Post by Trent Helms on May 7, 2012 9:54:47 GMT -6
HERE WE GO!
As some over-excited announcer guy would go, I get what I want, and even if I manage to defeat the man, who has shown over the ages, can't easily be defeated, I might end up losing the war, and Adam will get the last laugh, if Zelda beats Kelly on Sunday, if that happens, then I might as well be out of a job, I might as well go to back to make crappy stoner-based children shows on Nickelodeon, and give up my silly quest for the Hall Of Fame.
I'm sorry, I'm not quite feeling motivated right now, because even if I beat Adam, what will it even matter, Zelda can win the company over, and eight months of work, could be for nothing, as she will more then likely humiliate me, and the moment she wins, inducts herself into the Hall Of Fame, just to spite me, because I once said some mean spirited but yet, completely true statements about her Ex-Fiancee.
So what does it even matter, if I outlast Adam Knite, I get to retain my championship, only more then likely be stripped of it a short time later, like it's a cute and adorable joke by my niece, Eight months I fought, and now, just like that, a 22 year old girl could be in-charge of my career, in charge of making my life a hell, just because she thinks it's worth the lolz.
I mean, I bet it will be so awesome, when the classic ncw red apron is replaced, and given a nice baby **** green tint, while some stupid golden triangle is put on the apron. Since this might be my last match in nCw, because if Zelda wins, I'm going to be made to look like a outcast because of my public show of support for Kelly, not because I have any problem with the Hierarchy and the fact they get things done, and not because I support Roberto Verona's delusional and idiotic claims, or hope that he beats Xander Famularo, because I do not.
For nearly a whole year, I been fighting my own cause, and while selfish on the surface, is a noble cause none the less. Don't get me wrong, I was nothing but a selfish, snotty nosed little bitch, when I started this, cause I was angry, I was pissed that when I returned from a 2 years absence, there was no parade praising me to the heavens, that things would be okay again, that Trent Helms returned to save nCw, from it's stale and boring state, I mean, you had Charlie Velez and Dave Holland main eventing a pay per view, two months in a row, and less then two months later, they both disappeared, granted Holland came back, but do I need to spoil how that story played out.
The funny thing is, for 7 months, I was acting like a Hall Of Famer, you know, being the lowest of the low, when it comes to regard for human life, I mean, you have a group of elite wrestlers who are most commonly known for giving themselves a colonaopy, because of how much, their own heads are constantly shoved up their asses.
I guess I'm not much different then them, I have had my head so far up my ass, I created a entire universe simply to revolve around me.
God I am a evil person?
At least I can maybe find a small comfort in knowing, I'm the lesser of two evils, in this ordeal, I mean, I'm simply just a man who fights only for himself, not interesting in ruling over anyone, just moving on, assignment to assignment, not caring about anything but my own business, and the well being of Ashlie, outside of that, I have no ties to this promotion.
Maybe I shouldn't care if Zelda is going to take over.
I do know one thing, I do believe still, that I deserve to be in the Hall Of Fame, but that doesn't even matter anymore, I just need to prove to myself, I can beat Adam Knite.
But he is unstoppable...
Suddenly, the scene opens in a hotel room, the camera scrolls around to reveal a napkin with a logo on it, that reads Excalibur, for once, Trent has frown in from Toronto early, as you suddenly see Ashlie walking into view, wearing a Gears Of War baby-doll tee short, and so baby blue boy shorts.
But you're Trent ****ing Helms
Trent stops his inner monologue, that we could somehow hear before.
Trent, what in the hell is wrong with you, I mean for like forever it seems, you only wanted a chance to face Adam, now that you gotten his attention, you just don't seem to happy about it.
Trent just remains silent, his head hidden by the hood on his red Iron man Armor hoodie, while the nCw National Championship rests on his lap.
Trent, are you even listening to me?
Trent continues to remain silent, staring at the title in his lap.
Trent, dammit, listen to me.
Suddenly, Trent lifts his glare up from his championship and looks up at Ashlie.
