Post by Alex Jones on Feb 4, 2012 20:50:03 GMT -6
“Trouble in paradise Adam?....”
I try to take the arrogance out of my voice. After all who am I to make light of a man’s marital problems?. But unfortunately just because I try not to be an asshole doesn’t mean it’ll happen.
“Don’t you find it the least bit strange that the woman you apparently did this for is angry at you and thinks you’ve become a monster?. The woman you love who you put in charge for reasons that you’ve tried to explain away is now so angry at you that she was shoving you away screaming for you not to touch her......”
“It seems like I was right huh?. You did this for yourself Adam, you did this because you wanted revenge for all the crap Leonard has given you. But I get it Adam. A man who is supposed to be your father in law, a man who has never liked you and the fact you diddled his daughter probably makes him sick. But what have you done?. You paper thin story that you did this for Kelly is now in tatters, your reputation is gone and for what?. To stand with the Famularos?.”
“Gib is doing this for his son, it’s not hard to figure out. Zelda is doing this for revenge for Rob and herself after being treated like **** by Leo. And Xander?. Well I’m not sure. See this is the one part that confuses me. Xander doesn’t need you or anyone else to keep that title. He doesn’t even need back up. The guy is a beast yet here he is in the fold. Maybe I don’t know Xander as well as I thought, maybe he is hiding behind dear old daddy and best buddy Adam Knite......”
I smirk and shake my head folding my arms over my chest.
“Now that we’ve established what kind of jackass you are and now that we’ve seen what looks like you abusing Kelly, I have to ask, how does it feel being a heartless douchebag that nobody respects?. How does it feel knowing that the elaborate lie you tried to cleverly craft to hide the fact you wanted control of NCW for yourself fell apart?. You tried this once before Adam, you tried taking over. You said you did it to “save” NCW.”
“Coincidently Saving NCW meant you becoming champion and using your followers like Homeless Harold Gib to take out your challengers, too bad he failed against me isn’t it?. I got passed him and faced you and well, we all know what happened don’t we Adam?. I failed to beat you, I failed to realise that potential many have4 said that I have and in the end, maybe that’s the biggest failure of all....”
“Alex?.....Alex?.....hello?”
I snap back to reality. My mind comes from a haze into a clear consciousness
“Um...yeah?...”
I look over at Carly Robbins, her brown eyes stare back at me, inquisitive in nature like a question had just been asked, then I realise....one was asked.
“Oh, uh yes well, I suppose this is the biggest match of my career to date...”
A smile comes across Carly’s face as she now knows i’m back to a strong mindset.
“You see Carly, this match is the rematch from when my career started to go downhill. From injury to lost focus I was never as dangerous or as good as when I faced Adam Knite the first time....”
I smirk and fold my arms.
“That match was being looked at as a changing of the guard.....now it seems to be a match between two of NCW’s best...”
I laugh to myself anf sit back staring at the wall behind her, on it is a family tree of men who have been NCW champion.
“I was seconds away from being champion Carly. A dream that I share with every single man that steps inside NCW. We all dream about being champion, we all dream about being able to say we are the best and on that night Adam and I went at it and I was the better man, I won the match....he kept the title by kicking me in the balls....how is that fair?......but now Carly. Now Adam is going to have to face me again.....and I refuse to allow him to have any b ragging rights on me, I will have my revenge...and it will be on a world stage....”
I take the mic off my shirt unclipping it and I stand up smiling giving a nod to Carly.
“So much was expected of me.....”
I nod and smile to myself as my mind races.
“Even you Adam. You said it yourself. You expected me to be at the top of NCW. A world champion. And here I am playing around with Jacobsen, with Johnson and for the last three months Spike Kane. Spike is a legend, a fighter and no matter how people feel about him currently the man is by far one of the best in this business and if push came to shove could still go and even though I lost two matches to him I proved I have it inside me to rise up from the ashes and be a world champion.”
“Rise up, that’s what you want isn’t it Adam?. To see this mythical man that NCW fans, management and felow wrestlers thought I could be. The man you believed I was and the man you want to face. But you are right Adam, I became comfortable. I got complacent with being a mid card wannabe who was one of the best to never be champion....”
“But I don’t want that anymore. My wife has been a world champion, Xander Famularo a young upstart has surpassed me and become champion, Todd Williams is getting title shots........”
I sigh and shake my head.
“And here I am at square ****ing one.”
“I’m one of the best in NCW and I can’t stand staying in one place anymore. I’m like a damn dog chasing my tail. The thing is Adam that spark you want to see that potential people talk about. I tapped into it twice. First time was against you the first time where I failed in the biggest moment of my career and the second time I almost killed Angel.....”
“I almost killed another man because I snapped and used that little piece that is inside of us all. You know what I’m talking about. You used it to be champion, you used it in your wars with Gib. You can tap into it freely and that is what makes you the king and I know it has got to be good to be king.”
“But you want passion?. You want that fire inside Adam?. It’s already here. But I’m not doing it for NCW, I’m not doing it to save NCW. I’m doing it for one person. Me. I’m doing it bercause I cannot stand the thought of being known as “that guy”. The guy who has never been able to pull the ****ing trigger and become the world champion. That’s why two months ago I told the world that if I hadn’t secured a title shot on or by night of champions I was going to walk away and not resign a new contract....”
I laugh to myself
“You’re not getting AJ Phoenix, you’re not getting Alex Jones...you’re getting one man.......a champion......”
