Post by Xavier Williams on Apr 24, 2009 0:28:22 GMT -6
Help me if you can
It's just that this, this is not the way I'm wired
So could you please,
Help me understand why
You've given in to all these
Reckless dark desires
It's just that this, this is not the way I'm wired
So could you please,
Help me understand why
You've given in to all these
Reckless dark desires
We open the scene to Xavier standing at what appears to be a window in a hotel.. how do we know the giant Hilton “H” is in the background… duh… Xavier sits down on the windowsill watching the streets go past beneath him.
Why?
It seems to be the only question I get asked on a daily basis? Before people ask me how my day is… they ask me why…
I don’t know what is more disappointing, the fact that these people think I OWE them an answer or that the fact that they don’t know already. If you really think about it and let it sink in into the core of your brain, you’d know why.
But incase you don’t get it… let me go back a little bit.
After I defeated Nelly Angel, the buzz began to flow around the Wrestling world… since Nelly Angel had taken his leave, people wanted to know who would be next. The same time a man had just lost something near and dear to him, that man is Jack Hammond.
And when people realized that he was more than likely not gonna get a rematch for the championship, people began to think of scenarios… and one of them was that me and Hammond would face off again, but this time it is for the X-Division Title. And you see... I was cool with that.. You see, I wanted to get back into the ring with Hammond, because I felt we never really found out who was truly better…
The first time we faced, we had interference from The Revolution, the second time it was a triple threat, there was always an extra party in our affairs but this time… this time we get a clear cut winner.
That’s all I wanted, but you see as that idea… slowly became a reality, the talk turned into, “Man Xavier vs Jack Hammond, that match will own”… it slowly morphed into, “Hammond is gonna find his stride a capture the X-Division Title”
And slowly it people showed who’s side they are truly on, it morphed from go Xavier, go Hammond… to Go Hammond… all of a sudden the underdog was the favorite… and he was the favorite… over me…
You're lying to yourself again
Suicidal imbecile
Think about it, put it on the faultline
What'll it take to get it through to you precious?
Suicidal imbecile
Think about it, put it on the faultline
What'll it take to get it through to you precious?
All of a sudden, because Hammond turned into this figure of sympathy… I was viewed as basically written off as just a mere stepping stone. You see… while that is nothing new to me, I have a problem with it this time. It felt like people had a sudden case of amnesia, like they forgot what I was capable of… so I felt the need to remind them.
But when I decided to send that message, It went from proving that I am no pushover to… the “old Xavier” is back.
Xavier laughs a little bit. As he stands up from the windowsill, he makes his way into the dining area, he grabs a bottle owater out of the fridge and cracks the top, but before he takes a drink he makes his way back to the windowsill, he sits down again…
The good ol’ days, of doing whatever you want and not giving a flying **** about what people think… the only thing that matter is if you got the ‘W’. In light of this Revolution/Resistance, I turned into something… something I hated…
I turned into a whiny bitch!
Every week it was, ‘You cost me the title” or “ Iw as screwed over’ and balh blah boo-hoo and all the such… if it were the “old Xavier” he would of showed up the next week and started cacking skulls, but all of a sudden there was this code of Honor that swept this federation…
And half the people preaching it, know NOTHING about honor. And that goes for both sides.
Such a mess. Why would I want to watch you.
Disconnect and self destruct one bullet at a time
What's your rush now, everyone will have his day to die…
Disconnect and self destruct one bullet at a time
What's your rush now, everyone will have his day to die…
Xavier takes a sip from his bottle water and places it on the side table next to him.
Look at ‘em…
Looking down at the busy streets below
People racing and rushing either to or from their ****worth jobs, home to their families, who drain the life out of them, their nagging wives, their douchebag kids… they’ve fallen into a cycle of mediocre, and I think that is what happened to us Hammond.
Before you won that title you were ripping it up, you showed that you belonged in the main event, and I felt I was on a little role, but once we go to the top it was like…, ‘Eh, now what” you see people like us, thrive for the chase, because it makes you feel alive, it gives you something to fight for, it makes you feel like you are worth something…
He looks at the camera…
I guess I never really explained why I did what I did, the answer is simple, I did it, because I can… since when do I need to validate my actions, since when I need a reason to be a dick… please, there’s plenty of them self-righteous SoB’s running around… I’ll give you a hint: they’re in the 8-Man tag…
Why am I coming down so hard of the Revolution and Resistance, simple… in a game in which you’re trying to prove who’s the best… you do what you have to do to win. You see and SOME of those guys know that and even Hammond knows that, but you see, everyone is swept in this wave of “Honor” but they have no idea what true honor is… I said when I won this I’d bring some validity to this title, so Hammond I’m calling to you, don’t be like the others, don’t be a robot, don’t be a slave to a cause u don’t believe in, like I was…
Be an Outsider…
He reaches down and takes another sip from his water. He finishes it, and tosses the bottle into the wastebasket. Xavier stands up and makes his way toward the sitting area; he plops down on the couch and places his feet on the coffee table.
Sorry about that, I started to sound like Falcon there for a second… you know pre “Someone stole my My Chemical Romance CD and used up all my black eyeliner and they just canceled Real World and burned down Hot Topic” mood he’s in now.
I guess to put it in the most simplest terms, I need to know if your on your game, I need to know I you are ready for this match, because if your not… then, prepare to start counting the lights.
You know me Hammond, you know what I'm capable of.. that's the only warning I need to give...
Disconnect and self destruct, one bullet at a time
What's your hurry, everyone will have his day to die
If you choose to pull the trigger, should your drama prove sincere,
Do it somewhere far away from here