Post by Adam Knite on Sept 7, 2009 0:07:26 GMT -6
Forgive me…
The things I’ve done…
The people I’ve hurt..
The dreams I’ve crushed…
The ambitions I’ve stomped…
I’m ashamed…
I can’t be forgiven…
Look at all the things I’ve done, to the people who surround me. My friends, my colleges, co workers and mentors. I’ve hurt them all, I’ve done everything I could to show I was better, to earn my place in the sun. Now look where I’m at, I’m at the top… yet here I am alone… except for Kelly. Was it worth it? I’ve got everything I’ve ever truly wanted, a beautiful woman, fame, and prestige. Everything, is in my hands. In these hands, the hands that have taken so much from everyone around me, the hands that have taken so much…
Forgive me
Now, in my home town, I come face to face with the one everybody has picked as my successor. The man hand picked to take this championship off my waist. I beat him on the two year show… but now he’s more dedicated, more focused… ready to take this belt, ready to take my everything, just like I’ve done to so many others. I took their hearts in my hand, felt them beat, beat, beat until I squeezed with everything I had, while Kelly looked on in approval over all I had done. Is this my destiny? Is this my soul purpose in nCw? To be the person everybody hates, it’s what I wanted wasn’t it? When me and Lance started the Revolution? Wasn’t this how it was supposed to be? Us standing on the highest mountain being the lightning rods for everybody’s hate? So they could look at us, and rise up to stop us?
Causing a revolt, was it really for the good of nCw? Was it really necessary even? I don’t know anymore.. I can’t tell if this truly was what nCw needed, or what I really wanted. What if I just lied to myself, telling myself this was what had to happen so many times, so many lies… until I finally forced my brain into believing it? Then everything I fought for, everything I gave my the past year for, was nothing. Meaningless ambitions of a twisted brain, will that be what I’m remembered as? The man who went down the wrong path while preaching at people to make the right choice? I’m not some martyr who sacrificed himself for the good of others, I’m a selfous prick who did everything just so he could get to the top.
I’m ashamed…
When I’m asleep, I dream. I dream about all those who took it upon themselves to step up and bring me down. I look down and I see them trhow themselves at me in an effort to take me down, I see their hopes and their desires broken into a millions pieces. I see their twisted and broken bodies laying on the ground, their eyes looking at me… I take the pieces in my hand trying to fit it all back together, but the more I try the more the shattered remains cut my hands. Blood pours from the wounds as I desperately try but I can’t do it… I just can’t…. that things I’ve done, I can’t be forgiven. Not for my sins.
The sins of my actions stain these hands. I won’t be able to escape them, every time I close my eyes, they take me and make me see everything I’ve done. I don’t want to live with these thoughts anymore, I don’t want to stay awake at night because I’m not wanting to close my eyes.
Give me Redemption
Do what you must Falcon, you now what you have to do, you know what I deserve. So do it, take me down, rip me apart and crush me, for everybody. They’re all pulling for you, they all want you to rip me in half in front of their eyes. You know it, I know it, they know it. So just do it! Be the man, the man that you’re destined to be, the next nCw champion, the person who freed nCw from their tyrant. Nobody else was able to handle the pressures, nobody else was able to overthrow the king, nobody else was able to wear this crown.. and now it all falls to you. The people I’ve hurt, they’re pulling for you, the people I’ve oppressed, they’re demanding my head on a pike. Give them what they want. Give them a future without Adam Knite.
Free me..
You’re not only fighting for them Falcon, if you like it our not.. you’re freeing me. Long have I wanted to leave this life behind me. Long have I wanted to ride away into the sunset with Kelly by my side. To throw all my worries away, to leave my suffering behind me. You can free me Falcon, you can free nCw, you can be the beacon of hope, all you have to do is the thing nobody else has been able to accomplish.
Take me down..
That’s what you want isn’t it? Well here I am, I’m done, I’m finished. I can’t keep this up I don’t want this burden anymore, and who better to stop me than the new people’s champion, Falcon. I’m not going to make any promises of “clipping your wings” or bringing you back to earth, not those clichés. I’m not going to talk about how you’re an emo who isn’t worthy to be in the ring with me.. no Falcon.. I’m going to ask you to do me a favor, do everybody the favor they’ve been begging for, take this weight off my shoulders. Bear this cross Falcon, it’s what you want.
I am on my knees, begging you Falcon. You see where everybody else failed. You see their failures in front of you. Can’t you see the blueprint in beating me, can’t you see what you need to do to pull this title from my hands? So do it already. I need you to… just look into the eyes of everybody in the crowd, they need you to, look into the faces of all the wrestlers in the back… they are begging you.
This Sunday, it will be Adam Knite, it will be Falcon, and it will be this title between us. Bring everything you have Falcon, bring every trick, bring everything you’ve got, I need you to, I want you to. I don’t want this anymore, I don’t need this anymore, it’s yours now. This is what you want, then take it and live with the burden. I want freedom, and the only freedom for my twisted soul is for you to sit in my thrown with my crown on your head. Do whatever it takes…. Please.
I can’t do this anymore…
Can’t hurt anymore…
Can’t take anymore…
Here……….
Please...
It’s yours now.
{The scene pans out to show the world title sitting alone on a table in a dimly lit room, the only light shinning down glistening off the belt, shinning in the bleakness. The scene fades…. Until suddenly it lights up and a hand takes the title off the belt, and the camera pans out to show Adam throwing it over his shoulder.}
Adam: **Laughs** You wish, it was that easy.
