Post by Angel on Jun 10, 2008 15:29:19 GMT -6
Angel? Angel?... ANGEL!!!
"What the hell?...."
Darkness. Never ending darkness. A very, very bad place to be, especially when your supposed to fight for everything that is right and holy.
Remember that Angel? Do you? I don't think you do. I think you have completely forgotten who you are and what you are supposed to be doing.
Look at you. Do you see what we see? Do you? No, you see a man out for revenge, a man seeking to bring pain and torment. You see a man who's actions are justified.
We see a broken and bitter man. Someone who can't accept when he's been beaten at his own game. How many people have you screwed over to get here? I don't mean while in nCw, but in PWW, in other federations. How many? Five, six, twenty? Angel you have stepped over more people on your rise to the top than anyone else. And you have the balls to call out Xavier.
Did you think we forgot? All those times you sat there in Agent Orange's office and cried about what you thought you deserved, threatening to quit? We didn't forget. And don't tell us you've changed, you haven't, you just haven't tried it here yet. You will, eventually.
Am I going to get a chance to defend myself?
You've had way too many chances Angel, way too many.
Who are you?
Me? You know me, you've always known me. You thought you got rid of me, but I'm always here. Waiting for the day that you need me, like you need me now.
I don't need you.
Really? Why did you lose the X-Division title? Why did you lose to Trent Helms? Why did you lose to Davey Ortega?
Xavier stole my title, Trent... He... He just wanted it more... And Davey... had help.
Why do you falter? Is it because you know the truth?
What truth?
Your weak Angel, you've always been weak. That's why you act the way you do, treat people the way you do.
That's...not true.
Don't lie to me Angel, you can't, I know you better than anyone. Xavier didn't steal the belt, you lost it, you, yourself, caused you to lose that belt. And Trent wanted it more? No one wants to win more than you, despite what you tell people. Trent beat you because you let him. And Davey? You could have ended that match at any point, you waited, you stalled, you couldn't get the job done. No Angel, don't lie to me when you know the truth all too well.
Where am I? Where are you? I want out.
Angel, please, where are you? You know where you are. Your in your own personal hell, the one you created for yourself. And for the second time, I'm you, Angel, I'm you... And there is no escape, not for you, not this time. You let Xavier get the better of you. If your not careful your going to let Xavier get the better of you again. I can help you Angel, no one else. I am what drives you forward. Not your god, not your wife or daughter, not even your passion, me. I am the push that makes you move.
No, not again. I can do it, I know I can. Xavier doesn't know what's coming for him. He thinks he has me beat, he thinks this match will do me in, he thinks I'm going to beat myself and he'll clean up the pieces, but he's wrong. I'm ready, more ready than I've ever been. Xavier Williams will wrestle his last match at Picture Perfect, even if I have to go down with him.
So foolish. That's the whole point Angel, you don't have to go down swinging, not this time. All you have to do is give in to me. We made a deal once before and I captured you the PWW United States Title. We can do it again. Hell, I'll even take care of Xavier for you. And when you wake up it'll all seem like a bad dream. You'll have your title, your stable, your glory, and maybe just maybe you'll be able to get Shelly back. Come on, for old times sake Angel, let's make a deal...
Angel? Dude, Angel... YO ANGEL! WAKE UP!
( Angel shots awake with a start. He looks around, trying to figure out where the hell he is. Angel is laying on a couch, wearing his usual clothes, blue jeans, Savior X t-shirt, boots. Falcon stands over him scratching his head. )
"You allright there?"
"What the hell happened"
"Are you serious?"
"What happened? How the hell did I get here?"
"Okay... You had me drive you to Xavier Williams house to cut a promo. I was filming and the next thing I know you go all crazy, pull out a lighter and gas, threatening to burn his house down. It was all I could do to get you in the car. Then you just passed out, and you've been out of it since."
"Burn his house down.... With his family inside?"
"Yeah."
"I.... Don't remember any of that."
"Yeah, well it happened."
"What the hell is happening to me? Am... Am I that mad, that crazed... That I'd do something like that? And... If you hadn't of been there...This isn't good Falcon."
