Post by Xavier Williams on May 9, 2008 21:53:46 GMT -6
~Why do we fight? To be remembered? Vengeance? Greed? Or just for the hell of it. Whatever reason we have, we fight. A moment before this fight, a warrior walks. Not becuase he is looking for cardio, it is becuase he is looking for focus. He is gathering his thoughts, on the outside, he is calm, and on the inside... he is a machine. Always working, always thinking, looking for a new way to win. His brain doesnt stop. Eventhough there is no battle, it doesnt mean is is not prepared. Only a fool would do so. He faces the seemingly unbeatable... that is the problem... it only seems so. No one has been able to figure out the formula to defeat him, but has he. His old ways... will they arrise?
The warror doesn't 2nd guess,his decision, when he makes them... he sticks to them, he will never, ever, abandon his ideas. There seems to be controversy surrounding him, as some would argue the uneven playing ground, but he shrugs them off, he seems them as excuses for him to not keep his eye on the prize, the X-Division Championship.~
Same scene, different day.
Handheld camera and we see Xavier is what appears to be a walkway, along the walls are Japanese Kanji, Xavier is leaning against of them
“Meiyo”
Honor
He looks down at the floor, before looking up, he doesn’t look at the camera positioned at the side of him, he is just looking at the wall in front of him
Two sides of the same coin, which is what I am, that is what I bring to the table. There is no true definition. As other seem to stagnate themselves, I change, people don’t like, but that is life, Change. I never do the same thing twice; I can win by pin or submission, hook or crook. Ropes or tights, whatever it takes to win, THAT is I do it. After losing a match like I did the last time we faced, most men would quit, one would think, 'Is it worth it'.
Unfortunately for Angel, I didn’t ask that question. He talks down to me and yet I have leaped over people who CLAWED their way up and I just take leaps and bounds over. I did that myself. I built my own legacy, no flukes, and all earned wins. I have shown every person in that locker room, that I DESERVE the things I get. I EARNED this match and THEN it was made into what it is now. Spike inserted himself into this title match, I didn’t ask. Mr. Jacobs interjected himself into this match for your belt.
“Shinjistu”
Truth
We see this now, as Xavier points the camera at the wall he was staring at earlier.
The "Truth" of it, If I win, they say that it is all HANDED to me on a silver platter, and yet nothing has been handed to me, if there is something I want… I go for it that is how you do it in the business; I said before Reborn I was done waiting for the doors to open, I am bursting through them. Yeah I said I am a man of honor, but that doesn’t mean everything I have done was gonna be erased and forgotten. I have EARNED my spots, because I worked my ass off for them, as while you are acting like jackass for so long, it is time for the “Truth” of the fact to sink in, it is ALL hype…
I see Angel and the cold side comes out, the side that has no respect for anybody or anything. So it is now time for his dosage of a reality check. Person like you holding that title is declining the belt and, unlike you, I decided to use my head instead of my ass. Maybe it wasn’t my time, it was time to let someone else have his glory… but I see no one else, so that leaves me. In the beginning, I wondered if I was ready… now that some time has passed, I see that now is my time to ascend to greatness, and that starts at Reborn. For the last few weeks I have plotted and planned, I trained in this gym, watching the tapes. I think about it, the first match between us, was simply a test… and I came up short. I have no problem with admitting that.
Now, maybe it has sunk in that he is truly over his head and he shouldn’t even be in this match. Not because he doesn’t have the talent, but maybe the odds are too much in my favor. But since I am assured, that Spike and Mr. Jacobs will stay clear of this match, they will call this match, right down the middle.
Xavier walks down the hallway a little more and he stops at another piece of Kanji…
“Gisei”
Sacrifice.
He looks at the wall, and he laughs a little bit to himself. He looks at the Kanji, and at the camera
And to add, just because you have gone through some hardships, doesn’t mean you are better suited to win, I too, have been through wars. I fought a man by the name of Ryan Cannon, in the WFC. We fought in every type of match, you name it, we did it. Then, the last show, Unleashed, Last Man Standing, ending in a draw. A double 10-count. In the end, I stood up, I looked him in the eyes, and shook his hand, an enemy, became a friend. Fast forward to OUW, I met a man named, Chris Zernskie, aka Coz. We had a war for the OUW US Title, Parking lot Brawl, 3 Stages of Hell, Hardcore Submission, Hell in a Cell.
I bled buckets for this business. I have sacrificed so much to get here, I have sacrificed family to be here. I missed birthdays, first days’ of school, Christmases, I missed them… being on the road, this business… I have given my all to it. I severed my knee, all in the name of b3ing champion. I wear this scar on my leg, permanently. I look into the mirror, and I am reminded of that sacrifice I made that night in 2005. I have a cracked skull, why? March 2008, Mayhem Chamber, I was thrown I landed on the steel grating, hell I should of quit there… but I didn’t. Why didn’t I quit? I have respect for this business… and unlike you, I have honor. And I didn’t have to be a glorified stuntman to do so.