{Adam flashes a crocked smile as he shakes his head in a condescending manor before he turns around and exits, as the scene truly fades now.}
The things I’ve done…
The people I’ve hurt..
The dreams I’ve crushed…
The ambitions I’ve stomped…
I’m ashamed…
I can’t be forgiven…
Look at all the things I’ve done, to the people who surround me. My friends, my colleges, co workers and mentors. I’ve hurt them all, I’ve done everything I could to show I was better, to earn my place in the sun. Now look where I’m at, I’m at the top… yet here I am alone… except for Kelly. Was it worth it? I’ve got everything I’ve ever truly wanted, a beautiful woman, fame, and prestige. Everything, is in my hands. In these hands, the hands that have taken so much from everyone around me, the hands that have taken so much…
Forgive me
Now, in my home town, I come face to face with the one everybody has picked as my successor. The man hand picked to take this championship off my waist. I beat him on the two year show… but now he’s more dedicated, more focused… ready to take this belt, ready to take my everything, just like I’ve done to so many others. I took their hearts in my hand, felt them beat, beat, beat until I squeezed with everything I had, while Kelly looked on in approval over all I had done. Is this my destiny? Is this my soul purpose in nCw? To be the person everybody hates, it’s what I wanted wasn’t it? When me and Lance started the Revolution? Wasn’t this how it was supposed to be? Us standing on the highest mountain being the lightning rods for everybody’s hate? So they could look at us, and rise up to stop us?
Causing a revolt, was it really for the good of nCw? Was it really necessary even? I don’t know anymore.. I can’t tell if this truly was what nCw needed, or what I really wanted. What if I just lied to myself, telling myself this was what had to happen so many times, so many lies… until I finally forced my brain into believing it? Then everything I fought for, everything I gave my the past year for, was nothing. Meaningless ambitions of a twisted brain, will that be what I’m remembered as? The man who went down the wrong path while preaching at people to make the right choice? I’m not some martyr who sacrificed himself for the good of others, I’m a selfous prick who did everything just so he could get to the top.
I’m ashamed…
When I’m asleep, I dream. I dream about all those who took it upon themselves to step up and bring me down. I look down and I see them trhow themselves at me in an effort to take me down, I see their hopes and their desires broken into a millions pieces. I see their twisted and broken bodies laying on the ground, their eyes looking at me… I take the pieces in my hand trying to fit it all back together, but the more I try the more the shattered remains cut my hands. Blood pours from the wounds as I desperately try but I can’t do it… I just can’t…. that things I’ve done, I can’t be forgiven. Not for my sins.
The sins of my actions stain these hands. I won’t be able to escape them, every time I close my eyes, they take me and make me see everything I’ve done. I don’t want to live with these thoughts anymore, I don’t want to stay awake at night because I’m not wanting to close my eyes.
Give me Redemption
Do what you must Falcon, you now what you have to do, you know what I deserve. So do it, take me down, rip me apart and crush me, for everybody. They’re all pulling for you, they all want you to rip me in half in front of their eyes. You know it, I know it, they know it. So just do it! Be the man, the man that you’re destined to be, the next nCw champion, the person who freed nCw from their tyrant. Nobody else was able to handle the pressures, nobody else was able to overthrow the king, nobody else was able to wear this crown.. and now it all falls to you. The people I’ve hurt, they’re pulling for you, the people I’ve oppressed, they’re demanding my head on a pike. Give them what they want. Give them a future without Adam Knite.
Free me..
You’re not only fighting for them Falcon, if you like it our not.. you’re freeing me. Long have I wanted to leave this life behind me. Long have I wanted to ride away into the sunset with Kelly by my side. To throw all my worries away, to leave my suffering behind me. You can free me Falcon, you can free nCw, you can be the beacon of hope, all you have to do is the thing nobody else has been able to accomplish.
Take me down..
That’s what you want isn’t it? Well here I am, I’m done, I’m finished. I can’t keep this up I don’t want this burden anymore, and who better to stop me than the new people’s champion, Falcon. I’m not going to make any promises of “clipping your wings” or bringing you back to earth, not those clichés. I’m not going to talk about how you’re an emo who isn’t worthy to be in the ring with me.. no Falcon.. I’m going to ask you to do me a favor, do everybody the favor they’ve been begging for, take this weight off my shoulders. Bear this cross Falcon, it’s what you want.
I am on my knees, begging you Falcon. You see where everybody else failed. You see their failures in front of you. Can’t you see the blueprint in beating me, can’t you see what you need to do to pull this title from my hands? So do it already. I need you to… just look into the eyes of everybody in the crowd, they need you to, look into the faces of all the wrestlers in the back… they are begging you.
This Sunday, it will be Adam Knite, it will be Falcon, and it will be this title between us. Bring everything you have Falcon, bring every trick, bring everything you’ve got, I need you to, I want you to. I don’t want this anymore, I don’t need this anymore, it’s yours now. This is what you want, then take it and live with the burden. I want freedom, and the only freedom for my twisted soul is for you to sit in my thrown with my crown on your head. Do whatever it takes…. Please.
I can’t do this anymore…
Can’t hurt anymore…
Can’t take anymore…
Here……….
Please...
It’s yours now.
{The scene pans out to show the world title sitting alone on a table in a dimly lit room, the only light shinning down glistening off the belt, shinning in the bleakness. The scene fades…. Until suddenly it lights up and a hand takes the title off the belt, and the camera pans out to show Adam throwing it over his shoulder.}
Adam: **Laughs** You wish, it was that easy.
{Adam flashes a crocked smile as he shakes his head in a condescending manor before he turns around and exits, as the scene truly fades now.}
