Post by Gib on May 29, 2009 14:35:39 GMT -6
Sometimes I can’t sleep at night, sometimes I lie awake at night thinking about the things I have done, and thinking about those that I have cured and it titillates me in such a way that my excitement is too great. But then, as if someone turns a switch I realize that the little I have done has had no far reaching effects on humanity, because even thought I have helped so many find their way, even through my gruesome form of education some people just don’t get it, and maybe they never will, one man can only do so much.
But I am not willing to give up on you yet Steve, I am not. You my friend shall be my greatest project ever, you of all people are the perfect specimen for me to mold, for me to shape, for me to change. You will become that which you fear, or you will be completely destroyed. The things I have done to you thus far, ruining your sisters life, making your niece hate you and love me are all things that, when you look at them, can be laid solely on your shoulders.
Sending big presents to Hope in the mail didn’t fulfill the need that she had for a positive male role model. Her father died, and you were too busy whoring it up. Too busy with your fancy lifestyle to be there, she withdrew, she was picked on and you didn’t know. It was by fate that I met up with her, but this fate brought me something I dearly needed, the start of my perfect family, the thing I have always wanted more then anything. Hope gives me the way to build the family that I have desired for so long. The family that I will take from you will be my chance at redeeming the one that I messed up, the one that fell apart when my wife died.
See, like in the Cask of Amontillado, the thousand injuries that Fortunato laid upon Montressor were born as best as they could be, but when Fortunato ventured upon insult that is when revenge was sworn. See, Steve, you insult me by having everything but constantly wanting more, constantly desiring more attention, more spotlight, more money, more fame. I let you live this way long enough…
It is time…
It is time for you to stop taking things for granted, it is time for you to understand that what you have is wonderful and that it should be respected, not overlooked. Look in the mirror Steve, look at what a worthless human being you have become since you screwed every woman but your ex wife, think about the population boom in Europe that occurred nine months after nCw toured there. It is time to take responsibility for yourself, it is time that you understand what gifts you have been given in life.
Either you respect them, or I will take them.
I know that everyone around here thinks that this weekend is the weekend that Steve Awesome gets retribution for the perceived wrongs that I have committed against him. Steve, am I really the bad guy here? Because I do in public what people think they wish they could do? I am the id, I am the ego, I am the human mind brought to life, I am revenge, I am the dark recesses of the human mind. I am you, Steve, I live in you. You are what drives me, and it can all stop Steve, just stop fighting it, embrace it, become in public what you are in private and this will all be over, this will all end with mercy.
Continue the charade, and mercy will be no option.
This isn’t going to be the week that Steve Awesome wins; this is going to be the week that his life falls apart. Steve, if you think the things I have done to you so far are bad, then by all means wait, wait with bated breath because this isn’t your week of redemption, this is the week where your life falls apart. This is the week that I take everything you have left. This is the week when I take your sister, and I take the thing that is most precious to you.
I take the false idol that you wrap around your waist and worship.
This weekend I become the holder of the second most prestigious title in nCw, I become a champion, something I used to care about but now, the only reason I covet your title is because I know that after your war with Falcon over it how important it is to you, I am going to take everything that means anything to you.
Your niece…
Your title…
Your dignity…
Your self respect…
And Jackie. I hope you have thought about things for awhile. It has been a month since you have seen young Hope, and I won’t lie she does miss you. I want to set up visitations but you aren’t making it easy. You never answer my calls…
Just think of how nice it would be to have someone protect you, not someone that calls and says they love you and that they are there for you like your brother but someone that is there, in the flesh. I know I am not the best looking but I am a solid rock for a family to be built upon. I am a solid foundation for your new life. Everything you have gone through, there is no reason for you to suffer anymore. I am afraid that your brother has drawn you into a very scary game. But this weekend, either by force or by will after I am done dismantling your brother I will be taking you with me.
There is no reason for you to live a sad existence.
There is no reason for the pain.
I will take it all away…
I am your salvation.
But I am not willing to give up on you yet Steve, I am not. You my friend shall be my greatest project ever, you of all people are the perfect specimen for me to mold, for me to shape, for me to change. You will become that which you fear, or you will be completely destroyed. The things I have done to you thus far, ruining your sisters life, making your niece hate you and love me are all things that, when you look at them, can be laid solely on your shoulders.
Sending big presents to Hope in the mail didn’t fulfill the need that she had for a positive male role model. Her father died, and you were too busy whoring it up. Too busy with your fancy lifestyle to be there, she withdrew, she was picked on and you didn’t know. It was by fate that I met up with her, but this fate brought me something I dearly needed, the start of my perfect family, the thing I have always wanted more then anything. Hope gives me the way to build the family that I have desired for so long. The family that I will take from you will be my chance at redeeming the one that I messed up, the one that fell apart when my wife died.
See, like in the Cask of Amontillado, the thousand injuries that Fortunato laid upon Montressor were born as best as they could be, but when Fortunato ventured upon insult that is when revenge was sworn. See, Steve, you insult me by having everything but constantly wanting more, constantly desiring more attention, more spotlight, more money, more fame. I let you live this way long enough…
It is time…
It is time for you to stop taking things for granted, it is time for you to understand that what you have is wonderful and that it should be respected, not overlooked. Look in the mirror Steve, look at what a worthless human being you have become since you screwed every woman but your ex wife, think about the population boom in Europe that occurred nine months after nCw toured there. It is time to take responsibility for yourself, it is time that you understand what gifts you have been given in life.
Either you respect them, or I will take them.
I know that everyone around here thinks that this weekend is the weekend that Steve Awesome gets retribution for the perceived wrongs that I have committed against him. Steve, am I really the bad guy here? Because I do in public what people think they wish they could do? I am the id, I am the ego, I am the human mind brought to life, I am revenge, I am the dark recesses of the human mind. I am you, Steve, I live in you. You are what drives me, and it can all stop Steve, just stop fighting it, embrace it, become in public what you are in private and this will all be over, this will all end with mercy.
Continue the charade, and mercy will be no option.
This isn’t going to be the week that Steve Awesome wins; this is going to be the week that his life falls apart. Steve, if you think the things I have done to you so far are bad, then by all means wait, wait with bated breath because this isn’t your week of redemption, this is the week where your life falls apart. This is the week that I take everything you have left. This is the week when I take your sister, and I take the thing that is most precious to you.
I take the false idol that you wrap around your waist and worship.
This weekend I become the holder of the second most prestigious title in nCw, I become a champion, something I used to care about but now, the only reason I covet your title is because I know that after your war with Falcon over it how important it is to you, I am going to take everything that means anything to you.
Your niece…
Your title…
Your dignity…
Your self respect…
And Jackie. I hope you have thought about things for awhile. It has been a month since you have seen young Hope, and I won’t lie she does miss you. I want to set up visitations but you aren’t making it easy. You never answer my calls…
Just think of how nice it would be to have someone protect you, not someone that calls and says they love you and that they are there for you like your brother but someone that is there, in the flesh. I know I am not the best looking but I am a solid rock for a family to be built upon. I am a solid foundation for your new life. Everything you have gone through, there is no reason for you to suffer anymore. I am afraid that your brother has drawn you into a very scary game. But this weekend, either by force or by will after I am done dismantling your brother I will be taking you with me.
There is no reason for you to live a sad existence.
There is no reason for the pain.
I will take it all away…
I am your salvation.