"Look Angel, whatevers going on, you need to get past it. This match is huge, one of the most important of your entire career. You need to get your act together, go out there and beat him. I know this last month has sucked really bad for you, to the point that it is obviously causing you to have some kind of mental break down, but you need to focus and you need to focus now. I know you think that we could carry on with out you, but the fact is we wouldn't want too. We need you if we're going to beat Spike and Maniac. Everyone around here is down playing the importance of Maniac teaming with them, but you and I both know what he's eventually going to do. Now get your head right."
"Your right, I gotta focus. I just don't know what the hell is wrong with me."
"That's easy."
( Angel looks at Falcon imploringly.)
"Your weak..."
(Angel stands up off the couch, his eyes wide open. Falcon is no longer Falcon, he is instead repalced by Angel. Angel, our Angel in black stares at another version of him wearing a similar out fit but all in white. The two start circling each other, the room disappears. )
"Why are you playing games with me, why now?"
"You don't ever learn, do you?"
"Leave me alone. I don't want your help, not this time, not ever again. I am a servant of the Lord."
"Are you now? Could have fooled me. Listen Angel, I will only tell you this once. You will not beat Xavier Williams. You can't. You've forgotten who you are. You have allowed all this trouble with Shelly to change you, alter your perspective on life. You are not here to save anyone, you are not here to do God's bidding, you are not here to make money for your family... You are here to be the best Angel, the absolute best. You came back to wrestling because there was something you never did, and that was win a major World Title, we all know world cruiser weight titles don't count. You have never been the top dog, not once, that's why your here. Forget about Shelly, forget about Hayleigh. As long as you worry about them and your future, you will not be able to beat Xavier Williams. They make you weak."
"I can't forget about them..."
"I can make you."
"But... I love them...."
( The two Angel's look at each other for a long time before the scene fades out. Again blackness surrounds us. The black is slowly changing, shifting, becomming something. The black is circling in on itself and forming an image. The image is of Angel, the background is now stark white. Angel is slowly making his approach. )
Here comes the pain!
"You think you know pain. You think you know what I've been through. You think your little promo package showing me some worthless feud you once had means something. This is not the past Xavier, and I am a completely different animal. you know nothing of what I've been through, here or anywhere else. Nor would you care if I told you. You see my dear boy you talk and talk about the things you've done and will do, but despite your best efforts at proving other wise, I still have not once seen you prove anything. Every match you've won, every victory you hold is tainted. Tell me that doesn't bother you, tell the fans, because we know the truth, it bothers you. You think you know pain? I'll show you pain Xavier. I'll show you pain unlike anything you can possibly imagine. While you waste your time showing me your past, showing me what you've done before, and telling me what your going to do now, do you know what I'm doing? No, you don't. You make assumptions, assuming you've caught me off guard. Assuming that I am unprepared for a match that both of us could die in. I am prepared Xavier. I have faced my death before, it's nothing new. Pain is nothing new. I have a very, very high thresh hold for it, something I'm sure you didn't bother to notice when Trent Helms tried to peel my face off. You think that that was the first time I fought a battle like that? No. I could bore you with tales of something I did three years ago, but's what the point of wasting my words on the deaf. You hear nothing of what I say, and you see even less. You look at me and you do not see the man you should see. You look at me as some kind of step on your way up the ladder of success here in nCw. You make the mistake of not seeing me as the man who wants nothing more than to see you bleed out all over that ring. You make the mistake of thinking my rage will blind me to whatever stunt you are going to pull. Xavier, you do not know me, not as well as you think. All my distractions are gone. No more women, no more friendly fights, nothing to take my eyes off of you Xavier. To think that I am concentrating on anything but beating you is a lie. Your un wise Xavier, very unwise to seemingly under estimate me so much. I know your going to say that you don't under estimate, your going to say everything you said in your first promo. Your going to say everything you have already said to me before Xavier. And that's the problem with you. You never say anything new, you never tell me anything new. You spit the same rhetoric and tell me about all the things you claim to have accomplished. Your a lier and a fool Xavier, and you will pay for your arrogance this Sunday."
