt when I did because I know if I was there, standing by his side, he would have won that match and become the new National Champion. I am upset because all he needs is a little motivation, someone who has his back by his side, and that kid is someone different all together.
Even with that though, I still have a smile plastered on my face. I have a smile the I can't seem to get rid of while I watch this show and it's not there because of the Young Guns. I am excited that Lex and Verona are holding things down for the name of the group, but it's not them. It's not them that have me stuck watching this over and over again with a smile on my face.
It's the opening of the show that has me. It's a good friend of mine coming back and taking out some trash to open the show. It's a friend of mine that disappeared on me after a tough month to deal with some things. The thing that has me smiling from ear to ear is seeing Doc back in an NCW and picking up where he left off.
Maybe I'm a little depressed by being stuck in my house and I'm missing my time in the NCW. Maybe I am just feeling lonely while all my friends are working and I'm stuck not even able to start doing any rehab yet. I'm not sure what is really wrong with me right now, but I'm happy and sad all at one time.
I just keep smiling though. I just keep smiling as I rewind and watch as Doc takes Falcon out over and over again. It's a great sight to see but it's time for me to turn this off. I can't keep torturing myself any longer. I sigh deeply as I turn off the tv and the smile finally eases from my face. I tell myself it won't be long now. I tell myself that it won't be long and I'll be back in that ring standing right next to my friends.