Is he that much better then me?
No, Trent, he's not, I mean you're Trent Helms, former World Champion, The Current National Champion, you can beat anyone inside the ring, when you have your mind on it.
I'm not talking about that, I'm talking about you know, in everything else.
What do you mean?
Jesus, Ashlie, do I have to spell it out for you, Is he better in bed, then I am?
The comment catches Ashlie off guard, as her hands drop to her slides, as she looks down.
Why would you even ask me something like that? Don't you trust me?
Trent just sighs, and falls back onto the bed, and looks up at the ceiling.
Then why is it, in recent months, you have spent more time with him, then you have with me, I know he is training you and all, and I have no doubts, that you're loyal to me, but Ashlie, I need you, I need you by my side, to stand by me, and yet for the past month, all your time, has gone to him, the man who tried to crush my skull in, just a week ago.
But Trent, I was by your side, I haven't even talked to Adam, since he hit you with the steel chair the week before last on Collision.
I know.
Then why are we even talking about it?
Because, I'm just so conflicted right now, I reached out to Adam, because of our history, I reached out, because I wanted to have a match, based on mutual respect, and he has done nothing but wave me off, like I was Joe Everyman, and yet funny enough, he at least gave Everyman a small sign of respect, but has offered me none.
You did bad mouth him quite a bit when you started this.
Trent rolls over, and hides his face in the pillow, as his voice gets muffled, as he knows Ashlie is right.
I know, and I apologized for it.
I'm sorry, I didn't hear that, it sounded like the great Trent Helms was sobbing like a bitch.
Trent rolls over, so his face is no longer in the pillow.
I know Ashlie, I said I was sorry.
But you think, that will make up for it, in Adam's eyes? You're his best friend, you're his equal in the ring, do you think, your best friend is just trying to motivate you, I mean, when he is training me, he does everything he can to moti..
Suddenly, Ashlie stops, however Trent is already sitting up.
I want to believe that Ashlie, I do, I also want to believe that I will one day be in the Hall Of Fame, but like me pretending to be from another planet, and how I claimed I had sex with Scarlett Johansson, they are all just make believe, things that just aren't true, Adam is a changed man, he is ruthless, he is doing everything he can, to make sure he remains on that throne, and has nearly killed off any existing relationship he had prior to him, and the Famularo joining together, He tried to put down his pet in Kanyon, and replaced him for The Ace, He dismisses his own best friend, for the company of Xander, Adam is just replacing everything in his life, for something better, first Kanyon, then me, and Kelly is getting left behind, which makes me wonder....Who has he replaced Kelly with?
Trent directs his glare directly at Ashlie.
What? You have some nerve Trent, after you know I've been faithful to you to the fullest degree, I love you Trent, and have stood by you thru everything, I even learned that your favorite Dragonball Z Character name is Trunks, I know that you worship Dan Marino as a god, and that you love The Miami Dolphins.
But it doesn't change what you are, You kissed Simon Daye.
So you're going to finally throw that in my face Trent? That was a accident, I ran to you, and told you right away, you forgave me, and now you want to try to use this against me.
I'm just saying, I want you to stay away from Adam!.
You told me, you would never make me choose, It's strictly business with Adam, I have to do everything I can to prove to Turbo Tits that I am not a disgrace to the division I am in, that I am just as talented and how I fought like hell to win this championship.
Then why not just have me train you.
Because Adam is be...
Ashlie cuts herself off, but Trent already knows, what was going to be said, as stands up quickly, she tries to grab his arm, but Trent manages to avoid it, as he opens the door.
I know he is.
Trent wait....I love you...
Trent wants to stop, but there seems to be something hurting him, as he opens the door.
Ashlie I love you too, I want you to know that, but as long as you around Adam, I don't think I can be here, I'm sorry that I'm going to ask you to make a choice, but I don't want to lose you Ash, but I'm not going to lose something else I love to Adam.