Enemy - show me what you wanna be
I can handle anything
Even if I cant handle you
Readily - either way it better be
"Everything I'm doing... The games I'm playing... It's all over... Funny how everything you say is what I said in reverse. The games are over Xavier. You think what I'm doing is a game? I wanted you to understand something, this goes beyond just wrestling. This goes beyond our in ring ability. This is not just a match for me anymore, this is not just about getting my title back anymore. No Xavier, you are my enemy, and I'm not looking to just defeat you this time. I was happy to face you last month, thinking that out of all the members of your pitiful little band, that you'd be the honorable one, you'd be the one who'd give me a fair fight. I actually thought that somewhere inside of you there was a good person. You proved me wrong in more ways than one, and I will not make that mistake again. When I look at you, when I see you across that ring, I don't see a competitor or an opponent, I see my prey Xavier. You think you've outsmarted me, that you've got me on the run, what you don't know is your running head first into my trap. You'll learn very quickly that there is no one upping me. I told you once before, I may lose the battle, but the Social Enemies will win the war, and that's where we are at. You won the battle, one minor battle, this is the war, and I wholely plan on making sure that it is the end. This Sunday, Picture Perfect, you will see the Social Enemies begin their collective rise to the top of this company Xavier. This war is ours to win, and ours alone."
Don't you f**king pity me
Get up, get off
"I don't expect you to feel for me, I expect you to do exactly what you have done all month long. Try to use your family against me, to anger me. It didn't work Xavier. Your family, it means nothing to me. All they are to me is another way to hurt you. I wonder if your willing to let Eric pay for your sins, instead of owning up and paying for them yourself. Is he proud of you, does he know you like I do? Did you tell him you won a title because of bulls**t rules? Did you tell him that the match was designed so I could not win? That you won the title because I beat some one's face in with a chair? Did you tell him you won a title without even pinning the former Champion? I bet he's proud of you, his big tough daddy. I bet when he looks up into your eyes he sees the greatest man to ever live. Too bad he's so easily fooled. Perhaps he needs someone to educate him. I could teach him a few valuable life lessons that I'm sure you won't. I'll teach him how to win with honor, how to get where you want with your pride intact, how to go from the bottom to the top and come off looking like the greatest thing to ever live. I could teach him how to be just like me. How to march into a company that has never heard of you and in a short amount of time become one of the most feared wrestlers on the roster. All you'll ever teach him is how to cheat his way through life, eventually cheating himself out of a true life. Like you. You've cheated yourself. You'll look back one day on your X-Division title reign and see it as the facade I claim it to be. When your older, when your better days are behind you, when your careers over, you'll see exactly what I mean. Of course, that's assuming you make it to old age."
What the hell am I saying?
I don't know about malevolent
Sure as hell decadent
I want somebody to step up, step off
"All I asked for was a challenge, it isn't my fault that you couldn't meet the challenge. It isn't my fault that Falcon, Trent and Davey could. It isn't my fault that I had to battle with two of the founders of this company and one of it's furture World Champions to find real competition. That's all you Xavier. Because of you I had to go out there and make a point. Trent Helms beat me, as I've said over and over. But I promise you right here and right now Xavier, the next time I face Trent Helms I will be the victor. I have no true excuse for the loss, unlike you. I don't need one. I know what I'm capable of. Just like I promised Davey I would beat him, and I almost had him again until you f**ked it all up."
"all the words mean NOTHING, if in the end... you cant back it up in the ring. Everything i said, I've backed it up."
"Which is exactly what I've been saying to you, and I'm glad it's finally caught on, so much so to the point to where your bringing it back and trying to use it against me. The only problem Xavier is, when you take something I said and try to use it against me, make sure your not standing in a glass house while throwing that rock. I have done everything I said I would. I never said I'd beat Trent, I said I'd give him my all. I told Falcon I'd beat him. And for the second time I had Davey beat. You on the other hand, well you just keep telling yourself you did all of those things on your own. I'm sure somewhere inside your little brain you believe that. Just remember, the only person I've seen you step up too is Talon, and if for one second you think Talon is my equal, well sorry Talon, but your dead f**king wrong. There is no comparison Xavier. You beat a friend of mine, not me. Remember that. Remember that you have never beaten me and you never will."
