Post by Dexter Davis on Sept 19, 2012 14:54:15 GMT -6
"In March of this year the facade of two people's lives ended. The truth came out and we are finally coming to the end of this long, bitter, hateful monster that has consumed NCW for months now. Since March there has been plotting and planning against all parties involved. People thought it was over after A Night to Remember. It raged on. People thought it was done after Reborn. Raged on. People thought it was done after Picture Perfect when two men waged war and one man's career was ended for good.
It still rages on until this Sunday. Despite not having the sexy names of Brad Kane and Lex Sense, this weekend, this Sunday, at Battle Grounds, there will the final battle in this very sick story. The one thing that started this entire war between all those involved will end. One person caused nearly half a year of bloodshed and words coming out of my mouth I normally never say. There is one woman who is the root. Like any problem root, it has to be pulled out completely before the problem ends.
For the past six months I've had to look at her face. First in joy when she tried to murder my now husband. I had to see her smile after I was slammed to the mat numerous times by Lex Sense. I had to see her smile when she drove me through a table. However, I have made her mad so many times by now. I made her mad by beating her in her own hand picked game. I made her mad by marrying her ex-husband despite all the slander and misleading claims she spouted about the man who tried his best to make it work.
I live with yours. I live with your kids who hate you. Your oldest son despises you. Do you know what you've done to him? Every day in school someone always mentions the fact that they've seen his real mother take it on film. Your other daughters that you deemed unworthy to want can't grasp the understanding about why bad mommy would leave them and daddy. I've even heard your little sister doesn't talk to you, that your parents want nothing to do with you either.
Because of your actions, you've affected the lives of so many people and you know what? You've made them all better people for it. Every night before I get into the bed with the man that I love, he looks me in my eyes and tells me that he upgraded. Me! An upgrade over you. Sure you can brag about your body, how you can pleasure men with your mouth and other parts, but just hearing that I'm an upgrade has to make your skin crawl.
I've annoyed you for months now. Much like Brad said to Lex, I'm that fly that keeps buzzing around you. You swat at me and I just don't go away. Unlike the man you try to love and gives you so little in return, you're not a monster like he is. You tried being so cold like he is and you failed. Now you're making sexual references because you have little else to grab onto. You have no wrestling skill. You have nothing interesting to ever say.
It's crazy to just wrap my head around this. I could've left well enough alone after Picture Perfect but I couldn't. I saw the look in your eyes. You wanted Lex to do more to Brad. You wanted Brad dead. He's not dead. I don't forget those who have wronged the people that I love. You have wronged everyone you've ever met. You wronged Brad. Your kids. Your family. Even my new sister in law! For years you told Freya how to dress and act. Is it no surprise that I've been having to tell her to not put that on?
For goodness sake she was ready to walk outside in a leather mini skirt and a tight shirt because that's how you told her to dress. I've been having to undo the damage you've done on everyone for the past nine months. Nine months I've been in this family and I'm still not close to fixing all of your mistakes! Might take me another nine to finish the job. They've all been excited for this change in lifestyle that I'm bringing them. No more sexual orgies in the living room during the middle of the afternoon.
No more of anything like that. To everyone you knew in this family, I'm just as Brad said, the upgrade. He loves me more then he ever did you. Your kids love me more because I know what it takes to be a real mother and some bimbo who sometimes put cereal in a bowl. Freya loves me because I treat her as a person and not a personal Barbie doll. When Battle Grounds is done and people leave the arena they'll be talking about one Starlets match.
Not the one with Alysson.
Not the one with Sydney.
Not the one with Jenny.
They'll be talking about the one we have and the brutality that two women will go to in order to finally put all of this *beep* behind us. You'll go back to your place with Lex, look at the three kids you, look in the mirror and just stare at your own reflection. The only thing going through your mind would be why did I do all of it? Why did I mess up my life where I had everything I wanted for a life of being a pariah?
Do us all a favor after Battle Grounds. Go off to L.A. and start taking Mandingo in your ass. You're better suited for it."
It still rages on until this Sunday. Despite not having the sexy names of Brad Kane and Lex Sense, this weekend, this Sunday, at Battle Grounds, there will the final battle in this very sick story. The one thing that started this entire war between all those involved will end. One person caused nearly half a year of bloodshed and words coming out of my mouth I normally never say. There is one woman who is the root. Like any problem root, it has to be pulled out completely before the problem ends.
For the past six months I've had to look at her face. First in joy when she tried to murder my now husband. I had to see her smile after I was slammed to the mat numerous times by Lex Sense. I had to see her smile when she drove me through a table. However, I have made her mad so many times by now. I made her mad by beating her in her own hand picked game. I made her mad by marrying her ex-husband despite all the slander and misleading claims she spouted about the man who tried his best to make it work.
I live with yours. I live with your kids who hate you. Your oldest son despises you. Do you know what you've done to him? Every day in school someone always mentions the fact that they've seen his real mother take it on film. Your other daughters that you deemed unworthy to want can't grasp the understanding about why bad mommy would leave them and daddy. I've even heard your little sister doesn't talk to you, that your parents want nothing to do with you either.
Because of your actions, you've affected the lives of so many people and you know what? You've made them all better people for it. Every night before I get into the bed with the man that I love, he looks me in my eyes and tells me that he upgraded. Me! An upgrade over you. Sure you can brag about your body, how you can pleasure men with your mouth and other parts, but just hearing that I'm an upgrade has to make your skin crawl.