Trent puts his head down and pulls the door open, and begins to walk out, Ashlie makes another grab at him, to get him to stop, as she grabs at the Hoodie, she can't seem to grab enough of it, to stop him, as a box falls out of the pocket, as the door closes, as Ashlie make-up is beginning to run down her face, she goes to open the door, but feels the box, that fell out of Trent's hoodie as it hits against her bare feet, she leans down and looks at the fancy black box, and opens it...
She gasps for a second, and faints, as she falls onto the bed, before the camera zooms in on the box, revealing a huge white diamond engagement ring.
After everything we ever went thru together, how I was there to happily be with you, on the greatest day of your life, when you married Kelly, how I was there in the hospital with you, for hours upon hours, when you took a power bomb off a 18-wheeler, and injured your neck, I was there, alongside Kelly, when there was no Zelda, when the Famularo Family wasn't there, I was there, as you went under the knife, I waited as they pierced your skin, and put you back together again, I made it a point to still be by your side, when everything turned to **** in my life, Mercedes being severely injured, My God-children from nCw newest Starlet Wakki Jackie being killed, I was still there while you were recovering in the hospital, I was there the moment I got my first gig at running a company, and gave you a high paying and powerful position in a company, that unknown to us, was worst off then anything he had to deal with in IWF, or a Davey Boone and a Punisher ran Promotion.
I even forgave you, when you lied to me, about not being able to walk again, thru the disbelief from you standing up, and smarking at everyone who shredded a tear for you,was a little hard for me to overcame, and I ended up walking away, and leaving you to fend for yourself in that promotion, and I'm sorry for it, Adam...but you broke my heart, and still I love you, thru I had nothing to be sorry for, unlike you, I wasn't faking a injury for your own enjoyment, as I got Cancer, and had to walk away.
Sometimes I wished the Cancer killed me, because thru it has happened so many times, that Dagger, that is always driven into my spine by you, never stops hurting, even long after you remove the blade, and smile at the chaos you created.
But still, each time, I seem to forgive you, maybe I am indeed just stupid, everyone seems to think so, as I randomly blurt things out, that nobody seems to know or care what I'm saying, and yet I somehow get told, I keep passing the tests, proving I still have my sanity, don't ask me how it happens, I don't know, thru I clearly feel I am going insane Adam, because I let you keep hurting me.
The lies about the broken neck, you costing me my nCw Championship, nearly getting me exiled from nCw for good back in early 2009, and every other little thing in between, I seem to come back, and think everything is going to be okay, like I'm a teenager, who is dating the asshole joke, that sleeps with everything, and yet I think it's going to be okay, because you love them.
I do love you Adam.
You are the brother I never had, I guess it's kind of fitting too, that our brother ship would be this torn, how we both have scars for everything we have done to each other over the years, the only difference is, I have remorse for what I've done, you on the other hand, have grown into this King image that you have created for yourself, and good for you, because you have everything now, Your sister is nearly in control of the company, to run it how you see fit, your new best friend is still considered the most unstoppable force, and his father is finding his groove again, by not just smashing things into a women vagina, but by smashing his fist into anything face, that isn't American, not only that, You managed to turn, your greatest rival of all time, into a submissive little pet, to do all your dirty work for you.
Bravo..
BRAV-****ING-O
I don't even recognize you anymore Adam, I seen all your tricks, watched the trail of destruction you have left in your wake, but you never put Kelly in a situation like this, you've never disrespected me, like you have the past month...
You're going down a path we can't follow Adam.
So I'm going to ask you, as the man, I wish still considers me, his best friend...
What low are you going to stoop too Adam?
Do you plan to crush me, and send me out of nCw forever, like you did in 2009, when you defeated me in a Strap Match?
Will that be enough for you Adam?
Or are you going to claim the one thing I love above everything else, No, not the National Championship, Not my bid to be in the Hall Of Fame, but the only Primate as my alien Alter-Ego would call her.
I used to not question this Adam, because I always known everything about you, but in the past few months you changed, or who knows, maybe this is a manfection that has been eating away at you for a long time.