Walls, let me fall, f**k you all!
Get a grip, dont let me slip 'till I drop the ball
f**k this s**t, I'm sick of it
You're going down, this is war!
f**k IT!
"For the last month you've stolen victory after victory, and for the last month you've watched my slow descent back down the ladder I worked so hard to climb. You've watched and you've laughed. I'm done falling, done feeling sorry for myself. I don't even really feel much of anything any more Xavier. What I do feel is a need, a desire... A desire to see your blood, to see your bones, to see you crucified for your sins. And maybe that is exactly what I will do come Picture Perfect. Maybe I will just have to crucify you in front of all those fans. I bet even then you'd still have some smart mouth remark towards me, wouldn't you?"
Who the f**k am I to criticize your twisted state of mind?
You're leaving me suspect, I'm leaving you grotesque
Feels like a burn from which you never learn
Cause and effect, you jealous ass
Press your face against the glass - suffer
"I know why you hate me Xavier. I've always known. You just don't want to admit it. You hate me because your just like me. The way Falcon and I are near mirror images of each other, the same can be said for you an me. I once denied it, but now, after what I've seen from you, I know it to be true. You walk around flaunting that title, you walk around with your band of miscreants and you threaten those with your allegid authority. You use your power to get what you want and you totally disregard everyone else. The only things that matter to you are winning, and reaching the top, no matter who has to fall to get there. You will stop at nothing to get what you want. Change a couple of things, grow some hair and lighten up, you'd be me. Everything I described fits us both and it sickens you. You weren't always like this, your changing, you know it, your becomming me, you don't want to be. So the question is this then, who's better at being me Xavier, you or I? Do you know what's pretty funny about all of this, it's that you once were determined to shut me up, to beat the arrogance out of me. When we first met you were sickened by how full of myself I was, and yet, here we stand, and you have become me. Your every word drips with arrogance. Your very demeanor is meant to intimidate or infuriate those around you. The thing is Xavier, you can't beat me, and you can't be me, whether you want too or not. The simple fact is, I'm just better than you. And it's a fact you are going to have to learn. I am the rightful X-Division Champion and I will reclaim what is mine. I had you beaten several times in our first encounter, and so I will do so again. Nothing you say, no promo package you throw together will detear me. This Sunday Xavier, you are doomed."
f**k this s**t, I'm sick of it
You're going down, this is war!
GO!
I've just begun
It's about that time
Gotta get mine
I've just begun
It's about that time
Gotta get mine
I've just begun
It's about that time
Gotta get mine
I've just begun
It's about that time
Gotta get mine!!!!
You can't kill me cause I'm already inside you
You can't kill me cause I'm already inside you
You can't kill me cause I'm already inside you
You can't kill me cause I'm already inside you
SIC !!!!!!!!!!
"The only real difference between where I am now and where you are, is I won that title throw hard work. I won that title because I was better than my opponent. I won that title because I earned it. Sure, there are things I've done in my career I wish I could take back, there are things in my life I wish I could take back, but I can't. I came to nCw with a clean slat. I worked my way through the roster. I rose to the top of the X-Division, all because I worked for it. And I will one day be the World Champion, I will walk away from this war Xavier, and I will continue my trek towrds greatness. I will continue towards the main event. While your content to steal wins and remain in the lower mid card following around Spike Kane, I'm aiming to become the gretest wrestler in nCw ever, and I will. Because I am un matched in every aspect. I'm even better at being a bad guy than you, because I don't need to cheat to get cheap heel heat, sorry."
(Angel is right in front of the camera, full on close up.)
"And just a little message to the Social Distortion. I'm not done with you. You've had me side tracked with Xavier, but Sunday will be the end of that. After I finish with him, I come for the rest of you, understand? Oh and Spike, stop crying like a little girl. No one wants to hear about how jealous you are of your brother. No one cares."
(The camera turns and the all white Angel stands there, again they are face to face.)