“Gouman”
Arrogance
He looks at it
I’ve never seen one word, completely describe one man so easily.
Bottom Feeder, a word that has been used to describe me, and yet I seem to have never hit them bottom. Maybe people, UNDER-estimate me, now. Easy pickings, maybe, well what bottom feeder you know, goes head on to his challenges, I don’t let them fall into my lap,. i go all out and charge forward and yet I seem to be denied by little miss-steps. Well that is a positive to being a "Bottom Feeder", the ability to fix your game, when your at the top, one slip and BOOM it's over. As while me, I can change up what works and what doesn’t, and make myself into a better athlete, better promoer, and soon to be a better champion. I don’t see that as a problem. It is not an Ego Trip, if it is true. These hands, built a legacy, I used no shortcuts, I built up my reputation myself, the help of no one, all the breaks I seem to get, are not because I pull strings, because I don’t pull them, I don’t control the backstage stuff, I get them, because Management sees that I DESERVE it, blood, sweat, tears, THAT is how you get what you want, I killed myself for this business and now I am getting the payback, what you put in and what you get out. YOUR Ego is what will cost you your title, your ego is why you are here now, in this position. You thought you were the ****, when you were not.
You assumed that I didn’t have in this business to make it. Look at me… boy. I am a veteran. You name it, I done it. Wrestled in other countries… done. Won World Championships… done. Been forced to pick between my life or my career, done. In nCw, I start a new chapter of my legacy. I started it with the Age of The Revolution, next I will add my reign as X-Division Champion, and I will begin the Revival of the X-Division Championship.
You want to see what I am all about.. fine then. When that bell rings, I will leave NOTHING in that ring, I will maim you, destroy… and if so, I will injure you. Not because I get off at those things, because I do what it takes to win… why do I say this now, so at Reborn, there will be no surprises. No excuses, I put it all on the tables, I will stop at nothing to win. You say you are sick of the hype, quite frankly, so am I. I look into this camera, and all I speak are words… threats… what good are they, if they hold no meaning, but… being the man of honor that I am… they hold meaning, I never second guess a decision, and that is what will be the deciding factor in whether you will be counting the number of bulbs in the arena lights.
He stops with his little walk and he reaches the end of the hallway. To his left, a wrestling, to his right… the locker room. He looks into the locker room, but he walks to the left and toward the wrestling ring, but he stops as he looks into the handheld camera..
Am I dishonest, yes…am I a cheater, yes, am I an asshole, yes. But those are not my flaws… a man of honor, admits his flaws… I never said I was perfect, being honorable doesn’t mean being perfect, it is about being able to look at the man that stands across from you, and say, “I respect you.”…
Xavier continues to walk into the ring, and the handheld camera, is focused on the wall in front of Xavier, and it makes out one last piece of Kanji…
“Yokubou”
Desire
The warror doesn't 2nd guess,his decision, when he makes them... he sticks to them, he will never, ever, abandon his ideas. There seems to be controversy surrounding him, as some would argue the uneven playing ground, but he shrugs them off, he seems them as excuses for him to not keep his eye on the prize, the X-Division Championship.~
Same scene, different day.
Handheld camera and we see Xavier is what appears to be a walkway, along the walls are Japanese Kanji, Xavier is leaning against of them
“Meiyo”
Honor
He looks down at the floor, before looking up, he doesn’t look at the camera positioned at the side of him, he is just looking at the wall in front of him
Two sides of the same coin, which is what I am, that is what I bring to the table. There is no true definition. As other seem to stagnate themselves, I change, people don’t like, but that is life, Change. I never do the same thing twice; I can win by pin or submission, hook or crook. Ropes or tights, whatever it takes to win, THAT is I do it. After losing a match like I did the last time we faced, most men would quit, one would think, 'Is it worth it'.
Unfortunately for Angel, I didn’t ask that question. He talks down to me and yet I have leaped over people who CLAWED their way up and I just take leaps and bounds over. I did that myself. I built my own legacy, no flukes, and all earned wins. I have shown every person in that locker room, that I DESERVE the things I get. I EARNED this match and THEN it was made into what it is now. Spike inserted himself into this title match, I didn’t ask. Mr. Jacobs interjected himself into this match for your belt.
“Shinjistu”
Truth
We see this now, as Xavier points the camera at the wall he was staring at earlier.
The "Truth" of it, If I win, they say that it is all HANDED to me on a silver platter, and yet nothing has been handed to me, if there is something I want… I go for it that is how you do it in the business; I said before Reborn I was done waiting for the doors to open, I am bursting through them. Yeah I said I am a man of honor, but that doesn’t mean everything I have done was gonna be erased and forgotten. I have EARNED my spots, because I worked my ass off for them, as while you are acting like jackass for so long, it is time for the “Truth” of the fact to sink in, it is ALL hype…
I see Angel and the cold side comes out, the side that has no respect for anybody or anything. So it is now time for his dosage of a reality check. Person like you holding that title is declining the belt and, unlike you, I decided to use my head instead of my ass. Maybe it wasn’t my time, it was time to let someone else have his glory… but I see no one else, so that leaves me. In the beginning, I wondered if I was ready… now that some time has passed, I see that now is my time to ascend to greatness, and that starts at Reborn. For the last few weeks I have plotted and planned, I trained in this gym, watching the tapes. I think about it, the first match between us, was simply a test… and I came up short. I have no problem with admitting that.