I've annoyed you for months now. Much like Brad said to Lex, I'm that fly that keeps buzzing around you. You swat at me and I just don't go away. Unlike the man you try to love and gives you so little in return, you're not a monster like he is. You tried being so cold like he is and you failed. Now you're making sexual references because you have little else to grab onto. You have no wrestling skill. You have nothing interesting to ever say.
It's crazy to just wrap my head around this. I could've left well enough alone after Picture Perfect but I couldn't. I saw the look in your eyes. You wanted Lex to do more to Brad. You wanted Brad dead. He's not dead. I don't forget those who have wronged the people that I love. You have wronged everyone you've ever met. You wronged Brad. Your kids. Your family. Even my new sister in law! For years you told Freya how to dress and act. Is it no surprise that I've been having to tell her to not put that on?
For goodness sake she was ready to walk outside in a leather mini skirt and a tight shirt because that's how you told her to dress. I've been having to undo the damage you've done on everyone for the past nine months. Nine months I've been in this family and I'm still not close to fixing all of your mistakes! Might take me another nine to finish the job. They've all been excited for this change in lifestyle that I'm bringing them. No more sexual orgies in the living room during the middle of the afternoon.
No more of anything like that. To everyone you knew in this family, I'm just as Brad said, the upgrade. He loves me more then he ever did you. Your kids love me more because I know what it takes to be a real mother and some bimbo who sometimes put cereal in a bowl. Freya loves me because I treat her as a person and not a personal Barbie doll. When Battle Grounds is done and people leave the arena they'll be talking about one Starlets match.
Not the one with Alysson.
Not the one with Sydney.
Not the one with Jenny.
They'll be talking about the one we have and the brutality that two women will go to in order to finally put all of this *beep* behind us. You'll go back to your place with Lex, look at the three kids you, look in the mirror and just stare at your own reflection. The only thing going through your mind would be why did I do all of it? Why did I mess up my life where I had everything I wanted for a life of being a pariah?
Do us all a favor after Battle Grounds. Go off to L.A. and start taking Mandingo in your ass. You're better suited for it."
~~~~~
Phew, what a work out with Freya. Not that kind of work out. Not that Megan styled influenced work out where no one really lifts or trains. Freya doesn't even bother changing, instead making a bee line for the couch where she picks up a Xbox controller and starts to play Borderlands 2 with my husband. I'm a Mario girl all the way. Call me when the new Nintendo is out. Better believe Brad got one pre-ordered for kids and myself. I sit next to Brad and lean back, still sweaty.
Brad: Dear god this game is so awesome. Worth standing in line for.
Freya: I heard that. Spikey needs to move here so he can get in on this too.
Brad: ...No.
Freya: Aww don't be a spoiled sport.
I chuckle. Yeah those two are fighting again. Seems like Brad and Spike always have some sort of problem between them. Very annoying. Freya seems to go more towards Brad. I just think she hates Boston and would like to have her and Dexter's daughter near more cousins then just one. I don't know.
Freya: You know who the Gunzerker looks like?
Brad: Who?
Freya: That old pervy dude that NCW has.
I raise my eyebrow.
Nina: Really? I don't see it? Gib's a large man and that's a little person. Is it midget? I don't know.
Freya: Eh, either way. Can't wait to be there this weekend though. Get to catch up with people again.
Nina: Yeah should be a really good time. Though I am not staying in the same hotel room as you...
Freya: Why?
I want to say oh other then hearing you and Dexter at four in the morning going at it like a pair of wild animals, no real reason. Seriously, its like having a disgusting porn played in front of you with people you think of as family. Ew.
Nina: You need your space and I mine. Plus Brad will be with me again.
Freya: Ah, yeah, you bring up a good point. Also I think Dexter and I kept you up a little bit...
Nina: YOU THINK SO?!
She just now got that? Oy, sometimes Freya's a little dense but she's a great person. Slowly turning her back into how a mother should act and dress. There's nothing wrong with a little skin for date night but when you're taking your kid to the doctor there isn't a need to have your ass hanging out of your skirt.
Freya: You could've told us to stop.
Nina: No, Freya, we're not talking about this right now. Not in front of your brother and not when one of the children can step in here and listen. You know better then that.
She just nods her head as she turns her focus back to the game. I snuggle up to Brad, getting my sweaty forehead all over his shirt. He smiles.
Brad: Good work out?
Nina: I feel ready. Though Freya got me once really badly with a chair. It'll leave a bruise on my back but I'll survive. I told her not to go full strength because, well, it is Megan.
Freya: Yeah she gets more out of suc...
Nina: FREYA, SHUT THE HELL UP!
Game gets paused, Brad and Freya both look at me strangely. Normally I don't get upset like that. I don't know what just caused that. Eh maybe just the deep seeded hate I have for that stupid woman.
Freya: Sorry, sorry. Just hard to break the habit sometimes.
Nina: I know. I didn't mean to raise my voice as such. But both of you have improved. I mean Brad doesn't do those silly things anymore.
Freya: Ugh, I remember one time when Spikey and I were visiting, Megan was grindin' on him right in front of us. They were practically doing it...
Nina: Eeesh!
Freya: So yeah, you are a very welcome sight in the family.
That puts a smile on my face hearing it from Freya. She's a good person with a lot left to learn. Then again so is Brad but I'm not so worried about him. I keep myself next to him as he plays his new video game that isn't Mario. Too much guns and violence. Too much violence on Sunday too. Though that won't be a video game. It'll be real. And, I think, it'll be fun.