"That's the Angel I know and love."
"What the hell?...."
Darkness. Never ending darkness. A very, very bad place to be, especially when your supposed to fight for everything that is right and holy.
Remember that Angel? Do you? I don't think you do. I think you have completely forgotten who you are and what you are supposed to be doing.
Look at you. Do you see what we see? Do you? No, you see a man out for revenge, a man seeking to bring pain and torment. You see a man who's actions are justified.
We see a broken and bitter man. Someone who can't accept when he's been beaten at his own game. How many people have you screwed over to get here? I don't mean while in nCw, but in PWW, in other federations. How many? Five, six, twenty? Angel you have stepped over more people on your rise to the top than anyone else. And you have the balls to call out Xavier.
Did you think we forgot? All those times you sat there in Agent Orange's office and cried about what you thought you deserved, threatening to quit? We didn't forget. And don't tell us you've changed, you haven't, you just haven't tried it here yet. You will, eventually.
Am I going to get a chance to defend myself?
You've had way too many chances Angel, way too many.
Who are you?
Me? You know me, you've always known me. You thought you got rid of me, but I'm always here. Waiting for the day that you need me, like you need me now.
I don't need you.
Really? Why did you lose the X-Division title? Why did you lose to Trent Helms? Why did you lose to Davey Ortega?
Xavier stole my title, Trent... He... He just wanted it more... And Davey... had help.
Why do you falter? Is it because you know the truth?
What truth?
Your weak Angel, you've always been weak. That's why you act the way you do, treat people the way you do.
That's...not true.
Don't lie to me Angel, you can't, I know you better than anyone. Xavier didn't steal the belt, you lost it, you, yourself, caused you to lose that belt. And Trent wanted it more? No one wants to win more than you, despite what you tell people. Trent beat you because you let him. And Davey? You could have ended that match at any point, you waited, you stalled, you couldn't get the job done. No Angel, don't lie to me when you know the truth all too well.
Where am I? Where are you? I want out.
Angel, please, where are you? You know where you are. Your in your own personal hell, the one you created for yourself. And for the second time, I'm you, Angel, I'm you... And there is no escape, not for you, not this time. You let Xavier get the better of you. If your not careful your going to let Xavier get the better of you again. I can help you Angel, no one else. I am what drives you forward. Not your god, not your wife or daughter, not even your passion, me. I am the push that makes you move.
No, not again. I can do it, I know I can. Xavier doesn't know what's coming for him. He thinks he has me beat, he thinks this match will do me in, he thinks I'm going to beat myself and he'll clean up the pieces, but he's wrong. I'm ready, more ready than I've ever been. Xavier Williams will wrestle his last match at Picture Perfect, even if I have to go down with him.
So foolish. That's the whole point Angel, you don't have to go down swinging, not this time. All you have to do is give in to me. We made a deal once before and I captured you the PWW United States Title. We can do it again. Hell, I'll even take care of Xavier for you. And when you wake up it'll all seem like a bad dream. You'll have your title, your stable, your glory, and maybe just maybe you'll be able to get Shelly back. Come on, for old times sake Angel, let's make a deal...
Angel? Dude, Angel... YO ANGEL! WAKE UP!
( Angel shots awake with a start. He looks around, trying to figure out where the hell he is. Angel is laying on a couch, wearing his usual clothes, blue jeans, Savior X t-shirt, boots. Falcon stands over him scratching his head. )
"You allright there?"
"What the hell happened"
"Are you serious?"
"What happened? How the hell did I get here?"
"Okay... You had me drive you to Xavier Williams house to cut a promo. I was filming and the next thing I know you go all crazy, pull out a lighter and gas, threatening to burn his house down. It was all I could do to get you in the car. Then you just passed out, and you've been out of it since."
"Burn his house down.... With his family inside?"
"Yeah."
"I.... Don't remember any of that."
"Yeah, well it happened."
"What the hell is happening to me? Am... Am I that mad, that crazed... That I'd do something like that? And... If you hadn't of been there...This isn't good Falcon."
