Post by Freya Davis on Sept 24, 2011 14:33:27 GMT -6
"So I've been thinking since the other day about why I'm really here in this company wrestling. There are so many other places where I could be doing this skill without all the same old idiots saying the same old stupid things about me. I mean why would I want to even be here when most of the people look down on me and throw stones without having to look at themselves in a mirror.
And no that wasn't a crack at Crystal Hilton. See what I'm getting at is that when they look at themselves they see their flaws and they hate themselves for it. They don't love themselves so they take someone like me and they tear me down because it makes them feel better for it. It's that old saying that those who poke fun have no self esteem left in their body.
That's where little ole me comes in. Just because I have seven children, just because I love my husband and I love so many other little things I get torn down because I'm an easy target. Yep, I have thirty four children. People always seem to get that number so right. So what about the number of children I have? I love all them the same.
So what if my husband doesn't know how to keep his dick in his pants and I love him for it? His personality has kept me in all these years. People look at my family and they always assume something and I'm personally tired of it. I know Brad lets it usually roll off of his shoulders but I'm not letting it happen.
I'm usually quite a passive person. I look for settling fights verbally but I suppose this isn't the right business for that is it? It's time to become more agressive and not hold anything back. I have anger inside me for the treatment I've gotten here since I started going to the ring with my husband years ago. I've been hit with steel chairs.
But I'm sure everyone will pass this over and continue with their words. Too many of these women here in nCw are fake. They act like they're so nice but yet when I watch their promos they strike me as a bad person. I don't get it. You think acting like as ass is the way to really be popular.
Yes I'm refering to a certain strong style starlet right now. I won't dance around it. I find her to be a fake herself. Much like how I find Sarah Richardson to be fake herself. Why are you even here Sarah? You were brought in to be on Todd's arm and now he wants his wife back. So what is your plan?
Beat down Crystal Hilton so you can keep Todd all for yourself? That belongs on an episode of All My Children instead of a professional wrestling ring. I know that seems very hypocrtical seeing as what I went through a few months ago but it's true. I tried to keep myself out of it, I made a mistake and it all worked out for me in the end.
Sure I have fights with my husband but we're married, what married people do. We fight, apologize and have that fantastic make up sex. But I'm not a homewrecker. I don't show destructive signs like you do Sarah along with both Todd and Crystal. All three of you deserve each other. You all hate what you see so you act out like this.
I'm sure in another life this could've been different. But I'm going to shatter your mirror, pop your bubble, whatever you might want to call this and beat you on Wired. I want that Starlets Title. I want these jokes, these stupid jokes to end on my behalf. I will prove to everyone because I've already proved it to myself that Megan Kane is a world class wrestler.
One way or another I will get this across. I hope you're ready for me tomorrow night Sarah because I bet you that you won't be. You're just too involved in drama to really care about professional wrestling and the woman that stands across the ring.
Peace."
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I love fall. All the leafs turning different colors along with it getting a bit cooler out. I think this is my favorite season because my family loves it so much. Brad will rake the yard and the kids will go play in the pile. Also it's football season and everyone who matters loves football. Bradley has my hand gripped while we walk around Washington D.C. I love walking around the nation's capitial. Brad stops to look at the Washington Monument. Time for him to make the same joke he always does.
Brad: Still think it looks like a giant penis.
I giggle at it anyways to make him feel like I think it's funny. Yeah we made up pretty well after our fight from the other night. It was a rather silly thing for us to get angry about but it happens. Brad kisses me cheek before we sit down on a park bench.
Megan: I love this season. So beautiful and awe inspiring.
Brad: Yeah it is pretty nice. I imagine the leaf piles at home are all scattered again because they kids don't know how to stay out of them.
Megan: Oh like you never did that...
Actually he probably didn't but he doesn't respond to me. We just enjoy the silence for a little while as a few people pass by. One man stops and gives a looking over.
Brad: Afternoon.
The guy doesn't say anything but shakes his head and keeps walking. Kinda rude if you ask me but then I remember that we are in D.C. A lot of a rude people here. Well there are a lot of rude people everywhere but the fact remains it's no reason to act like a jerk when someone greets you.
Megan: What was his problem?
Brad: Don't know. Looked like he saw us somewhere. Wouldn't really surprise me.
Megan: Well we are holding hands and some people hate PDAs.
Brad nods his head while we watch more people pass by. A young lady, maybe around eighteen or nineteen stops and looks at us. I wave with my free hand as she walks over.
Megan: Hey there.
Brad: Afternoon miss.
Woman: Are you Megan Kane?
I nod my head as her face lights up.
Woman: Oh my goodness! I'm like your only fan at this message board I go to. So many people treat your unfairly.
I'm kinda surprised right now. Someone besides my family and friends sticks up for me? Kinda shocking.
Woman: I mean just because you made some question decisions doesn't mean that you're a bad person. You live your life how you want to. To me you're more of a role model then any other starlet in nCw. Do things on your own terms instead of conforming to being something.
Megan: Why thank you. I do enjoy being myself instead of acting like someone I'm not.
Woman: Yeah. I mean like everyone who makes fun of you are too chicken to be themselves.
I smile again and reach into my purse. I hand her about fifty bucks.
Megan: The show is sold out tomorrow night but you look like a college student with hardly any cash.
Woman: ...Yeah that's right.
Megan: Here's some money to order the show tomorrow night on pay per view. Thank you so much for your support.
The young woman looks like I just made her year. A smile comes on her face before pulling out her cell phone.
Woman: Can I get a picture please? With both of you?
Megan: Not a problem.
