Post by Angel on Aug 2, 2009 23:16:45 GMT -6
"So whats bothering you?"
Her words woke me from a stupor, I'd been thinking over my match against the Smokin' Aces, a tough loss but a great battle. They earned my respect that night even though they gavs us none in return.
"Nothing, just thinking."
Her hands wrapped around me, slowly.
"You don't have to lie to me you know? Somethings been bothering you lately."
"Nothing I won't get over."
Her lips touch my skin, so soft, so smooth, I missed her so much and now that she's back... I don't know...
"Don't lie to yourself baby, it's not us that bothers you."
How did she?
"You've never been happier to have me with you, despite AJ, despite all the pain I caused you, your love is an undying fire. Whats bothering you runs much, much deeper than anything between us."
I turn my head to look her in the eyes, her cold brown eyes staring into my soul. She's right. I love her more than life itself. Thats why when she left I became a monster and now that she's back I'm more focused than ever. No... What she did doesn't really bother me at all.
"It's nCw isn't it, Dirty Deal, their complete and total lack of respect?"
She leans in, caressing my head still, playing with my braids.
"Yes."
"Then do something about it Angel."
"What would you have me do?"
Her eyes light up as she considers her answer. Then like a light bulb just went off, she smiles.
"nCw has lost respect for you and Burns, they think you've gone soft since abandoning Adam, they think your title reign has been nothing but a dodgy fluke, strengthened by the lack luster competition. Your reign has been historic in its length and length alone... Make nCw respect you Angel."
Make them respect me?
"Grab them by the balls and show them what it means to be a monster again. Don't let them sit back and make their coy emo jokes, all the while telling themselves their better than you. NO ONE IS BETTER THAN YOU!"
The tone of her voice, the pitch alone, it shocked me.
"Your Angel, the only constant in the history of nCw. Steve Awesome has been injured, broken and beaten. Spike Kane has retired before. Trent Helms is like a harlot in the night, returning only when the price is right. Adam Knite is only as good as his competition, which has been lacking. But ever since you arrived Angel, you have been here. You fought against all odds against every possible hurdle this company could throw your way. You've beaten every single competitor Angel, destroyed them like the filthy little peons that they are. THIS COMPANY OWES YOU RESPECT! And yet you get none."
She leans in again, her kisses are sweet like cherries smeared across my lips.
"They hate you for your talent, resent you for your dominance. Dirty Deal could never match you regardless of your partner, and they know it, so they do everything they can to try and throw you off balance. Angel, you battled with your estranged brother while I slept with your greatest rival and... YOU WON!"
Her hand smacks me across the face, it hurt, I can still feel the heat as she grabs me to get my full attention.
"Just because your war with Nero is over doesn't mean the monster can go back to sleep. The Age of the Revolution shook nCw to it's core because you of all people stood with it. Forget Falcon, Gib, Burns. It was you, Angel, that brought them the credibility. And it's you, Angel, who will bring respect back to this company."
Slowly she drops herself down on top of me, straddling me.
"Three time X-Division Champion, Longest Reigning Tag Team Champion, the MOST feared man in nCw today, don't tell me your going to let a couple of red necks get to you now? Don't tell me your going to just back down and be the 'better man' allowing those two to make fools out of you? Don't tell me after everything you've done for nCw your going to just roll over and take their blatant and unforgivable lack of respect for one of the greatest wrestlers to ever lace up a pair of boots?"
I take my breaths slowly as I form the words I want to say making damn sure this answer means exactly what I want it to mean. Addressing the camera now directly, I turn so Ron and Curtis catch the full meaning of this single sentence.
"They'll put me down in a hole before I let you succeed."
With that simple answer Shelly leans in and begins to kiss me feverishly, almost violently. Ever since returning to me a new passion has kindled between us, something we've never known before. Our time apart has strengthened us both, as individuals and as a couple. But even with her on top of me and the heat of her flesh slowly fueling my passion I can't help but think of the pleasure I will have Sunday when Dirty Deal learns the most painful lesson of their careers.
Respect.