"Look Angel, whatevers going on, you need to get past it. This match is huge, one of the most important of your entire career. You need to get your act together, go out there and beat him. I know this last month has sucked really bad for you, to the point that it is obviously causing you to have some kind of mental break down, but you need to focus and you need to focus now. I know you think that we could carry on with out you, but the fact is we wouldn't want too. We need you if we're going to beat Spike and Maniac. Everyone around here is down playing the importance of Maniac teaming with them, but you and I both know what he's eventually going to do. Now get your head right."
"Your right, I gotta focus. I just don't know what the hell is wrong with me."
"That's easy."
( Angel looks at Falcon imploringly.)
"Your weak..."
(Angel stands up off the couch, his eyes wide open. Falcon is no longer Falcon, he is instead repalced by Angel. Angel, our Angel in black stares at another version of him wearing a similar out fit but all in white. The two start circling each other, the room disappears. )
"Why are you playing games with me, why now?"
"You don't ever learn, do you?"
"Leave me alone. I don't want your help, not this time, not ever again. I am a servant of the Lord."
"Are you now? Could have fooled me. Listen Angel, I will only tell you this once. You will not beat Xavier Williams. You can't. You've forgotten who you are. You have allowed all this trouble with Shelly to change you, alter your perspective on life. You are not here to save anyone, you are not here to do God's bidding, you are not here to make money for your family... You are here to be the best Angel, the absolute best. You came back to wrestling because there was something you never did, and that was win a major World Title, we all know world cruiser weight titles don't count. You have never been the top dog, not once, that's why your here. Forget about Shelly, forget about Hayleigh. As long as you worry about them and your future, you will not be able to beat Xavier Williams. They make you weak."
"I can't forget about them..."
"I can make you."
"But... I love them...."
( The two Angel's look at each other for a long time before the scene fades out. Again blackness surrounds us. The black is slowly changing, shifting, becomming something. The black is circling in on itself and forming an image. The image is of Angel, the background is now stark white. Angel is slowly making his approach. )
Here comes the pain!
"You think you know pain. You think you know what I've been through. You think your little promo package showing me some worthless feud you once had means something. This is not the past Xavier, and I am a completely different animal. you know nothing of what I've been through, here or anywhere else. Nor would you care if I told you. You see my dear boy you talk and talk about the things you've done and will do, but despite your best efforts at proving other wise, I still have not once seen you prove anything. Every match you've won, every victory you hold is tainted. Tell me that doesn't bother you, tell the fans, because we know the truth, it bothers you. You think you know pain? I'll show you pain Xavier. I'll show you pain unlike anything you can possibly imagine. While you waste your time showing me your past, showing me what you've done before, and telling me what your going to do now, do you know what I'm doing? No, you don't. You make assumptions, assuming you've caught me off guard. Assuming that I am unprepared for a match that both of us could die in. I am prepared Xavier. I have faced my death before, it's nothing new. Pain is nothing new. I have a very, very high thresh hold for it, something I'm sure you didn't bother to notice when Trent Helms tried to peel my face off. You think that that was the first time I fought a battle like that? No. I could bore you with tales of something I did three years ago, but's what the point of wasting my words on the deaf. You hear nothing of what I say, and you see even less. You look at me and you do not see the man you should see. You look at me as some kind of step on your way up the ladder of success here in nCw. You make the mistake of not seeing me as the man who wants nothing more than to see you bleed out all over that ring. You make the mistake of thinking my rage will blind me to whatever stunt you are going to pull. Xavier, you do not know me, not as well as you think. All my distractions are gone. No more women, no more friendly fights, nothing to take my eyes off of you Xavier. To think that I am concentrating on anything but beating you is a lie. Your un wise Xavier, very unwise to seemingly under estimate me so much. I know your going to say that you don't under estimate, your going to say everything you said in your first promo. Your going to say everything you have already said to me before Xavier. And that's the problem with you. You never say anything new, you never tell me anything new. You spit the same rhetoric and tell me about all the things you claim to have accomplished. Your a lier and a fool Xavier, and you will pay for your arrogance this Sunday."
