Post by Alex Jones on Jan 28, 2013 10:28:05 GMT -6
I'm a monster.
No two ways about it.
I have thoughts about hurting you.
Thoughts about ending you.
My hands wrapped around your neck.
My thumbs slowly pushing inwards.
You choke on your venom.
You die with your lies in your mouth.
And then as your eyes look at me and I see that final truth....
You were never one to be my equal....
"Do you know why no one pays attention Seth?"
Alex sits cross legged on the floor, his hands clasped together, hit long hair tied back showing his face.
"Because you don't matter. You are one of those guys who goes through NCW being a challenger but never reaching for that brass ring. You may pick up a few wins here and there, you may build momentum but you never become what people believe you to be and what you yourself wished you could be. You talk about repeating yourself and seem surprised when no one listens and it's because you have nothing intelligent to say. I put out these videos or talk in the ring microphone in hand and the world listens. All the people at home, the guys in the back they all listen to what I have to say because I am unpredictable. I'm dangerous. I say things that get me in trouble, I say things that should not be heard on television by children. I say things that other guys wish they could say and it's because I lack that one thing that other people seem to have oozing from their bodies and minds."
"Fear"
"See I have no fear in the ring, out of the ring, on the street...it just doesn't matter to me where I am or who I'm with. See my mind has been built without a filter. And where most people sit back and think...maybe that's a bad idea I just blurt it out. And that fact has gotten me beaten up and yelled at and fined and threatened over the last 29 years of my life. And it's a real pity that you felt the need to ram it down my throat again that it was an "injury" that kept you from NCW because you act as if this information is new to me or that I care. Fact is in the Road to the gold Xander whooped your ass and then for weeks afterward you kept losing and then after walking away you came back told us about your injury and had this big elaborate waste of time re-entry into NCW that everyone just kind of sat, watched and then got angry at. Why were they angry Seth?. Well for one it was you who appeared and two it was a waste of time....."
Alex sighs deeply and picks up the X-title.
'
"It was a waste of time because NO ONE CARES. Some of the fans cheer you out of pity but honestly they don't really matter Seth. What matter is what you can prove. And I have proven through facing...and beating men who are much much better than you that I deserve to be a champion in NCW. And as Verona and myself and the others slowly start to stand up to NCW and as I go on past you to become the greatest X champion of all time I have started to wonder and think about a few things...."
"Like is beating you going to do anything for my legacy as a whole?. And I realized, no it's not. You do your sing and dance about the doctors and severely reduced pay and wanting to make it up to Kelly and live up to this and that and all this other heartfelt touching crap but in the end you got beat up you came back all apologising after insulting one of the greats of NCW and his son and you had your tail put firmly between your legs which is just as well cause based on those piss poor apologies I'd say your tail is the only thing between your legs...."
"You're a coward Seth. You don't say sorry for speaking your mind. If you think you're better than someone you go out there put your finger in their chest and say it, then you get in the ring and settle it. I'm better than Todd Williams, I'm better than Spike Kane, I'm better than Angel, I'm better than Steve Awesome , I'm better than Andrew Jacobsen, I'm better than Ace but none of that matters right now Seth, all that matter is that I'm better than you......"
Alex lets out a deep breath and a sarcastic smile.
"And I am Seth. I'm faster, stronger, more experienced and I clearly have a bigger set of balls than you. So this Sunday we'll get in the ring and go about beating the living hell out of each other and one of us will climb that ladder and retrieve this...."
Alex holds out the X-title belt
"You have delusional dreams of the NCW hall of fame. You think that your name will be on the same list as guys like Lance Ryan and Falcon. You have never and will never be good enough. And you seem to think I was your friend and I cared about you?. Seth the moments of fleeting friendship we had were overshadowed by your whining and bitching and slowly I realised I couldn't stand you. No one can stand you. I'm pretty sure we keep you around for ****s and giggles....."
"And a victory in a triple threat match with Webb and Awesome isn't going to change my opinion of you. I beat Steve Awesome too, I whooped his ass back before he got covered in ring rust....."
"I beat him so bad that he left to make bad b-grade movies. And as for Webb?. Is that guy still here?. I try to watch his promo's but there's only a certain amount of time in a day and I have things to do. Congratulations..i guess....but you are right Seth I will step on anyone and spit on anyone and that includes you. I don't care about you, I don't like you, I can't stand you. And the fact that I have to waste my time walking down to that ring to defend this title against you makes me sick."
Alex breathes deep and tries to keep his food down.
"All the greats I've beaten, all the names, all the wars and I have to face Seth Evans?. That's like asking Muhammad Ali to fight Kimbo Slice....."
Alex shakes his head and folds his arms.
"The difference between us Seth is that I know what I want and who I am, you have no clue. You’re a whiny kid who plays Halo, that’s all we know about you and instantly it makes half of NCW want to curb stomp you to hell. And being the people pleaser I am, I’m going to do just that Seth....end you....”