Now, maybe it has sunk in that he is truly over his head and he shouldn’t even be in this match. Not because he doesn’t have the talent, but maybe the odds are too much in my favor. But since I am assured, that Spike and Mr. Jacobs will stay clear of this match, they will call this match, right down the middle.
Xavier walks down the hallway a little more and he stops at another piece of Kanji…
“Gisei”
Sacrifice.
He looks at the wall, and he laughs a little bit to himself. He looks at the Kanji, and at the camera
And to add, just because you have gone through some hardships, doesn’t mean you are better suited to win, I too, have been through wars. I fought a man by the name of Ryan Cannon, in the WFC. We fought in every type of match, you name it, we did it. Then, the last show, Unleashed, Last Man Standing, ending in a draw. A double 10-count. In the end, I stood up, I looked him in the eyes, and shook his hand, an enemy, became a friend. Fast forward to OUW, I met a man named, Chris Zernskie, aka Coz. We had a war for the OUW US Title, Parking lot Brawl, 3 Stages of Hell, Hardcore Submission, Hell in a Cell.
I bled buckets for this business. I have sacrificed so much to get here, I have sacrificed family to be here. I missed birthdays, first days’ of school, Christmases, I missed them… being on the road, this business… I have given my all to it. I severed my knee, all in the name of b3ing champion. I wear this scar on my leg, permanently. I look into the mirror, and I am reminded of that sacrifice I made that night in 2005. I have a cracked skull, why? March 2008, Mayhem Chamber, I was thrown I landed on the steel grating, hell I should of quit there… but I didn’t. Why didn’t I quit? I have respect for this business… and unlike you, I have honor. And I didn’t have to be a glorified stuntman to do so.
“Gouman”
Arrogance
He looks at it
I’ve never seen one word, completely describe one man so easily.
Bottom Feeder, a word that has been used to describe me, and yet I seem to have never hit them bottom. Maybe people, UNDER-estimate me, now. Easy pickings, maybe, well what bottom feeder you know, goes head on to his challenges, I don’t let them fall into my lap,. i go all out and charge forward and yet I seem to be denied by little miss-steps. Well that is a positive to being a "Bottom Feeder", the ability to fix your game, when your at the top, one slip and BOOM it's over. As while me, I can change up what works and what doesn’t, and make myself into a better athlete, better promoer, and soon to be a better champion. I don’t see that as a problem. It is not an Ego Trip, if it is true. These hands, built a legacy, I used no shortcuts, I built up my reputation myself, the help of no one, all the breaks I seem to get, are not because I pull strings, because I don’t pull them, I don’t control the backstage stuff, I get them, because Management sees that I DESERVE it, blood, sweat, tears, THAT is how you get what you want, I killed myself for this business and now I am getting the payback, what you put in and what you get out. YOUR Ego is what will cost you your title, your ego is why you are here now, in this position. You thought you were the ****, when you were not.
You assumed that I didn’t have in this business to make it. Look at me… boy. I am a veteran. You name it, I done it. Wrestled in other countries… done. Won World Championships… done. Been forced to pick between my life or my career, done. In nCw, I start a new chapter of my legacy. I started it with the Age of The Revolution, next I will add my reign as X-Division Champion, and I will begin the Revival of the X-Division Championship.
You want to see what I am all about.. fine then. When that bell rings, I will leave NOTHING in that ring, I will maim you, destroy… and if so, I will injure you. Not because I get off at those things, because I do what it takes to win… why do I say this now, so at Reborn, there will be no surprises. No excuses, I put it all on the tables, I will stop at nothing to win. You say you are sick of the hype, quite frankly, so am I. I look into this camera, and all I speak are words… threats… what good are they, if they hold no meaning, but… being the man of honor that I am… they hold meaning, I never second guess a decision, and that is what will be the deciding factor in whether you will be counting the number of bulbs in the arena lights.
He stops with his little walk and he reaches the end of the hallway. To his left, a wrestling, to his right… the locker room. He looks into the locker room, but he walks to the left and toward the wrestling ring, but he stops as he looks into the handheld camera..
Am I dishonest, yes…am I a cheater, yes, am I an asshole, yes. But those are not my flaws… a man of honor, admits his flaws… I never said I was perfect, being honorable doesn’t mean being perfect, it is about being able to look at the man that stands across from you, and say, “I respect you.”…
Xavier continues to walk into the ring, and the handheld camera, is focused on the wall in front of Xavier, and it makes out one last piece of Kanji…
“Yokubou”
Desire