Enemy - show me what you wanna be
I can handle anything
Even if I cant handle you
Readily - either way it better be
"Everything I'm doing... The games I'm playing... It's all over... Funny how everything you say is what I said in reverse. The games are over Xavier. You think what I'm doing is a game? I wanted you to understand something, this goes beyond just wrestling. This goes beyond our in ring ability. This is not just a match for me anymore, this is not just about getting my title back anymore. No Xavier, you are my enemy, and I'm not looking to just defeat you this time. I was happy to face you last month, thinking that out of all the members of your pitiful little band, that you'd be the honorable one, you'd be the one who'd give me a fair fight. I actually thought that somewhere inside of you there was a good person. You proved me wrong in more ways than one, and I will not make that mistake again. When I look at you, when I see you across that ring, I don't see a competitor or an opponent, I see my prey Xavier. You think you've outsmarted me, that you've got me on the run, what you don't know is your running head first into my trap. You'll learn very quickly that there is no one upping me. I told you once before, I may lose the battle, but the Social Enemies will win the war, and that's where we are at. You won the battle, one minor battle, this is the war, and I wholely plan on making sure that it is the end. This Sunday, Picture Perfect, you will see the Social Enemies begin their collective rise to the top of this company Xavier. This war is ours to win, and ours alone."
Don't you f**king pity me
Get up, get off
"I don't expect you to feel for me, I expect you to do exactly what you have done all month long. Try to use your family against me, to anger me. It didn't work Xavier. Your family, it means nothing to me. All they are to me is another way to hurt you. I wonder if your willing to let Eric pay for your sins, instead of owning up and paying for them yourself. Is he proud of you, does he know you like I do? Did you tell him you won a title because of bulls**t rules? Did you tell him that the match was designed so I could not win? That you won the title because I beat some one's face in with a chair? Did you tell him you won a title without even pinning the former Champion? I bet he's proud of you, his big tough daddy. I bet when he looks up into your eyes he sees the greatest man to ever live. Too bad he's so easily fooled. Perhaps he needs someone to educate him. I could teach him a few valuable life lessons that I'm sure you won't. I'll teach him how to win with honor, how to get where you want with your pride intact, how to go from the bottom to the top and come off looking like the greatest thing to ever live. I could teach him how to be just like me. How to march into a company that has never heard of you and in a short amount of time become one of the most feared wrestlers on the roster. All you'll ever teach him is how to cheat his way through life, eventually cheating himself out of a true life. Like you. You've cheated yourself. You'll look back one day on your X-Division title reign and see it as the facade I claim it to be. When your older, when your better days are behind you, when your careers over, you'll see exactly what I mean. Of course, that's assuming you make it to old age."
What the hell am I saying?
I don't know about malevolent
Sure as hell decadent
I want somebody to step up, step off
"All I asked for was a challenge, it isn't my fault that you couldn't meet the challenge. It isn't my fault that Falcon, Trent and Davey could. It isn't my fault that I had to battle with two of the founders of this company and one of it's furture World Champions to find real competition. That's all you Xavier. Because of you I had to go out there and make a point. Trent Helms beat me, as I've said over and over. But I promise you right here and right now Xavier, the next time I face Trent Helms I will be the victor. I have no true excuse for the loss, unlike you. I don't need one. I know what I'm capable of. Just like I promised Davey I would beat him, and I almost had him again until you f**ked it all up."
"all the words mean NOTHING, if in the end... you cant back it up in the ring. Everything i said, I've backed it up."
"Which is exactly what I've been saying to you, and I'm glad it's finally caught on, so much so to the point to where your bringing it back and trying to use it against me. The only problem Xavier is, when you take something I said and try to use it against me, make sure your not standing in a glass house while throwing that rock. I have done everything I said I would. I never said I'd beat Trent, I said I'd give him my all. I told Falcon I'd beat him. And for the second time I had Davey beat. You on the other hand, well you just keep telling yourself you did all of those things on your own. I'm sure somewhere inside your little brain you believe that. Just remember, the only person I've seen you step up too is Talon, and if for one second you think Talon is my equal, well sorry Talon, but your dead f**king wrong. There is no comparison Xavier. You beat a friend of mine, not me. Remember that. Remember that you have never beaten me and you never will."
