Post by Shelly Taylor-Jones on Jan 19, 2013 3:57:25 GMT -6
I hate you for the sacrifices you made for me
I hate you for every time you ever bled for me
I hate you for the way you smile when you look at me
I hate you for never taking control of me
I hate you for always saving me from myself
I hate you for always choosing me and not someone else
I hate you for always pulling me back from the edge
I hate you for every kind word you ever said
I’ll bleed you dry now
Shelly stands alone in her and Alex's home gym. She moves on the balls of her feet breathing deeply, suddenly she explodes hitting a four punch combination on a heavy bag, she then moves to the side and hits a few very fast low kicks to the bag before moving in and out, Shelly breathes deeply again bouncing up and down wearing a pair of pink and white "warrior" fight shorts.
Blood blood blood
Pump mud through my veins
Shut your dirty, dirty mouth
I’m not that easy
Blood blood blood
Pump mud through my veins
I’m a dirty, dirty girl
I want it filthy
Shelly hits three very stiff kicks going from the bottom to the top of the bag, a few hard lefts and rights still bouncing on her toes. Visably upset, visably angry. The former womens champion almost loses it right there, her frustration shining through as something is clearly on her mind.
"So this is it?...."
Shelly grits her teeth and looks away.
"Two years as an active wrestler. A world title win that many consider a fluke, I keep getting passed around, in one week out the next. At one point I was earmarked as the future of NCW's womens division. I was to be the new face of the whole group of females under contract. But then I ran into Kelly Knite and that all ended. Since then I have been in and out of NCW. I win a match here, lose one there.....consistancy has eluded me....."
"But I've been sitting back and watching my husband. And as he has rejuvenated and reignited his career I can do the same thing. I can stand tall and reinvent myself. But it won't be this week. See this week instead of stepping into the ring with say Jenny Williams or any of the other top athletes in NCW I'm facing a woman who has gone on camera...and talked about deep throating a banana?....."
"I get it Addisyn you're famous. You love the feeling of the spotlight on you. And honestly who doesn't. You followed your dream to come to NCW and become a wrestler. But still your the type of woman who should not be here. You may think it's a fun little holiday to be in NCW and wrestle. But Addisyn, this isn't a game...."
Shelly shakes her head and clentches her fists
"You may think it is, you may believe you can walk around and just get your nails done and wait for your latte. If that is how you spend your free time, good for you, but this...this right here is how I spend my time. I train, I focus, I ready my body for war. And as it says on these shorts, I'm a warrior. I'm done hiding it, I'm done being a "pretty starlet"...."
"I don't pretty myself up, I don't prance around like a bitch in heat. I go out to the ring and I hurt people. And you Addisyn, you are the next name on my list. This isn't meant to be personal this is meant to just be business....but I can't keep it that way Addisyn...I wish I could. I wish I could just look at you and turn on the whole good girl act....."
"I could shake your hand wish you well and have a great match. But that won't happen......"
Shelly closes her eyes and breathes in deep, her mind working a million miles an hour
"I'm going to walk down to that ring. I'm going to wait for the bell to ring. And then I'm going to run across the ring, and hit you, hard, as many times as I can. And then if you are too stubborn to stay down, I'm going to grab part of you. A leg, an arm, your head and I'm going to rip it off and take it home with me....."
"You think my husband is the only one who knows jiu jitsu submissions?. Sweetheart if I get a hold of any part of you, it's coming home with me. And then when you leave NCW and try to resurrect your now broken acting career you can have alot of fun explaining the huge scar you'll have on your arm when they'll have to do reconstructive surgery..."
"And that isn't an idle threat Addisyn, I will destroy you if I have to......and I'll enjoy doing it...."
I hate you for every time you ever bled for me
I hate you for the way you smile when you look at me
I hate you for never taking control of me
I hate you for always saving me from myself
I hate you for always choosing me and not someone else
I hate you for always pulling me back from the edge
I hate you for every kind word you ever said
I’ll bleed you dry now
Shelly stands alone in her and Alex's home gym. She moves on the balls of her feet breathing deeply, suddenly she explodes hitting a four punch combination on a heavy bag, she then moves to the side and hits a few very fast low kicks to the bag before moving in and out, Shelly breathes deeply again bouncing up and down wearing a pair of pink and white "warrior" fight shorts.
Blood blood blood
Pump mud through my veins
Shut your dirty, dirty mouth
I’m not that easy
Blood blood blood
Pump mud through my veins
I’m a dirty, dirty girl
I want it filthy
Shelly hits three very stiff kicks going from the bottom to the top of the bag, a few hard lefts and rights still bouncing on her toes. Visably upset, visably angry. The former womens champion almost loses it right there, her frustration shining through as something is clearly on her mind.
"So this is it?...."
Shelly grits her teeth and looks away.
"Two years as an active wrestler. A world title win that many consider a fluke, I keep getting passed around, in one week out the next. At one point I was earmarked as the future of NCW's womens division. I was to be the new face of the whole group of females under contract. But then I ran into Kelly Knite and that all ended. Since then I have been in and out of NCW. I win a match here, lose one there.....consistancy has eluded me....."
"But I've been sitting back and watching my husband. And as he has rejuvenated and reignited his career I can do the same thing. I can stand tall and reinvent myself. But it won't be this week. See this week instead of stepping into the ring with say Jenny Williams or any of the other top athletes in NCW I'm facing a woman who has gone on camera...and talked about deep throating a banana?....."
"I get it Addisyn you're famous. You love the feeling of the spotlight on you. And honestly who doesn't. You followed your dream to come to NCW and become a wrestler. But still your the type of woman who should not be here. You may think it's a fun little holiday to be in NCW and wrestle. But Addisyn, this isn't a game...."
Shelly shakes her head and clentches her fists
"You may think it is, you may believe you can walk around and just get your nails done and wait for your latte. If that is how you spend your free time, good for you, but this...this right here is how I spend my time. I train, I focus, I ready my body for war. And as it says on these shorts, I'm a warrior. I'm done hiding it, I'm done being a "pretty starlet"...."
"I don't pretty myself up, I don't prance around like a bitch in heat. I go out to the ring and I hurt people. And you Addisyn, you are the next name on my list. This isn't meant to be personal this is meant to just be business....but I can't keep it that way Addisyn...I wish I could. I wish I could just look at you and turn on the whole good girl act....."
"I could shake your hand wish you well and have a great match. But that won't happen......"
Shelly closes her eyes and breathes in deep, her mind working a million miles an hour
"I'm going to walk down to that ring. I'm going to wait for the bell to ring. And then I'm going to run across the ring, and hit you, hard, as many times as I can. And then if you are too stubborn to stay down, I'm going to grab part of you. A leg, an arm, your head and I'm going to rip it off and take it home with me....."
"You think my husband is the only one who knows jiu jitsu submissions?. Sweetheart if I get a hold of any part of you, it's coming home with me. And then when you leave NCW and try to resurrect your now broken acting career you can have alot of fun explaining the huge scar you'll have on your arm when they'll have to do reconstructive surgery..."
"And that isn't an idle threat Addisyn, I will destroy you if I have to......and I'll enjoy doing it...."