No two ways about it.
I have thoughts about hurting you.
Thoughts about ending you.
My hands wrapped around your neck.
My thumbs slowly pushing inwards.
You choke on your venom.
You die with your lies in your mouth.
And then as your eyes look at me and I see that final truth....
You were never one to be my equal....
"Do you know why no one pays attention Seth?"
Alex sits cross legged on the floor, his hands clasped together, hit long hair tied back showing his face.
"Because you don't matter. You are one of those guys who goes through NCW being a challenger but never reaching for that brass ring. You may pick up a few wins here and there, you may build momentum but you never become what people believe you to be and what you yourself wished you could be. You talk about repeating yourself and seem surprised when no one listens and it's because you have nothing intelligent to say. I put out these videos or talk in the ring microphone in hand and the world listens. All the people at home, the guys in the back they all listen to what I have to say because I am unpredictable. I'm dangerous. I say things that get me in trouble, I say things that should not be heard on television by children. I say things that other guys wish they could say and it's because I lack that one thing that other people seem to have oozing from their bodies and minds."
"Fear"
"See I have no fear in the ring, out of the ring, on the street...it just doesn't matter to me where I am or who I'm with. See my mind has been built without a filter. And where most people sit back and think...maybe that's a bad idea I just blurt it out. And that fact has gotten me beaten up and yelled at and fined and threatened over the last 29 years of my life. And it's a real pity that you felt the need to ram it down my throat again that it was an "injury" that kept you from NCW because you act as if this information is new to me or that I care. Fact is in the Road to the gold Xander whooped your ass and then for weeks afterward you kept losing and then after walking away you came back told us about your injury and had this big elaborate waste of time re-entry into NCW that everyone just kind of sat, watched and then got angry at. Why were they angry Seth?. Well for one it was you who appeared and two it was a waste of time....."
Alex sighs deeply and picks up the X-title.
'
"It was a waste of time because NO ONE CARES. Some of the fans cheer you out of pity but honestly they don't really matter Seth. What matter is what you can prove. And I have proven through facing...and beating men who are much much better than you that I deserve to be a champion in NCW. And as Verona and myself and the others slowly start to stand up to NCW and as I go on past you to become the greatest X champion of all time I have started to wonder and think about a few things...."
"Like is beating you going to do anything for my legacy as a whole?. And I realized, no it's not. You do your sing and dance about the doctors and severely reduced pay and wanting to make it up to Kelly and live up to this and that and all this other heartfelt touching crap but in the end you got beat up you came back all apologising after insulting one of the greats of NCW and his son and you had your tail put firmly between your legs which is just as well cause based on those piss poor apologies I'd say your tail is the only thing between your legs...."
"You're a coward Seth. You don't say sorry for speaking your mind. If you think you're better than someone you go out there put your finger in their chest and say it, then you get in the ring and settle it. I'm better than Todd Williams, I'm better than Spike Kane, I'm better than Angel, I'm better than Steve Awesome , I'm better than Andrew Jacobsen, I'm better than Ace but none of that matters right now Seth, all that matter is that I'm better than you......"
Alex lets out a deep breath and a sarcastic smile.
"And I am Seth. I'm faster, stronger, more experienced and I clearly have a bigger set of balls than you. So this Sunday we'll get in the ring and go about beating the living hell out of each other and one of us will climb that ladder and retrieve this...."
Alex holds out the X-title belt
"You have delusional dreams of the NCW hall of fame. You think that your name will be on the same list as guys like Lance Ryan and Falcon. You have never and will never be good enough. And you seem to think I was your friend and I cared about you?. Seth the moments of fleeting friendship we had were overshadowed by your whining and bitching and slowly I realised I couldn't stand you. No one can stand you. I'm pretty sure we keep you around for ****s and giggles....."
"And a victory in a triple threat match with Webb and Awesome isn't going to change my opinion of you. I beat Steve Awesome too, I whooped his ass back before he got covered in ring rust....."
"I beat him so bad that he left to make bad b-grade movies. And as for Webb?. Is that guy still here?. I try to watch his promo's but there's only a certain amount of time in a day and I have things to do. Congratulations..i guess....but you are right Seth I will step on anyone and spit on anyone and that includes you. I don't care about you, I don't like you, I can't stand you. And the fact that I have to waste my time walking down to that ring to defend this title against you makes me sick."
Alex breathes deep and tries to keep his food down.
"All the greats I've beaten, all the names, all the wars and I have to face Seth Evans?. That's like asking Muhammad Ali to fight Kimbo Slice....."
Alex shakes his head and folds his arms.
"The difference between us Seth is that I know what I want and who I am, you have no clue. You’re a whiny kid who plays Halo, that’s all we know about you and instantly it makes half of NCW want to curb stomp you to hell. And being the people pleaser I am, I’m going to do just that Seth....end you....”