I try to take the arrogance out of my voice. After all who am I to make light of a man’s marital problems?. But unfortunately just because I try not to be an asshole doesn’t mean it’ll happen.
“Don’t you find it the least bit strange that the woman you apparently did this for is angry at you and thinks you’ve become a monster?. The woman you love who you put in charge for reasons that you’ve tried to explain away is now so angry at you that she was shoving you away screaming for you not to touch her......”
“It seems like I was right huh?. You did this for yourself Adam, you did this because you wanted revenge for all the crap Leonard has given you. But I get it Adam. A man who is supposed to be your father in law, a man who has never liked you and the fact you diddled his daughter probably makes him sick. But what have you done?. You paper thin story that you did this for Kelly is now in tatters, your reputation is gone and for what?. To stand with the Famularos?.”
“Gib is doing this for his son, it’s not hard to figure out. Zelda is doing this for revenge for Rob and herself after being treated like **** by Leo. And Xander?. Well I’m not sure. See this is the one part that confuses me. Xander doesn’t need you or anyone else to keep that title. He doesn’t even need back up. The guy is a beast yet here he is in the fold. Maybe I don’t know Xander as well as I thought, maybe he is hiding behind dear old daddy and best buddy Adam Knite......”
I smirk and shake my head folding my arms over my chest.
“Now that we’ve established what kind of jackass you are and now that we’ve seen what looks like you abusing Kelly, I have to ask, how does it feel being a heartless douchebag that nobody respects?. How does it feel knowing that the elaborate lie you tried to cleverly craft to hide the fact you wanted control of NCW for yourself fell apart?. You tried this once before Adam, you tried taking over. You said you did it to “save” NCW.”
“Coincidently Saving NCW meant you becoming champion and using your followers like Homeless Harold Gib to take out your challengers, too bad he failed against me isn’t it?. I got passed him and faced you and well, we all know what happened don’t we Adam?. I failed to beat you, I failed to realise that potential many have4 said that I have and in the end, maybe that’s the biggest failure of all....”
“Alex?.....Alex?.....hello?”
I snap back to reality. My mind comes from a haze into a clear consciousness
“Um...yeah?...”
I look over at Carly Robbins, her brown eyes stare back at me, inquisitive in nature like a question had just been asked, then I realise....one was asked.
“Oh, uh yes well, I suppose this is the biggest match of my career to date...”
A smile comes across Carly’s face as she now knows i’m back to a strong mindset.
“You see Carly, this match is the rematch from when my career started to go downhill. From injury to lost focus I was never as dangerous or as good as when I faced Adam Knite the first time....”
I smirk and fold my arms.
“That match was being looked at as a changing of the guard.....now it seems to be a match between two of NCW’s best...”
I laugh to myself anf sit back staring at the wall behind her, on it is a family tree of men who have been NCW champion.
“I was seconds away from being champion Carly. A dream that I share with every single man that steps inside NCW. We all dream about being champion, we all dream about being able to say we are the best and on that night Adam and I went at it and I was the better man, I won the match....he kept the title by kicking me in the balls....how is that fair?......but now Carly. Now Adam is going to have to face me again.....and I refuse to allow him to have any b ragging rights on me, I will have my revenge...and it will be on a world stage....”
I take the mic off my shirt unclipping it and I stand up smiling giving a nod to Carly.
“So much was expected of me.....”
I nod and smile to myself as my mind races.
“Even you Adam. You said it yourself. You expected me to be at the top of NCW. A world champion. And here I am playing around with Jacobsen, with Johnson and for the last three months Spike Kane. Spike is a legend, a fighter and no matter how people feel about him currently the man is by far one of the best in this business and if push came to shove could still go and even though I lost two matches to him I proved I have it inside me to rise up from the ashes and be a world champion.”
“Rise up, that’s what you want isn’t it Adam?. To see this mythical man that NCW fans, management and felow wrestlers thought I could be. The man you believed I was and the man you want to face. But you are right Adam, I became comfortable. I got complacent with being a mid card wannabe who was one of the best to never be champion....”
“But I don’t want that anymore. My wife has been a world champion, Xander Famularo a young upstart has surpassed me and become champion, Todd Williams is getting title shots........”
I sigh and shake my head.
“And here I am at square ****ing one.”
“I’m one of the best in NCW and I can’t stand staying in one place anymore. I’m like a damn dog chasing my tail. The thing is Adam that spark you want to see that potential people talk about. I tapped into it twice. First time was against you the first time where I failed in the biggest moment of my career and the second time I almost killed Angel.....”
“I almost killed another man because I snapped and used that little piece that is inside of us all. You know what I’m talking about. You used it to be champion, you used it in your wars with Gib. You can tap into it freely and that is what makes you the king and I know it has got to be good to be king.”
“But you want passion?. You want that fire inside Adam?. It’s already here. But I’m not doing it for NCW, I’m not doing it to save NCW. I’m doing it for one person. Me. I’m doing it bercause I cannot stand the thought of being known as “that guy”. The guy who has never been able to pull the ****ing trigger and become the world champion. That’s why two months ago I told the world that if I hadn’t secured a title shot on or by night of champions I was going to walk away and not resign a new contract....”
I laugh to myself
“You’re not getting AJ Phoenix, you’re not getting Alex Jones...you’re getting one man.......a champion......”