She crowds into us as Brad and I both smile for the picture with her. After it's taken she shakes both of our hands and walks off so happy. I love seeing that. That made me really happy. Maybe more fans will start to come out of the woodwork now. I'm so damn ready for tomorrow night.
And no that wasn't a crack at Crystal Hilton. See what I'm getting at is that when they look at themselves they see their flaws and they hate themselves for it. They don't love themselves so they take someone like me and they tear me down because it makes them feel better for it. It's that old saying that those who poke fun have no self esteem left in their body.
That's where little ole me comes in. Just because I have seven children, just because I love my husband and I love so many other little things I get torn down because I'm an easy target. Yep, I have thirty four children. People always seem to get that number so right. So what about the number of children I have? I love all them the same.
So what if my husband doesn't know how to keep his dick in his pants and I love him for it? His personality has kept me in all these years. People look at my family and they always assume something and I'm personally tired of it. I know Brad lets it usually roll off of his shoulders but I'm not letting it happen.
I'm usually quite a passive person. I look for settling fights verbally but I suppose this isn't the right business for that is it? It's time to become more agressive and not hold anything back. I have anger inside me for the treatment I've gotten here since I started going to the ring with my husband years ago. I've been hit with steel chairs.
But I'm sure everyone will pass this over and continue with their words. Too many of these women here in nCw are fake. They act like they're so nice but yet when I watch their promos they strike me as a bad person. I don't get it. You think acting like as ass is the way to really be popular.
Yes I'm refering to a certain strong style starlet right now. I won't dance around it. I find her to be a fake herself. Much like how I find Sarah Richardson to be fake herself. Why are you even here Sarah? You were brought in to be on Todd's arm and now he wants his wife back. So what is your plan?
Beat down Crystal Hilton so you can keep Todd all for yourself? That belongs on an episode of All My Children instead of a professional wrestling ring. I know that seems very hypocrtical seeing as what I went through a few months ago but it's true. I tried to keep myself out of it, I made a mistake and it all worked out for me in the end.
Sure I have fights with my husband but we're married, what married people do. We fight, apologize and have that fantastic make up sex. But I'm not a homewrecker. I don't show destructive signs like you do Sarah along with both Todd and Crystal. All three of you deserve each other. You all hate what you see so you act out like this.
I'm sure in another life this could've been different. But I'm going to shatter your mirror, pop your bubble, whatever you might want to call this and beat you on Wired. I want that Starlets Title. I want these jokes, these stupid jokes to end on my behalf. I will prove to everyone because I've already proved it to myself that Megan Kane is a world class wrestler.
One way or another I will get this across. I hope you're ready for me tomorrow night Sarah because I bet you that you won't be. You're just too involved in drama to really care about professional wrestling and the woman that stands across the ring.
Peace."
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I love fall. All the leafs turning different colors along with it getting a bit cooler out. I think this is my favorite season because my family loves it so much. Brad will rake the yard and the kids will go play in the pile. Also it's football season and everyone who matters loves football. Bradley has my hand gripped while we walk around Washington D.C. I love walking around the nation's capitial. Brad stops to look at the Washington Monument. Time for him to make the same joke he always does.
Brad: Still think it looks like a giant penis.
I giggle at it anyways to make him feel like I think it's funny. Yeah we made up pretty well after our fight from the other night. It was a rather silly thing for us to get angry about but it happens. Brad kisses me cheek before we sit down on a park bench.
Megan: I love this season. So beautiful and awe inspiring.
Brad: Yeah it is pretty nice. I imagine the leaf piles at home are all scattered again because they kids don't know how to stay out of them.
Megan: Oh like you never did that...
Actually he probably didn't but he doesn't respond to me. We just enjoy the silence for a little while as a few people pass by. One man stops and gives a looking over.
Brad: Afternoon.
The guy doesn't say anything but shakes his head and keeps walking. Kinda rude if you ask me but then I remember that we are in D.C. A lot of a rude people here. Well there are a lot of rude people everywhere but the fact remains it's no reason to act like a jerk when someone greets you.
Megan: What was his problem?
Brad: Don't know. Looked like he saw us somewhere. Wouldn't really surprise me.
Megan: Well we are holding hands and some people hate PDAs.
Brad nods his head while we watch more people pass by. A young lady, maybe around eighteen or nineteen stops and looks at us. I wave with my free hand as she walks over.
Megan: Hey there.
Brad: Afternoon miss.
Woman: Are you Megan Kane?
I nod my head as her face lights up.
Woman: Oh my goodness! I'm like your only fan at this message board I go to. So many people treat your unfairly.
I'm kinda surprised right now. Someone besides my family and friends sticks up for me? Kinda shocking.
Woman: I mean just because you made some question decisions doesn't mean that you're a bad person. You live your life how you want to. To me you're more of a role model then any other starlet in nCw. Do things on your own terms instead of conforming to being something.
Megan: Why thank you. I do enjoy being myself instead of acting like someone I'm not.
Woman: Yeah. I mean like everyone who makes fun of you are too chicken to be themselves.
I smile again and reach into my purse. I hand her about fifty bucks.
Megan: The show is sold out tomorrow night but you look like a college student with hardly any cash.
Woman: ...Yeah that's right.
Megan: Here's some money to order the show tomorrow night on pay per view. Thank you so much for your support.
The young woman looks like I just made her year. A smile comes on her face before pulling out her cell phone.
Woman: Can I get a picture please? With both of you?
Megan: Not a problem.
She crowds into us as Brad and I both smile for the picture with her. After it's taken she shakes both of our hands and walks off so happy. I love seeing that. That made me really happy. Maybe more fans will start to come out of the woodwork now. I'm so damn ready for tomorrow night.