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Her words woke me from a stupor, I'd been thinking over my match against the Smokin' Aces, a tough loss but a great battle. They earned my respect that night even though they gavs us none in return.
"Nothing, just thinking."
Her hands wrapped around me, slowly.
"You don't have to lie to me you know? Somethings been bothering you lately."
"Nothing I won't get over."
Her lips touch my skin, so soft, so smooth, I missed her so much and now that she's back... I don't know...
"Don't lie to yourself baby, it's not us that bothers you."
How did she?
"You've never been happier to have me with you, despite AJ, despite all the pain I caused you, your love is an undying fire. Whats bothering you runs much, much deeper than anything between us."
I turn my head to look her in the eyes, her cold brown eyes staring into my soul. She's right. I love her more than life itself. Thats why when she left I became a monster and now that she's back I'm more focused than ever. No... What she did doesn't really bother me at all.
"It's nCw isn't it, Dirty Deal, their complete and total lack of respect?"
She leans in, caressing my head still, playing with my braids.
"Yes."
"Then do something about it Angel."
"What would you have me do?"
Her eyes light up as she considers her answer. Then like a light bulb just went off, she smiles.
"nCw has lost respect for you and Burns, they think you've gone soft since abandoning Adam, they think your title reign has been nothing but a dodgy fluke, strengthened by the lack luster competition. Your reign has been historic in its length and length alone... Make nCw respect you Angel."
Make them respect me?
"Grab them by the balls and show them what it means to be a monster again. Don't let them sit back and make their coy emo jokes, all the while telling themselves their better than you. NO ONE IS BETTER THAN YOU!"
The tone of her voice, the pitch alone, it shocked me.
"Your Angel, the only constant in the history of nCw. Steve Awesome has been injured, broken and beaten. Spike Kane has retired before. Trent Helms is like a harlot in the night, returning only when the price is right. Adam Knite is only as good as his competition, which has been lacking. But ever since you arrived Angel, you have been here. You fought against all odds against every possible hurdle this company could throw your way. You've beaten every single competitor Angel, destroyed them like the filthy little peons that they are. THIS COMPANY OWES YOU RESPECT! And yet you get none."
She leans in again, her kisses are sweet like cherries smeared across my lips.
"They hate you for your talent, resent you for your dominance. Dirty Deal could never match you regardless of your partner, and they know it, so they do everything they can to try and throw you off balance. Angel, you battled with your estranged brother while I slept with your greatest rival and... YOU WON!"
Her hand smacks me across the face, it hurt, I can still feel the heat as she grabs me to get my full attention.
"Just because your war with Nero is over doesn't mean the monster can go back to sleep. The Age of the Revolution shook nCw to it's core because you of all people stood with it. Forget Falcon, Gib, Burns. It was you, Angel, that brought them the credibility. And it's you, Angel, who will bring respect back to this company."
Slowly she drops herself down on top of me, straddling me.
"Three time X-Division Champion, Longest Reigning Tag Team Champion, the MOST feared man in nCw today, don't tell me your going to let a couple of red necks get to you now? Don't tell me your going to just back down and be the 'better man' allowing those two to make fools out of you? Don't tell me after everything you've done for nCw your going to just roll over and take their blatant and unforgivable lack of respect for one of the greatest wrestlers to ever lace up a pair of boots?"
I take my breaths slowly as I form the words I want to say making damn sure this answer means exactly what I want it to mean. Addressing the camera now directly, I turn so Ron and Curtis catch the full meaning of this single sentence.
"They'll put me down in a hole before I let you succeed."
With that simple answer Shelly leans in and begins to kiss me feverishly, almost violently. Ever since returning to me a new passion has kindled between us, something we've never known before. Our time apart has strengthened us both, as individuals and as a couple. But even with her on top of me and the heat of her flesh slowly fueling my passion I can't help but think of the pleasure I will have Sunday when Dirty Deal learns the most painful lesson of their careers.
Respect.
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You've pushed me one too many times
I'm sick of all of the fiction, we're gonna settle it
You've pushed me one too many times
I'm sick of all of the ****, I'm gonna settle it