Where Do I Start?

[Crystal Williams]

Wow

Where do I honestly start, except that I am truly sorry for how I acted this week. Words cannot express how sorry I am for the way that I conducted myself to my friends, to the chatbox, to the ncw roster, and to the staff members. This one week has been one major high of a roller costar things seemed well I havent been to college in over four years due to financial reasons but somehow I am able to go back and I am registered for the semester, on top of that those Osew awards came out and I did very well in them. I got the big match with Xander coming up, hell i even beat ricky johnson in madden and I should be happy, but those emotional highs are too much for me and for some reason I pulled myself down going into a Todd fit....

It started with treating Adam badly on Xbox Live but it doesn't compare to how I treated Gibby,, which escalated to treating Mark pretty bad on Aim, along with Spike in the chatbox. That's not how I am i just found myself going down that path and that's honestly how I am. I appreciate you all for believing in me, and giving me the chance to be here. I want to be here and I really enjoy being here. You all are pretty awesome and cool peoples....

What causes me to get like this? I have no clue... I am trying my best to deal with untreated bipolar, i had a doctor but he changed insurance and i no longer see him, so bare with me as i try to get a new one. I know this isn't the first time i had a todd fit and im sorry for it...

i guess what im saying is that im sorry to the ncw roster... I didn't mean to act int he way that i did. i didn't mean to stir up a pot of trouble, thats just not me...

anyway take care and have fun

sincerly yours truly....

Todd William Warren

[Spike Kane]

It's sad that it took an outburst for you to talk to me.....or for me to force you to talk to me, lmao. But at the end of the day some good finally came out of it. I understand what health issues can do to you Todd, and if you spoke to me about the thoughts you have running through your head I would have put you at ease a lot earlier.

I'm glad though that the air is clear and there is no grudge or any heat between us. You have the support of a lot of people here Todd, you just need to take the time to actually take it when you need it buddy.

[Cliff Clinton]

Any man can yell and scream and act like a douche.

But it takes a real man to apologize for it later.

Very commendable of you Todd.

Respect.

[JackHammer]

Hey man we all deal with some type of problem. We are all here for you man