Post by Tara Fenix on Aug 25, 2011 11:21:42 GMT -6
I sat in front of my own camera, setup on its tripod aimed directly at me... My hand over my forehead, letting my fingers glide lightly across as I tried to get my mind to be put strictly on my opponent this week. Tried to get my mind to focus on solely Trish Newborn --- and while she was only in second place in my mind, I couldn't seem to shake the other person from my mind. The man that I pushed for Angel to step into the ring with... because I wanted to see the monster that I fell in love with. A tear fell down my cheek, and I took my hand away from my forehead to wipe the tear away, and I smiled. I don't look at the camera, but I lift my voice to make sure that the microphone picks it up.
"There have been a few things going through my head over the last couple weeks... What happened to Angel. Because of Lex Sense, because he couldn't let Angel have his night. Why? It doesn't matter why... I've tried to keep myself from this, but what you did threw me over the edge. Sense, I hope that when Rob Diamond and his partner are done with you, you can't walk."
The anger got the best of me, and I couldn't keep myself from wishing pain onto another. I had to. Now that I had a chance to say it aloud, I could focus on something else that has been bothering me...
"Professionalism, that's something that I've always credited myself for having, for all the years that I've put into this industry. It's something that I've gained through my time... However, it was a few weeks ago when I was teaming with my opponent this week, Trish Newborn, and Emma Danielson. I can't... I won't... apologize to Trish for what I did during that match, however, I would like to apologize to Emma Danielson. Unfortunately, that week, you were just collateral damage for a dispute that was brewing between Trish Newborn and myself. I didn't want to do it to you, but... you should take it up with Trish, and figure out just what was going through her head when she decided to assault my prior to the match."
While the apology was sincere to Emma Danielson, part of me felt that I had no reason to apologize --- part of me felt that Trish Newborn was the one to blame for that loss, and although I was the one who walked out... the only one to blame was Trish.
I got the two things off my chest that I felt I needed to, and now it was time to get back to professionalism... now, it was time to focus on Trish Newborn, in our rematch.
"Like I said to Emma, Trish, what was going through your head when you decided to assault me BEFORE our match? Believe me, I'd have been pissed off if you would have done it after the match... all my years in the business, I've never seen someone who hated me so much that they attacked me, as their own partner, before the match that we were set to go into! What were you thinking?
I think I know...
I think what happened was you saw the battle royal that happened on Collision, the week that I was returning to the ring --- and you felt that you should have been in it... you felt that you should have been in that match, and walk out as the first three time World Starlet Champion. Because you feel that you were the next best woman on the roster, since Zelda got fired...
Some people may think that. I'm sure there are many fans out there that really believe you should be the face of the women's division, and that you should be walking around as the champion. Those are opinions. And you didn't have Leonard Fox standing behind you believing that you could carry the entire division on your shoulders, and so rather than putting you in the ring with the rest of those women to fight over the vacant championship --- he decided that it'd be better for you to step into the ring with me... he decided that it'd be better for you to put an end to my momentum before I got started, and I'm sure that if you could have stopped my momentum. He would have gratefully rewarded you.
You didn't get the job done, though, and you were simply... tossed to the bottom. You weren't seen as the best female on the roster, you were seen as. Lower than Megan Kane. You didn't want to put up with it, and so you decided that you would hit me in the back.
If you wanted a rematch against me, Trish...
All you had to do was ask.
As the Queen of Queens, I don't turn down challengers. No matter how high... or low... they are on the food chain, I will take anyone on, any day, any time. All they have to do is gather the courage to step up to me, and ask me...
Was it because you felt that you had something to prove? Is that why you decided that you had to assault me? I don't care what you reason was...
Trish, I've already beaten you in the very center of the ring... I've made people remember just what I'm capable of doing. Rather than accepting that, you decided to do something a little... unique... and not in a good way. While something has happened in my life that already had me angry.
You decided to piss me off even more than I already was!
Big mistake. That's all I can say... I'll see you this Sunday, and I'll make sure to send you packing by the time I'm done with you. Your time in New Championship Wrestling, Trish, it's over! You'll accept it when you do what you're becoming well known for, this Sunday.
Lose."
{The scene fades.}
"There have been a few things going through my head over the last couple weeks... What happened to Angel. Because of Lex Sense, because he couldn't let Angel have his night. Why? It doesn't matter why... I've tried to keep myself from this, but what you did threw me over the edge. Sense, I hope that when Rob Diamond and his partner are done with you, you can't walk."
The anger got the best of me, and I couldn't keep myself from wishing pain onto another. I had to. Now that I had a chance to say it aloud, I could focus on something else that has been bothering me...
"Professionalism, that's something that I've always credited myself for having, for all the years that I've put into this industry. It's something that I've gained through my time... However, it was a few weeks ago when I was teaming with my opponent this week, Trish Newborn, and Emma Danielson. I can't... I won't... apologize to Trish for what I did during that match, however, I would like to apologize to Emma Danielson. Unfortunately, that week, you were just collateral damage for a dispute that was brewing between Trish Newborn and myself. I didn't want to do it to you, but... you should take it up with Trish, and figure out just what was going through her head when she decided to assault my prior to the match."
While the apology was sincere to Emma Danielson, part of me felt that I had no reason to apologize --- part of me felt that Trish Newborn was the one to blame for that loss, and although I was the one who walked out... the only one to blame was Trish.
I got the two things off my chest that I felt I needed to, and now it was time to get back to professionalism... now, it was time to focus on Trish Newborn, in our rematch.
"Like I said to Emma, Trish, what was going through your head when you decided to assault me BEFORE our match? Believe me, I'd have been pissed off if you would have done it after the match... all my years in the business, I've never seen someone who hated me so much that they attacked me, as their own partner, before the match that we were set to go into! What were you thinking?
I think I know...
I think what happened was you saw the battle royal that happened on Collision, the week that I was returning to the ring --- and you felt that you should have been in it... you felt that you should have been in that match, and walk out as the first three time World Starlet Champion. Because you feel that you were the next best woman on the roster, since Zelda got fired...
Some people may think that. I'm sure there are many fans out there that really believe you should be the face of the women's division, and that you should be walking around as the champion. Those are opinions. And you didn't have Leonard Fox standing behind you believing that you could carry the entire division on your shoulders, and so rather than putting you in the ring with the rest of those women to fight over the vacant championship --- he decided that it'd be better for you to step into the ring with me... he decided that it'd be better for you to put an end to my momentum before I got started, and I'm sure that if you could have stopped my momentum. He would have gratefully rewarded you.
You didn't get the job done, though, and you were simply... tossed to the bottom. You weren't seen as the best female on the roster, you were seen as. Lower than Megan Kane. You didn't want to put up with it, and so you decided that you would hit me in the back.
If you wanted a rematch against me, Trish...
All you had to do was ask.
As the Queen of Queens, I don't turn down challengers. No matter how high... or low... they are on the food chain, I will take anyone on, any day, any time. All they have to do is gather the courage to step up to me, and ask me...
Was it because you felt that you had something to prove? Is that why you decided that you had to assault me? I don't care what you reason was...
Trish, I've already beaten you in the very center of the ring... I've made people remember just what I'm capable of doing. Rather than accepting that, you decided to do something a little... unique... and not in a good way. While something has happened in my life that already had me angry.
You decided to piss me off even more than I already was!
Big mistake. That's all I can say... I'll see you this Sunday, and I'll make sure to send you packing by the time I'm done with you. Your time in New Championship Wrestling, Trish, it's over! You'll accept it when you do what you're becoming well known for, this Sunday.
Lose."
{The scene fades.}