Walls, let me fall, f**k you all!
Get a grip, dont let me slip 'till I drop the ball
f**k this s**t, I'm sick of it
You're going down, this is war!
f**k IT!
"For the last month you've stolen victory after victory, and for the last month you've watched my slow descent back down the ladder I worked so hard to climb. You've watched and you've laughed. I'm done falling, done feeling sorry for myself. I don't even really feel much of anything any more Xavier. What I do feel is a need, a desire... A desire to see your blood, to see your bones, to see you crucified for your sins. And maybe that is exactly what I will do come Picture Perfect. Maybe I will just have to crucify you in front of all those fans. I bet even then you'd still have some smart mouth remark towards me, wouldn't you?"
Who the f**k am I to criticize your twisted state of mind?
You're leaving me suspect, I'm leaving you grotesque
Feels like a burn from which you never learn
Cause and effect, you jealous ass
Press your face against the glass - suffer
"I know why you hate me Xavier. I've always known. You just don't want to admit it. You hate me because your just like me. The way Falcon and I are near mirror images of each other, the same can be said for you an me. I once denied it, but now, after what I've seen from you, I know it to be true. You walk around flaunting that title, you walk around with your band of miscreants and you threaten those with your allegid authority. You use your power to get what you want and you totally disregard everyone else. The only things that matter to you are winning, and reaching the top, no matter who has to fall to get there. You will stop at nothing to get what you want. Change a couple of things, grow some hair and lighten up, you'd be me. Everything I described fits us both and it sickens you. You weren't always like this, your changing, you know it, your becomming me, you don't want to be. So the question is this then, who's better at being me Xavier, you or I? Do you know what's pretty funny about all of this, it's that you once were determined to shut me up, to beat the arrogance out of me. When we first met you were sickened by how full of myself I was, and yet, here we stand, and you have become me. Your every word drips with arrogance. Your very demeanor is meant to intimidate or infuriate those around you. The thing is Xavier, you can't beat me, and you can't be me, whether you want too or not. The simple fact is, I'm just better than you. And it's a fact you are going to have to learn. I am the rightful X-Division Champion and I will reclaim what is mine. I had you beaten several times in our first encounter, and so I will do so again. Nothing you say, no promo package you throw together will detear me. This Sunday Xavier, you are doomed."
f**k this s**t, I'm sick of it
You're going down, this is war!
GO!
I've just begun
It's about that time
Gotta get mine
I've just begun
It's about that time
Gotta get mine
I've just begun
It's about that time
Gotta get mine
I've just begun
It's about that time
Gotta get mine!!!!
You can't kill me cause I'm already inside you
You can't kill me cause I'm already inside you
You can't kill me cause I'm already inside you
You can't kill me cause I'm already inside you
SIC !!!!!!!!!!
"The only real difference between where I am now and where you are, is I won that title throw hard work. I won that title because I was better than my opponent. I won that title because I earned it. Sure, there are things I've done in my career I wish I could take back, there are things in my life I wish I could take back, but I can't. I came to nCw with a clean slat. I worked my way through the roster. I rose to the top of the X-Division, all because I worked for it. And I will one day be the World Champion, I will walk away from this war Xavier, and I will continue my trek towrds greatness. I will continue towards the main event. While your content to steal wins and remain in the lower mid card following around Spike Kane, I'm aiming to become the gretest wrestler in nCw ever, and I will. Because I am un matched in every aspect. I'm even better at being a bad guy than you, because I don't need to cheat to get cheap heel heat, sorry."
(Angel is right in front of the camera, full on close up.)
"And just a little message to the Social Distortion. I'm not done with you. You've had me side tracked with Xavier, but Sunday will be the end of that. After I finish with him, I come for the rest of you, understand? Oh and Spike, stop crying like a little girl. No one wants to hear about how jealous you are of your brother. No one cares."
(The camera turns and the all white Angel stands there, again they are face to face.)
"That's the Angel I know and love."