Sadly it seems, Adam Knite is just Somebody that I used to know.
As some over-excited announcer guy would go, I get what I want, and even if I manage to defeat the man, who has shown over the ages, can't easily be defeated, I might end up losing the war, and Adam will get the last laugh, if Zelda beats Kelly on Sunday, if that happens, then I might as well be out of a job, I might as well go to back to make crappy stoner-based children shows on Nickelodeon, and give up my silly quest for the Hall Of Fame.
I'm sorry, I'm not quite feeling motivated right now, because even if I beat Adam, what will it even matter, Zelda can win the company over, and eight months of work, could be for nothing, as she will more then likely humiliate me, and the moment she wins, inducts herself into the Hall Of Fame, just to spite me, because I once said some mean spirited but yet, completely true statements about her Ex-Fiancee.
So what does it even matter, if I outlast Adam Knite, I get to retain my championship, only more then likely be stripped of it a short time later, like it's a cute and adorable joke by my niece, Eight months I fought, and now, just like that, a 22 year old girl could be in-charge of my career, in charge of making my life a hell, just because she thinks it's worth the lolz.
I mean, I bet it will be so awesome, when the classic ncw red apron is replaced, and given a nice baby **** green tint, while some stupid golden triangle is put on the apron. Since this might be my last match in nCw, because if Zelda wins, I'm going to be made to look like a outcast because of my public show of support for Kelly, not because I have any problem with the Hierarchy and the fact they get things done, and not because I support Roberto Verona's delusional and idiotic claims, or hope that he beats Xander Famularo, because I do not.
For nearly a whole year, I been fighting my own cause, and while selfish on the surface, is a noble cause none the less. Don't get me wrong, I was nothing but a selfish, snotty nosed little bitch, when I started this, cause I was angry, I was pissed that when I returned from a 2 years absence, there was no parade praising me to the heavens, that things would be okay again, that Trent Helms returned to save nCw, from it's stale and boring state, I mean, you had Charlie Velez and Dave Holland main eventing a pay per view, two months in a row, and less then two months later, they both disappeared, granted Holland came back, but do I need to spoil how that story played out.
The funny thing is, for 7 months, I was acting like a Hall Of Famer, you know, being the lowest of the low, when it comes to regard for human life, I mean, you have a group of elite wrestlers who are most commonly known for giving themselves a colonaopy, because of how much, their own heads are constantly shoved up their asses.
I guess I'm not much different then them, I have had my head so far up my ass, I created a entire universe simply to revolve around me.
God I am a evil person?
At least I can maybe find a small comfort in knowing, I'm the lesser of two evils, in this ordeal, I mean, I'm simply just a man who fights only for himself, not interesting in ruling over anyone, just moving on, assignment to assignment, not caring about anything but my own business, and the well being of Ashlie, outside of that, I have no ties to this promotion.
Maybe I shouldn't care if Zelda is going to take over.
I do know one thing, I do believe still, that I deserve to be in the Hall Of Fame, but that doesn't even matter anymore, I just need to prove to myself, I can beat Adam Knite.
But he is unstoppable...
Suddenly, the scene opens in a hotel room, the camera scrolls around to reveal a napkin with a logo on it, that reads Excalibur, for once, Trent has frown in from Toronto early, as you suddenly see Ashlie walking into view, wearing a Gears Of War baby-doll tee short, and so baby blue boy shorts.
But you're Trent ****ing Helms
Trent stops his inner monologue, that we could somehow hear before.
Trent, what in the hell is wrong with you, I mean for like forever it seems, you only wanted a chance to face Adam, now that you gotten his attention, you just don't seem to happy about it.
Trent just remains silent, his head hidden by the hood on his red Iron man Armor hoodie, while the nCw National Championship rests on his lap.
Trent, are you even listening to me?
Trent continues to remain silent, staring at the title in his lap.
Trent, dammit, listen to me.
Suddenly, Trent lifts his glare up from his championship and looks up at Ashlie.
Is he that much better then me?
No, Trent, he's not, I mean you're Trent Helms, former World Champion, The Current National Champion, you can beat anyone inside the ring, when you have your mind on it.
I'm not talking about that, I'm talking about you know, in everything else.
What do you mean?
Jesus, Ashlie, do I have to spell it out for you, Is he better in bed, then I am?
The comment catches Ashlie off guard, as her hands drop to her slides, as she looks down.
Why would you even ask me something like that? Don't you trust me?
Trent just sighs, and falls back onto the bed, and looks up at the ceiling.
Then why is it, in recent months, you have spent more time with him, then you have with me, I know he is training you and all, and I have no doubts, that you're loyal to me, but Ashlie, I need you, I need you by my side, to stand by me, and yet for the past month, all your time, has gone to him, the man who tried to crush my skull in, just a week ago.
But Trent, I was by your side, I haven't even talked to Adam, since he hit you with the steel chair the week before last on Collision.
I know.
Then why are we even talking about it?
Because, I'm just so conflicted right now, I reached out to Adam, because of our history, I reached out, because I wanted to have a match, based on mutual respect, and he has done nothing but wave me off, like I was Joe Everyman, and yet funny enough, he at least gave Everyman a small sign of respect, but has offered me none.
You did bad mouth him quite a bit when you started this.
Trent rolls over, and hides his face in the pillow, as his voice gets muffled, as he knows Ashlie is right.
I know, and I apologized for it.
I'm sorry, I didn't hear that, it sounded like the great Trent Helms was sobbing like a bitch.
Trent rolls over, so his face is no longer in the pillow.
I know Ashlie, I said I was sorry.
But you think, that will make up for it, in Adam's eyes? You're his best friend, you're his equal in the ring, do you think, your best friend is just trying to motivate you, I mean, when he is training me, he does everything he can to moti..
Suddenly, Ashlie stops, however Trent is already sitting up.
I want to believe that Ashlie, I do, I also want to believe that I will one day be in the Hall Of Fame, but like me pretending to be from another planet, and how I claimed I had sex with Scarlett Johansson, they are all just make believe, things that just aren't true, Adam is a changed man, he is ruthless, he is doing everything he can, to make sure he remains on that throne, and has nearly killed off any existing relationship he had prior to him, and the Famularo joining together, He tried to put down his pet in Kanyon, and replaced him for The Ace, He dismisses his own best friend, for the company of Xander, Adam is just replacing everything in his life, for something better, first Kanyon, then me, and Kelly is getting left behind, which makes me wonder....Who has he replaced Kelly with?
Trent directs his glare directly at Ashlie.
What? You have some nerve Trent, after you know I've been faithful to you to the fullest degree, I love you Trent, and have stood by you thru everything, I even learned that your favorite Dragonball Z Character name is Trunks, I know that you worship Dan Marino as a god, and that you love The Miami Dolphins.
But it doesn't change what you are, You kissed Simon Daye.
So you're going to finally throw that in my face Trent? That was a accident, I ran to you, and told you right away, you forgave me, and now you want to try to use this against me.
I'm just saying, I want you to stay away from Adam!.
You told me, you would never make me choose, It's strictly business with Adam, I have to do everything I can to prove to Turbo Tits that I am not a disgrace to the division I am in, that I am just as talented and how I fought like hell to win this championship.
Then why not just have me train you.
Because Adam is be...
Ashlie cuts herself off, but Trent already knows, what was going to be said, as stands up quickly, she tries to grab his arm, but Trent manages to avoid it, as he opens the door.
I know he is.
Trent wait....I love you...
Trent wants to stop, but there seems to be something hurting him, as he opens the door.
Ashlie I love you too, I want you to know that, but as long as you around Adam, I don't think I can be here, I'm sorry that I'm going to ask you to make a choice, but I don't want to lose you Ash, but I'm not going to lose something else I love to Adam.
Trent puts his head down and pulls the door open, and begins to walk out, Ashlie makes another grab at him, to get him to stop, as she grabs at the Hoodie, she can't seem to grab enough of it, to stop him, as a box falls out of the pocket, as the door closes, as Ashlie make-up is beginning to run down her face, she goes to open the door, but feels the box, that fell out of Trent's hoodie as it hits against her bare feet, she leans down and looks at the fancy black box, and opens it...
She gasps for a second, and faints, as she falls onto the bed, before the camera zooms in on the box, revealing a huge white diamond engagement ring.
After everything we ever went thru together, how I was there to happily be with you, on the greatest day of your life, when you married Kelly, how I was there in the hospital with you, for hours upon hours, when you took a power bomb off a 18-wheeler, and injured your neck, I was there, alongside Kelly, when there was no Zelda, when the Famularo Family wasn't there, I was there, as you went under the knife, I waited as they pierced your skin, and put you back together again, I made it a point to still be by your side, when everything turned to **** in my life, Mercedes being severely injured, My God-children from nCw newest Starlet Wakki Jackie being killed, I was still there while you were recovering in the hospital, I was there the moment I got my first gig at running a company, and gave you a high paying and powerful position in a company, that unknown to us, was worst off then anything he had to deal with in IWF, or a Davey Boone and a Punisher ran Promotion.
I even forgave you, when you lied to me, about not being able to walk again, thru the disbelief from you standing up, and smarking at everyone who shredded a tear for you,was a little hard for me to overcame, and I ended up walking away, and leaving you to fend for yourself in that promotion, and I'm sorry for it, Adam...but you broke my heart, and still I love you, thru I had nothing to be sorry for, unlike you, I wasn't faking a injury for your own enjoyment, as I got Cancer, and had to walk away.
Sometimes I wished the Cancer killed me, because thru it has happened so many times, that Dagger, that is always driven into my spine by you, never stops hurting, even long after you remove the blade, and smile at the chaos you created.
But still, each time, I seem to forgive you, maybe I am indeed just stupid, everyone seems to think so, as I randomly blurt things out, that nobody seems to know or care what I'm saying, and yet I somehow get told, I keep passing the tests, proving I still have my sanity, don't ask me how it happens, I don't know, thru I clearly feel I am going insane Adam, because I let you keep hurting me.
The lies about the broken neck, you costing me my nCw Championship, nearly getting me exiled from nCw for good back in early 2009, and every other little thing in between, I seem to come back, and think everything is going to be okay, like I'm a teenager, who is dating the asshole joke, that sleeps with everything, and yet I think it's going to be okay, because you love them.
I do love you Adam.
You are the brother I never had, I guess it's kind of fitting too, that our brother ship would be this torn, how we both have scars for everything we have done to each other over the years, the only difference is, I have remorse for what I've done, you on the other hand, have grown into this King image that you have created for yourself, and good for you, because you have everything now, Your sister is nearly in control of the company, to run it how you see fit, your new best friend is still considered the most unstoppable force, and his father is finding his groove again, by not just smashing things into a women vagina, but by smashing his fist into anything face, that isn't American, not only that, You managed to turn, your greatest rival of all time, into a submissive little pet, to do all your dirty work for you.
Bravo..
BRAV-****ING-O
I don't even recognize you anymore Adam, I seen all your tricks, watched the trail of destruction you have left in your wake, but you never put Kelly in a situation like this, you've never disrespected me, like you have the past month...
You're going down a path we can't follow Adam.
So I'm going to ask you, as the man, I wish still considers me, his best friend...
What low are you going to stoop too Adam?
Do you plan to crush me, and send me out of nCw forever, like you did in 2009, when you defeated me in a Strap Match?
Will that be enough for you Adam?
Or are you going to claim the one thing I love above everything else, No, not the National Championship, Not my bid to be in the Hall Of Fame, but the only Primate as my alien Alter-Ego would call her.
I used to not question this Adam, because I always known everything about you, but in the past few months you changed, or who knows, maybe this is a manfection that has been eating away at you for a long time.
Sadly it seems, Adam Knite is just Somebody that I used to know.
